Ex0disâ™ (I am tired of the SRH POSERS)

About Me

Alright is is a time to change the shit that was on here before and let out what i gotmost people put who they are and who there friends are and this is now what i gotyo if u don't know already my name is colin and i am me and no1 else i do what i do and don't change for nobody.i drop my poetry whenever i feel like puttin it down if u want to read look at the blogs above if not idc it's up 2 u now for the people i chill wit well right now that is sittin empty except for jenna dez megan and kb cuz since i left school no1 has talked to me to come hang out but them and shit so idk who is loyal to me and who isn't i've always been told that true friends are one in a million and that they are hard to come by and as i live i am learnin that more and more and i am gettin tired of havin to learn the lesson the hard way.i've gone through all my shit so far and have nuttin to show for it at all so yeah i fucked up i had a beautiful girl and fucked that up i i had i guess i fucked that up and from there this is where i sit i got my brother always right there behind me no matter what i do and it will always be that way it doesn't matter if each of us end up in the emergency room cuz we got into a fist fight we are always still cool 2-7 days later. Thats how is always should be and if it aint then they aint ur friends. I mean don't get me wrong and start second guessing ur friends cuz i don't know about mine but one day i will figure out how all of this shit works and it will be fine until then i am sittin on a shitty ass life that i wish upon nobody and i hope every1 understands that what u've heard or what u've seen is me but if u want to know about some shit msg me don't just think shit about me that you've heard becuz ppl aint got their shit straight and put stuff out there so this is the new me startin from scratch but not changin at all i am still me and nothing will change that. u hear KMK bouncin out a car expect to see a mcgregor in it. U get involved wit the wrong ppl and u need som1 a mcgregor will be there we always are here for the people that are loyal and need us.My family name is famous.."Royalty is my Race" is my family motto look it up so just remember that deep down inside me i am a king and i know that my opinion can change the world. But the same goes for all of u...u can do whatever u want just keep ur shit in check and learn from ur mistakes

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet anybody who can teach me something valuable about life. As long as they can help me have a better outlook on life i would like to talk with them because "ignorance is bliss" but ignorance can also equal death so everytime you hear "ignorance is bliss" just think it may be nice not to know what is going on in your life but then anything can creep up on you.If there is anybody that i would trully like to meet i think it might be 2pac shakur just due to the fact that he proved that even a person from the worst places can become one of the most influentual people this country has ever seenbig b
..the only man i know that is just like me but lives across the country

My Blog

lost inside

he hides himself so that he's not rejected because by himself he feels protected the longer he hides the more he dies but he doesn't want to face the lies he wants to be wanted and needs to be needed...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 22:37:00 GMT

twisted inside

her smile makes me smile, and her eyes light up the sky just talking to her makes me fly but i am being held back by a ghost from the past and i thought that ghost wouldn't last but here it is and i c...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Sep 2008 22:13:00 GMT

for all of those that we have lost

as i sit here and continue to see people leave this is just something i cannot believe people that don't deserve the hand they were dealt and they go without knowing how we all felt a father, a frien...
Posted by on Sun, 17 Aug 2008 22:02:00 GMT

energy

deep inside my hateful mindi know that we are one of a kindwe have that energy nobody can repeatthe kind of feeling that sweeps you off your feetmore and more i fall for youthis is a deeper feeling th...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 03:36:00 GMT

coping

i have taken two steps forward and three steps backall that means is i haven't done jackbut make a fool of myself over youbut yet i thought you never knewbut how wrong was i you knew all alongi though...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 03:20:00 GMT

society in general

is this life or is this hell things are spiraling so fast i can no longer tell whether this is what i need or just a place to hate i am losing my faith no longer believing in fate the more i look at m...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 20:55:00 GMT

missin her

i just don't know what i should do without her here this is the greatest thing that i fear being on my own without her with me she lit up my way now i can no longer see she was everything i ever neede...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 22:05:00 GMT

i get it

just cuz som1 steps up to you, you act like a bitch what else do i need to know, u a snitch? thats the vibe your givin off to me i don't know what else it can be it wouldn't surprise me none, none at ...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 21:53:00 GMT

ddddddddsm

what can i say about dsmers and the way they are well lets see u aint gonna go far bunch of dudes that take pics kissing eachothe...last time i checked isnt that gay but hey who am i to judge thats al...
Posted by on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 23:04:00 GMT

baby girl

baby i love you no matter what happens to me i know u don't feel the same way i can see it's fine that we can't be together but i love you and there is nothing i can do everytime i close my eyes i see...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:31:00 GMT