I am a freshman at SDSU. God has truly blessed me with EVERYTHING that I have and can do, and I thank him immensely for it all, even though anxiety and fear of losing these things saturates my mind at times, in which i need to call upon the name of the Lord and rebuke satan.
Life is truly great and full of blessings, happiness, success, satisfaction, and much more. But i do still struggle everyday through it all. I know that it seems tough knowing that God can make things perfect in a heartbeat, yet people still endure hardships; and when things are going good all i freakin do is worry about it getting worse. I must understand, and i am beginning to, that God does things for a reason; a REASON in which i do not yet know of, and it makes it so that i can endure the task set before me. but i faithfully pray for satisfaction in my task, like matthew 21:22 says that "if you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." God is amazing, and i just wish that i could please him more, so i must do the best i can by telling everyone about him, then his grace will befall me with ease.
my family is amazing, been through so much yet we're truly blessed to the end. God saved us from a hell-on-earth, and i cant thank him enough for it. "People" is a term and race that i would like to figure out, for i would like to make it easy to talk to them and relate to EVERYTHING, that way i can successfully convey the true meaning of Christ and easily prosper in this life, for the Bible says in Jeremiah 29:11, "'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the LORD, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.'" i would hope that everyone can share in this comfort of knowing, loving, believing, trusting, and faithfully relying on God. so i have a breakdown here and there, and get angry, and i am a butthole at times, but i still try to please God, though we are all sinners. thank the Lord for grace, mercy, forgiveness, and LOVE. without these things i would not exist. i have many loves in my life, number one being God, next my family, next my closest friends, then success, power, and ability. i would like to leave my name in history when i die, go out with a bang, as it were, and to bring encouragement and longing to the lips of others- all by the will of God, of course.
many people have made a difference in my life, good and bad (brad and barbie (some go both ways)), but without them i would not be the sean that i am today. the power of the Lord is limitless, and the hearts of the strong are impenetrable, and the resilience of the downfallen bust be high, to endure the world and rule in which we live each day, breathing death, living, yet rotting. our eyes must be set to the future eternity in heaven with the perfection of the Lord and the utopia in which we cannot fathom its greatness.
I love you all, even if i dont know u, and i thank those people whom i hold dearly to my hearts for molding my life. i know that i may revert to my past at times, but God smacks me back into reality, encouraging me on. he teaches, i learn, more and more, never to end till death, and even then i will learn much more of his great mightiness and perfection. I love you all, remember what is most important, and know that he's constantly watching u, LOVING u, forgiving u, and fixing u to his will. may his will be done ALWAYS & FOREVER, AMEN AMEN!
