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ambivalence.

About Me


ambivalence(v.)-a state of having simultaneous,
conflicting feelings toward a person or thing.
I'm Chelsea.
I smoke too much pot.
& I am one hell of a beer pong partner.
I love Manhattan. I hate paying ten dollars for cigarettes.
I won't sit here and tell you about myself,
because you should figure it out on your own.
I will warn you; I'm sarcastic as hell and brutally honest.
and I can give a shit less how you feel about me.
Not everyone's going to like me,
and I certainly don't like everyone.
On that note, let's smoke a blunt and crack a forty and see if we can mingle.
If you close your eyes for too long
you'll miss everything.
Join the masquerade.
"The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are.
You trade in your reality for a role.
You trade in your sense for an act.
You give up your ability to feel,
and in exchange, put on a mask.
There can't be any large-scale revolution
until there's a personal revolution, on an individual level.
It's got to happen inside first."
-Jim Morrison
talk to me on aim .. condom wrapperss

My Interests

I'd like to meet:



chelsea, you make my pants shrink.

My Blog

being betrayed

I totally expect it from other people,which is why I always have my guard up. But you? You're my best friend, my lover, the only person who knows the whole truth about me. I'd honestly say I&...
Posted by on Sat, 07 Mar 2009 06:56:00 GMT

attention: TRUE stoners read please.

okay.. it seems weed is a "trend" nowadays and everyone smokes it.   but who REALLLLYYYY smokes it?   to the max everyday. not just at parties or during the summer? all day EVERYDAY smoking ...
Posted by on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 10:18:00 GMT

when your drunk .. ladies only pleaseee

Y0U KN0 Y0UR DRUNK WEN...(( LADiiES 0NLii )) 1. i HAVE ABS0LUTELY N0 iDEA WHERE MY BAG/PH0NE iS.2. i BELiEVE THAT DANCiNG WiTH MY ARMS 0VERHEAD AND WiGGLiNG MY BUTT WHiLE YELLiNG "W00-H00...
Posted by on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 21:26:00 GMT

just when i thought things couldn't possibly get ANY worse..

of course, they can and do. surgery, my mother getting fired, my father continuously saying "i'm leaving.", my inability to go shopping for clothes because of the previous 2, my loss of two people clo...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Aug 2006 05:06:00 GMT

chiggedy check yo self before you wreck yoself

where are you females heads these days?   i mean, girls exploit themselves in the worst possible ways. attention is GREAT don't get me wrong. everyone loves attention. but not attention of the wr...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Jul 2006 13:30:00 GMT

but i am nothing to you..

how do you define a person as useless? i believe everyone has a purpose, no matter how irrelevant, everyone has a reason to live. no matter how many mistakes they make, how many lies they tell, how ma...
Posted by on Tue, 09 May 2006 21:51:00 GMT

you are the memory that doesn't seem to fade

i feel really ridiculous inside.   do you ever get feelings for someone, and the minute they get too close to you, you'll do everything and anything to push them away?   i have insane trust ...
Posted by on Mon, 01 May 2006 20:11:00 GMT