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The Ferocious Kitten [SMS ♥'s JDC]

until my last breath takes you from me

About Me

Why, Hello There ^_^
I'm Your Pet Goldfish That You Only Thought Was Dead
Err...You Can Just Call Me Shanice =)
I Am A VERY Opinionated Person And It Takes ALOT To Change My Opinions.....But Hey..Prove Me Wrong And I'll Give You A Cookie ^_^
But, I Will Not Force My Opinions On You, And I Don't Expect You Nor Want You To Either
I Live In North Carolina ....Wooo..Oh The Joy..
I Was Born In Maryland...Baltimore City Actually
Better Than North Carolina?
...
Hell Yes
I'm A Vegetarian
All Of My Friends Eat Meat
Except Of Course, Jeremy♥
So, I Obivously Don't Have A Problem With It
Mkay? Ok..
I Support Gay Marriage
Even Though I'm Like...Super-Straight =| lol
I Hate Abortion
The Thought Of Killing Your Own Defenseless Un-born Child Is Just Sick
And I Also Dislike Smoking
I Do Have Friends That Smoke Though
But Its Just Something I Wouldn't Do
I Have A Tim Burton And Jack Skellington Obsession
Shhhh...Don't Tell Anyone ^_^
I Can't Stand The Bands
Against Me ((Did The Lead Singers Parents Jump On His Throat When He Was An Infant?
Relient K ((They Just Annoy Me And They Suck Live))
And
Coldplay ((We Won't Go There...))
My Favorite Band Of All Time Would Have To Be The Used
Bands Such As Avenged Sevenfold, My Chemical Romance, And Armor For Sleep Are Pretty Close However =)
Speaking Of That...
If You Hate Me Or Any Of The Bands I Listen To, I Shall Be Fine Thanks For Your Concern Though
But The People That Don't Hate Me
That Actually Are Retarded Enough To Be My Friends
Are The Luckiest Losers In The World
Because My Friends...And Jeremy ^_^ Mean Everything To Me
So...Don't Mess With Them Or I'll Shove A Peppermint Candy Cane Up Your Nose =o
Mhmmm..I Went There
AIM = xfirexatxwillx27
Yahoo = angelfromyournightmare27
MSN = iwritesinsnottragedies_xxx
Add Me =]

My Interests

Jeremy

I'd like to meet:

Anyone =]

Quotes From Teh Fav Books =]
The Outsiders

Ponyboy: Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower,
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf,
So Eden sank to grief.
So dawn goes down to day,
Nothing gold can stay.

Johnny: Where did you learn that? That's what I meant. Ponyboy: Robert Frost wrote it. I always remembered it because I never quite knew what he meant.

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Johnny: [his last words] Stay gold, Ponyboy. Stay gold.

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Ponyboy: [after climbing through the church windows, of Jerry] Is the guy coming?

Johnny: No.

Ponyboy: Why? Too scared?

Johnny: Naw, too fat, man.

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Steve: Hate to tell you this buddy, but you have to wear clothes to work. There's a law or something.

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[Dallas yells at a doctor after seeing Johnny die]
Dallas: WHY DO YOU BOTHER HELPING PEOPLE, HUH? It doesen't do any good.

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Johnny: It's like the mist is what's pretty, ya know? All gold and silver.

Ponyboy: Hmm

Johnny: Too bad it can't stay like that all the time.

Ponyboy: Nothing gold can stay.

[After he finds out hes dying]
Johnny: I used to talk about killing myself all the time, man. But I don't wanna die now. It ain't long enough. Sixteen years ain't gonna be long enough. Hell, I wouldn't care so much if there hadn't been so many things I haven't done yet. So many damn things I ain't seen or done. That time when we were in Windrixville was the only time I've ever been away from my neighborhood.

The Perks Of Being A Wallflower

I walk around the school hallways and look at the people. I look at the teachers and wonder why they're here. If they like their jobs. Or us. And I wonder how smart they were when they were fifteen. Not in a mean way. In a curious way. It's like looking at all the students and wondering who's had their heart broken that day, and how they are able to cope with having three quizzes and a book report due on top of that. Or wondering who did the heart breaking. And wondering why.

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After the dance, we left in Sam's pickup. Patrick was driving this time. As we were approaching the Fort Pitt Tunnel, Sam asked Patrick to pull to the side of the road. I didn't know what was going on. Sam climbed in the back of the pickup, wearing nothing but her dance dress. She told Patrick to drive, and he got this smile on his face. I guess they had done this before...Anyway, Patrick started driving really fast, and just before we got to the tunnel, Sam stood up, and the wind turned her dress into ocean waves. When we hit the tunnel, all the sound got scooped up into a vaccuum, and it was replaced by a song on the tape player. A beautiful song called "Landslide." When we got out of the tunnel, Sam screamed this really fun scream, and there it was. Downtown. Lights on buildings and everything that makes you wonder. Sam sat down and started laughing. Patrick started laughing. I started laughing. And in that moment, I swear we were infinite.

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Charlie, we accept the love we think we deserve.

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If I ever have kids, and they are upset, I won't tell them that people are starving in China or anything like that because it wouldn't change the fact that they were upset.

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I remember one time we were walking. I dont remember where and I don't remember when. I don't even remember the season. I just know that was the first time I felt like I belonged someplace.

****

Things just keep going. We didn't talk about anything heavy or light. We were just there together. And that was enough.

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Do you know what 'masturbation' is? I think you probably do because you are older than me. But just in case, I will tell you. Masturbation is when you rub your genitals until you have an orgasm. Wow!

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Bob started passing around food. "Would you like a brownie?" "Yes. Thank you." -- I ate the brownie, and it tasted a little weird, but it was still a brownie, so I still liked it. But this was not an ordinary brownie. Since you are older, I think you know what kind of brownie it was.

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I have decided that maybe I want to write when I grow up. I just don't know what I would write.

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I hope it's the kind of second side that he can listen to whenever he drives alone and feel like he belongs to something whenever he's sad. I hope it can be that for him.

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I walked over to the hill where we used to go and sled. There were a lot of little kids there. I watched them flying. Doing jumps and having races. And I thought that all those little kids are going to grow up someday. And all of those little kids are going to do the things that we do. And they will all kiss someone someday. But for now, sledding is enough. I think it would be great if sledding were always enough, but it isn't.

****

I even made her a mix tape and left it at the grave. I hope you do not think that makes me weird.

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And Sam looked at the paper and then she looked at me. "Charlie. . . Have you ever kissed a girl?" I shook my head no. It was so quiet. "Not even when you were little?" I shook my head no again. And she looked very sad. She told me about the first time she was kissed. She told me that it was with one of her dad's friends. She was seven. And she told nobody except Mary Elizebeth and then Patrick a year ago. And she started to cry. And she said something that I won't forget. Ever. "I know that you know that I like Craig. And I know that I told you not to think of me that way. And I know that we can't be together like that. But I want to forget all those things for a minute. Okay?" "Okay" "I want to make sure that the first person you kiss loves you. Okay?" "Okay" She was crying harder now. And I was, too, because when I hear something like that I just can't help it. "I just want to make sure of that. Okay?" "Okay" And she kissed me. And it was the kind of kiss that I could never tell my friends about out loud. It was the kind of kiss that made me know that I was never so happy in my whole life.

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Music:

♥ = Favorites
* = Seen Live
~ Met One Or More Members

A
AFI
Aiden ♥
Armor For Sleep ♥
Atreyu♥*
Avenged Sevenfold ♥

B
Bayside ((R.I.P John))♥
Blink-182 ♥

C
Circa Survive
Chiodos*

D
Dashboard Confessional

E
Evanescence

F
Fall Out Boy ♥
From First To Last ♥*

G
None.

H
Hawthorne Heights ♥
H.I.M ♥

I
None.

J
June

K
None.

L
Losers Luck ~

M
Marilyn Manson
My Chemical Romance ♥

N
Nine Inch Nails

O
None.

P
Panic! At The Disco ♥
Papa Roach
Plain White T's

R
Rise Against

S
Scar'd Sanity ~
Senses Fail♥
Silverstein ♥

T
Taking Back Sunday ♥
The Academy Is...
The Used ♥

U
Underoath

V
None.

W
Weezer

X
None.

Y
None.

Z
None.

Movies:

The Nightmare Before Christmas
Edward Scissorhands
The Exorcisim of Emily Rose
Click
The Corpse Bride
Failure To Launch
Little Man
The Benchwarmers
Final Destination
The Ringer
Saw
Saw II
Saw III

Television:

Anything On Fuse

Books:

The Outsiders - S.E. Hinton
Cut - Patricia McCormick
Forged By Fire - Sharon Draper

Heroes:

Of course, Jeremy. He's helped me so much and I love this boy more than life.

Nathan, Cody, Brandon, and Jonathan Reynolds
They've become like my replacement fathers since my asshole of a dad left me, and I will always apperciate that....they even taught me how to ride a bike XD I love them all to death and they've become like brothers to me.

Hanna
I've known her since 1st grade..and I've noticed..that SOMETIMES....SOMETIMES...some of the advice she gives..actually makes sense =D Shes always been there for me when I need her and I am so happy I know her.

Kaylee
She takes me to concerts...for free.....enough said =]

Blanca
We sang Sally The Camel together....and it was Hardcore

My Blog

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I'm So Pathetic...

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((OhMyBitchinLord))

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Mhmm...

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*Gasp!*

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Posted by LieWithMeAndJustForgetTheWorld [SMS+JWJ♥] on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 04:25:00 PST

Mom...

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Posted by LieWithMeAndJustForgetTheWorld [SMS+JWJ♥] on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 08:28:00 PST

Hmmm....Lyrics Can't Descirbe It But They Sure As Hell Are Doing A Good Job Of Trying...

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Posted by LieWithMeAndJustForgetTheWorld [SMS+JWJ♥] on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 07:03:00 PST

Helpless...

I Know He Can't Be Happy 24/7But I'd Kill At Any Given Moment Just To Have Him Smile AgainWhy Is Life So Fucked Up?I'd Do Anything For Him At AnytimeBut When There Isn't Anything I Can Do...I Just Fee...
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Whoa.....

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