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About Me

I just want to be true to myself and to others in this life. You can't take sincerity for granted and you can't judge those who open up to you. We all share this world, this existence and there is no need for any more walls, especially when it comes to your friends and family. Lets try to be the full expressions of ourselves and to embrace each other as brothers and sisters. At the core of every being is the light of life, love, and the will to survive and if we shine together we can heal the world.I doubt every move I make, every moment I'm here and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of rolling over in the dirt whining like a little bitch when I can just stand up on my feet. Lets help each other up out of the mud that clouds and blinds us from our true purpose. Let us share our strength and let us all learn from our own weaknesses.I accept my weaknesses and flaws, they are only obstacles that have not yet to be conquered. If you have something you need to let go of, just do it. Don't trouble yourself with your past any longer. Forgive yourself, learn from it and love who you are. We all make mistakes and the biggest one is to not forgive. Empty your cup. Be in the now, live for the moment. Live for each other. I mean every word of this, I've learned my lesson with double standards. I used to enforce my expectations and ideals on myself with gruesome punishment and I forgive myself for it, for not standing up when I needed to. For not loving myself. For not showing my appreciation of this existence by squeezing every bit of life out of it that I could. Nothing is impossible anymore, there are only endless paths with a limited amount of time to walk them. So if you come across someone on your walk and you see them lying in the dirt ,blinded by it, and have lost sight of their path, give them your hand. And your walk won't be so lonely. .. ..

I want to live free, love free, and die free.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Those who have a level of compassion that rivals that of their own self interest. Those who hurt because others hurt. Beings of light. Burger flipping monks. My shadow, it ran away. The Dalai Lama. Animals. Plants. People. Places.

My Blog

sheer

Like a falling starLike a falling startell me withtrails of dust inDon't know where you areless you light the wayI can see where beauty remains////lying at the bottom along the riverbedrestlessI seek ...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 16:26:00 GMT

lady of the wake

and like little birds on the cusp of the morning's glory so do I pucker up and sing. my lips are cracked and weary of the dry old tune I used to ween. Her name is Victoria, this new lady of mine...
Posted by on Tue, 12 May 2009 17:27:00 GMT

Love

Is not possession. It is a gift. It is THE gift. It is you. It is me. When we love, it is us. There are thousands of definitions for it. It is light. It is abundant. Its choice. Its free. Its two hawk...
Posted by on Wed, 08 Apr 2009 18:30:00 GMT

08

Its time to right who we have wrongedthe turning of the moment has finally comeand the bondage worn happily by a clattering throngof the hopeless yet faithfuls suppressed like the restand in the midst...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Oct 2008 00:13:00 GMT

right now, just then.

I know that I won't always be that way. Well I don't know but I have an idea of how I can be, and if I get to that point..It won't change everything. I know it won't make me happy. But I hope it does....
Posted by on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 22:48:00 GMT

Rise.

Poems/Songs collaberation.

Waking Up.See I was once a lost boy Blinded by fear and void of joy Falling in the darkness, I failed to see the life I'd miss. The fog was thick and my hope was fleeting, But in the dark ...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 13:24:00 GMT

WHeeeeeeee

I feel really fucking good right now. I'm all motivated and shit, Ive decided that I'm gonna get a part time job, and take a couple classes and work towards finishing my AA. I want to do what I love, ...
Posted by on Mon, 25 Aug 2008 22:25:00 GMT

Crave

You want it, you know it will you feel good. To satisfy, to drown yourself in the things you desire ,but does giving into every desire have a consequence? Does flooding ourselves with a sense of satis...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 03:56:00 GMT

An experiment of sorts. Perspective.

So in my previous uhm& blogsszz.z&I've established the need for a path, for direction in my life. Every day I ask myself in desperation, what's the point? In a most depressing manner.. Now I need to e...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Jun 2008 14:03:00 GMT