Dear, Dakoda Sioux
blueish green eyes, everyone asks why Im in the bathroom so long, its hard not to cry staring into the same eyes you had little girl. I loved you so much though I never said it enough, I may of pressured you to much, knowing that one of the things you wanted to change this year was making the teams you tried out for, i know you had the heart to do anything, anything you wanted you could grasp, independently as a matter of fact very strong willed like your brother. oh god how much me and you were the same we could both write we may not of moved mountains but i know we moved souls i read your stories and your poems, for a girl so young to write like that, same style as my own I can only be proud, and I never said that not once and its killing me emotionally and physically my stomaches killing me and my heads on fire and all I want to say is how happy you make me, I don't think theres a person out there so much a like me, the way we laugh at are own jokes and the way you have jokes, not many people have that gift, most kids that have been what we've been through cant find humor in life's mistakes often making wrong choices and im proud to see we were always on the same level im just, im just proud how much that hurts, now I just wish Ive told you how proud I was, I wonder if you would of had more drive more fight you would of woke up, but I was a coward and now I can only type, Im gonna have to live with a lot of things from now on but im going to live for you little girl, im going to try to start college get my license of course maybe, visit the east coast, If i ever marry *god forbid* lets just say if I ever have kids you would of been the greatest aunty and i think ill name my daughter Lakoda Sioux hopefully she'll have that same head strong spirit huh, oh god how I miss you so much and, Im just really proud of you.
