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About Me

Take me to the place where you find snow on the beach, and stars dancing in the sand!!!
Yea, if this is heaven where the f*ck are my wings??
I found my heaven, I just wish you were here!
"The most terrifying fact about the universe is not that it is hostile but that it is indifferent, but if we can come to terms with this indifference, then our existence as a species can have genuine meaning. However vast the darkness, we must supply our own light."
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Comming undone on my broken path down a road to ruin
About me??? Well my name is Jenn (aka Jenny B)and I am a princess. I'm 23 years old and now live in sunny Florida. Born in Staten Island, NY I moved to New Jersey when I was 7. I lived in Toms River ,NJ until I moved here to North Port ,FL. I love it down here even though I miss my family up in Jersey, ALOT (especially my Kanoa girl). I am a fun, laid back, down to earth kinda person. I love to go out with my friends and have a great time. I never know what is going to happen next and I try to live it one day at a time. In the last year I have learned soooo much. My life has been a roller coaster and I love every second of it. I have no regrets but I've defenitly learned from all my mistakes, the good and the bad ones. I am very lucky to have such a great family. They are always there for me even if they are 1500 miles away. I am also very lucky for the friends that I have made and all the people that have made an impact on my life, whether positive or negitive. I look foward to what the future brings. I will always keep a smile on my face know matter how bad I feel. Life will go on and so will I. Any questions just ask.
JUICE
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Smile, though your heart is aching... Smile even though its breaking
Disclaimer: Do not leave Linda aka shortys angel home alone with the three P's!!
Wait... We have a situation!!!
Hey! Our dw sells crack?
I don't think I like you, Winston
Winston, really???
Yea just put me on the mantle.
One door closes and yet so many others open!!
Gimme your heart, make it real, or just forget about it!!
Cryin only adds blood to the water
Random Sayings and Quotes
Its the mistakes in life that lead you to greater things... even if you hurt along the way.
Drunken words are Sober thoughts!!!!
That which does not kill me can only make me stronger
When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that
Some Day You'll Cry For Me Like I Cried For You, Some Day You'll Miss Me Like I Missed You, Some Day You'll Need Me Like I Needed You, Some Day You'll Love Me But I Won't Love You
Some people think that it's holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it's letting go.
Don't waste your tears on the "perfect guy", because the one that is would never make you cry.
Life is not measured by the number of breathes we take, but by the number of moments that Take Our Breath Away.
Trust your instincts and listen to your friends, because they may be right when you don't want them to be
Music and Lyrics Bring Truth To Life

Just some random lyrics that make perfect sense
1000 other boys can never reach you, How could I have
been the one?
Who do you need, who do you love, When you come undone
I'll be with you girl, like being low Hey, hey hey like being stoned (for momma)
I know, things will never be the same, and i know, how much more can you take? He's still a million miles away from her. Like an angel in harms way, way back there, Falling out of the air when she comes to. I'm still a million miles away from her. (for my best friend)
I dig my toes into the sand The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds strewn across a blue blanket I lean against the wind Pretend that I am weightless And in this moment I am happy...happy I wish you were here (for Lauren and Loo Loo)
Maybe I'll never see you smile again Maybe you thought that it was all pretend; All these words that I could never say I just let them slip away 4 AM forever(for Sean)
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it
Warm yourself by the fire, son, And the morning will come soon. I’ll tell you stories of a better time, In a place that we once knew. Before we packed our bags And left all this behind us in the dust, We had a place that we could call home, And a life no one could touch. Don’t hold me up now, I can stand my own ground, I don’t need your help now, You will let me down, down, down!
Who's to know if your soul will fade at all The one you sold to fool the world You lost your self-esteem along the way Yeah Good god you're coming up with reasons Good god you're dragging it out Good god it's the changing of the seasons I feel so raped So follow me down And just fake it if you're out of direction Fake it if you don't belong here Fake it if you feel like affection Woah you're such a fucking hypocrite And you should know that the lies won't hide your flaws No sense in hiding all of yours You gave up on your dreams along the way
blacken the sun! what have i done? i feel so bad i feel so numb yeah! blacken the sun! what have i done? i feel so good i feel so numb yeah!
Everybody's hurt somebody before Everybody's been hurt by somebody before You can change but you'll always come back for more It's a game and we are all just victims of love.
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare The shadow in the background of the morgue The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley We can live like Jack and Sally if we want Where you can always find me We'll have Halloween on Christmas And in the night we'll wish this never ends We'll wish this never ends (I miss you, I miss you)
Five A.M. on the bathroom floor from the night before. Do you find me dreadful? What a shame such a sad disgrace, Such a pretty face, But she's not regretful. Am I beautiful? Am I usable? It's killing time again. Put on your face and let's pretend, These killing lights won't kill us all again.
Some days I get crazed I don't know why it's so irrelevant I'll take deep breaths And keep control, go on I've tried brave And you've tried to saved I've tried to keep it bottled up I think I've past my prime, lost my mind, and I'm torn No telling what tomorrow holds Who let, who let this feeling die, when all I did was try Who let, you let this feeling die, I can't get you out of my head, my head You're the flame that burns me so I know that I'm still alive Some say It's all fate but I say we control our lives and if my destiny should outbest me, then thats fine I make believe thrill and apathy co-exist in me fairly equally The truth is, doubts are all I've got to call mine
I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone Honey if you stay, I'll be forgiven Nothing you can say can stop me going home
I never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me Goodbye, my almost lover Goodbye, my hopeless dream I'm trying not to think about you Can't you just let me be? So long, my luckless romance My back is turned on you I should've known you'd bring me heartache Almost lovers always do
Whenever I look back On the best days of my life I think I saw them all on T.V. I am so homesick now for Someone that I never knew I am so homesick now for Someplace I will never be Time won't let me go Time won't let me go If I could do it all again I'd go back and change everything But time won't let me go
Hate me today, Hate me tommorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never
cross your mind and do whatever it takes in your
heart to leave me behind.
There are certain people you just keep coming back to She is right in front of you You begin to wonder could you find a better one Compared to her now she's in question And all at once the crowd begins to sing Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same Maybe you want her, maybe you need her Maybe you started to compare to someone not there Looking for the right one you line up the world to find Where no questions cross your mind But she won't keep on waiting for you without a doubt Much longer for you to sort it out
So please hand me the bottle, I think I'm lonely now And please give me direction, I think the hurt sets in And I don't feel nothing
I'm finding my way back to sanity again
though I don't really know what I'm gonna do when I
get there,cause I am hanging on every word you
say and even if you don't want to speak tonight
that's alright, alright with me cause I want nothing
more than to sit outside Heaven's door and
listen to you breathing is where I wanna be yeah
All around me are familiar faces Worn out places, worn out faces Bright and early for their daily races Going nowhere, going nowhere Their tears are filling up their glasses No expression, no expression Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow No tomorrow, no tomorrow And I find it kinda funny I find it kinda sad The dreams in which I'm dying Are the best I've ever had I find it hard to tell you I find it hard to take When people run in circles It's a very, very mad world mad world
Sick and Tired of this world There's no more air Trippin' over myself Goin' nowhere Waiting Suffocating No direction And I took a dive And on the way down I saw you And you saved me From myself And I won't forget The way you loved me On the way down I almost fell right through But I held onto you
I'll accept with poise, with grace When they draw my name from the lottery And they'll say 'All the salt in the world couldn't melt that ice' I'm the one who gets away I'm a New Jersey success-story And they'll say 'Lord, give me a chance to shake that hand'
Well I’m not paralyzed But, I seem to be struck by you I want to make you move Because you’re standing still If your body matches What your eyes can do You’ll probably move right through Me on my way to you
You know, this isn't the first time this has happened to me This love sick thing I like serious relationships and a A girl like me don't stay single for long Cause everytime a boyfriend and I break up My world is crushed and I'm all alone The love bug crawls right back up and bites me and I'm back
In the light of the sun, is there anyone? Oh it has begun...Oh dear you look so lost, eyes are red and tears are shed, This world you must've crossed... you said... You don't know me, you don't even care She said You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains...I think I'll start a new life,I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...I think I'll go to Boston, I think that I'm just tired I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...I think I need a sunrise, I'm tired of the sunset,I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice..
I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe Guilt kicks in and I start to see The edge of the bed Where your nightgown used to be I told myself I won't miss you But I remember What it feels like beside you I really miss your hair in my face And the way your innocence tastes And I think you should know this You deserve much better than me
I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like. Is it over yet, in my head? I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. Is it over yet? I can't win. So sacrifice yourself, and let me have what's left. I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. I'm going all the way, get away, please. You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be. You got to fight just to make it through,'cause I will be the death of you.
And I'd give up forever to touch you 'Cause I know that you feel me somehow You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be And I don't want to go home right now And all I can taste is this moment And all I can breathe is your life 'Cause sooner or later it's over I just don't want to miss you tonight And I don't want the world to see me 'Cause I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken I just want you to know who I am And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming Or the moment of truth in your lies When everything feels like the movies And you bleed just to know you're alive
Hate is a strong word But I really, really, really don't like you Now that it's over I don't even know what I liked about you Brought you around and you just brought me down
You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wakeup call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, to make this stop. Got medication, a new addiction, Fucking thanks a lot. I had to relapse, I'm bad at rehabs It ruins everything. He's in the pharmacy. I went to heaven, but couldn't get in, For what I have done. I said please take me, they said you're crazy you had too much fun.
pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything. pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about.it's the way that he makes you feel. it's the way that he kisses you. it's the way that he makes you fall in love. she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and the killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men. and that's what you get for falling again; you can never get him out of your head.
She lies and says she's in love with him, can't find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, can't find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, can't find a better man...

My Interests



WOW! Disposable...I know the feeling!!!
Music Video: NEVER GONNA STOP (THE RED RED KROOVY) (by Rob Zombie)

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.. One of my favorite videos and Definitly my fav movie!!!

My Next Tattoo!

I'd like to meet:

I like to meet ne one that can inspire me. Someone I can learn from. I try to surrond myself with positive people who make me feel greatful for their exsistance. I am truely lucky to have the friends i have down here. They are amazing people, you know who you are.

This is my heaven on earth.

Count the garden by the flowers,
never by the leaves that fall.
Count your life with smiles and
not the tears that roll.


Music:



Music is a big part of my life. It would take forever to name every song/ band that has inspired me. The music i listen to come in a very wide range. Just to name a few The Doors, Stone Temple Pilots, The Who, Tom Petty, The Greatful Dead, of coarse Nightmare Of You, Pearl Jam, Bush, Lifehouse, Sugarcult, Sugarland, Rascal Flatts, Blink 182, The Beattles, The Rolling Stones, Jefferson Airplane, Goo Goo Dolls, My Chemical Romance,Greenday, Sublime, Muse, Bad Religon, Jack Johnson, Matt Kearney, Good Charlotte, The Cure, Johnny Cash, Fall Out Boy, Bayside, System of a Down, Matchbox 20, Duran Duran and Moody Blues (for you cuz. lol) ect... ect... ect. Thats just the beginning...

Movies:

I also watch alot of movies... Transpotting, Butterfly Effect, Clockwork Orange, Pretty much any Stanley Kubrick movies, Stir of Echoes, A Lifeless Ordinary, Big Fish, pretty much and Ewan Mcgregor movie, House of 1000 Corpses, The Devils Rejects, Sweet Home Alabama, Cruel Intentions, Snatch, American History X, Clueless, Empire records, Latter 49, Walk the Line, Boondock Saints, Requim for a Dream, Labrinth, Drop Dead Fred, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Pretty much any Quinten Terrantino movie, Back to the Future, all the American Pie movies, Billy Madison, Happy Gilmore, Big Daddy, Liar Liar, Super Troopers, Van Wilder, Now and Then, all the Disney movies but my fav is Alice in Wonderlan.....ect..ect

Television:



Yea my perfect man Ewan!!

Heroes:

Music Video: WHERE'D YOU GO (by Fort Minor)

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She is TRUE Beauty!

My Blog

You choose we are the masters of our own destiny after all!

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electiral tin openers. Choose good health, low cho...
Posted by ♥ Broken Angel ♥ on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 11:01:00 PST

Would You Crown King NOTHING?

Don't promise me the moon and all the stars if you can not reach them for me. I'm tired of setting myself up for dissapointment! I try not to have any expectations because I just seem to be let down i...
Posted by ♥ Broken Angel ♥ on Fri, 07 Dec 2007 12:38:00 PST

Wish You Were Here

The moon lit up the sky as I walked down that beautiful beach. You could see the entire sky that nite. It lit up like the 4thof July. You could almost reach up and touch every sparkling star. I f...
Posted by ♥ Broken Angel ♥ on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 12:44:00 PST

Looking Foward to a New Beginning?

Sooo... I guess I should look foward to my new start. I tried to be the strongest person I could be, but I guess I just dissapointed myself. I have been through hell and back these past months. The le...
Posted by ♥ Broken Angel ♥ on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 07:12:00 PST