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Alberto [TM]

I want to need to have you, but first I have to need to want you.

About Me


You may call me Pepper. I'll lead, you follow...

To book The Payola Reserve, message me here, or e-mail tprbooking[at]gmail[dot]com.

we are all mad.

there is a difference between you and me.

i get high when i see you go by.

My Interests

not settling for indie cred and mediocrity. wrapping you around my finger. making my way onto your children's walls. performance + recording. bouncing to 1/4" tape. songwriting. romancing. manipulation. obsessive and nostalgic narcissism. bringing back effective guitar riffs. degenerative eye diseases. panic attacks. little yoko lapping up her milk. fighting my id for control of my actions. fingerpicking (magic hands). glossy eyes through gorgeous hair. stylized symmetry. learning how to say no. speaking to myself on the phone in spanish (preferrably castillian if i'm in the mood). finding new ways to extend long arguments. secrets of the deep ocean. low cut and tight trousers. scenester coupling. soft & smooth skin. sex, gender, & behavior. songs coming together on piano. remembering (her) smell. getting creative, but not calling it "art". things working out. hearing girls at the next table deep in conversation. blowing up over presale ticket requirements. entertaining and enchanting your friends. pin up girls, factory girls, and
betty boop.

booking the most infamous undiscovered band in america: the payola reserve...

I'd like to meet:


film-makers. young talented ones who aren't into zombies/slashers :) anyone able to appreciate real music made before 1974. oh, and people w/ a comprehensive approach to problem solving. music business people with legitimately fresh ideas. this is going to work exactly how we decide to make it happen. ready to take over the world?

characters with whom i can drink wine and lose my mind. modern lovers, libertines, and other vampires. twiggies, waify brunettes, and femmes who shine like black pearls. anyone who'll take my photograph and adore me. sisters exchanging glances and brothers trading answers. dedicated musicians and followers of fashion. unique people to frequent the studio. ego feeders and nurture eaters. those who dream in dead languages. elusive roleplayers from my dreams of parallel lives. pretty hair types. fellow snake-charmers. women with Soul.

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you can't see me, but i can you...

how can you laugh when you know i'm down?

i fell in love with the actress. she was playing a part that i could understand...

don't play with me 'cause you're playing with fire...

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i have not dreamt of you in seeming years, and as such, breathing fear would only keep you in my mind's contempt.

give me something viable. something i can touch and see. i tire with all your weightless talk...

...now you'll have to try even harder.

~a

Music:

i gave her my heart, but she wanted my soul...

Movies:

shampoo. house of yes. dead man. the long goodbye. chinatown, etc...

Television:

The Payola Reserve

Books:

Tender is the Night at the moment. Suggestions for what's next?

"Isn't it pretty to think so?"

"Happiness in intelligent people is the rarest thing I know."

~EH

Heroes:

one to transcend the social convention and down for a pact. anyone not interested in letting me down. artists, but not of the self-proclaimed variety. girls with pretty voices. unmercifuls. kittycats, cuddlers, flirts, spooners, lovers, ticklers, sleepers, keepers, and balance artists. she'll find me.

My Blog

Sans Soubrette...

  You might display your face, or never be alone but I can't give you what you haven't meant to own. Take what you will.  Go.  Let your conscience drift to sleep and I won't leave ...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 01:46:00 PST

Running from Love...

I'm hoping that I'm dead before you know I'm so cruel.I hope they land on Mars, and then say "No, it's untrue."Be sure you catch some rest and take your head from your hands.Bathe them in muddy water ...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 09:32:00 PST

Raising 'Cane In California...

Anything you do is up to you. How you do it is nothing new, so don't you try to make it mine. People talkin' like it's ending soon. You can't sleep it off inside your room. They pound your door and y...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 09:30:00 PST

Above The Car Park...

  Streets are coughing when you hear her leave, and the bedside spread becomes her subsidy. Sharing a brief exchange with your heater, here her presence turned the silence into ye...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 09:22:00 PST

Battle hymn of the Republic...

Get bent, you bastard.  People in this country deserve to and should know what kind of people are representing them in government.  As these overzealous and self-righteous miscreants keep pu...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 09:54:00 PST

War is over. If you want it...

so jams and i went down to the charles yesterday to jive with the screening for The US Vs John Lennon.  it was excellent, and i would recommend to any of my friends that they go see it. ...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 11:46:00 PST

Beauty...

  "Many artists are of his kind.  These persons all have two souls, two beings within them.  There is God and the devil in them; the mother's blood and the father's; the capacity f...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 09:35:00 PST

White elephants?

from a message board i read frequently: "Big million dollar studios are white elephants today. They look real pretty but serve very little purpose unless you are cutting large symphony orchestras. Fis...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 11:46:00 PST

randomness...

i was listening to an interesting radio show last night, and this was the closing piece.  i rather enjoyed it, so here you go: You Must AcceptKate LightYou must accept that's who he really is.You...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Tue, 29 Aug 2006 06:00:00 PST

You can't do that on television...

is it just me?  am i going crazy?  i don't think this is serendipity.  how do people not realise that this sky terror happened the same fucking day that "world trade center" hit t...
Posted by Alberto [TM] on Wed, 16 Aug 2006 07:05:00 PST