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Nickel Down

I am here for Friends

About Me

Never do anything you don't want to
explain to the paramedics
I'm an adrenaline junkie
I piss excellence
I am an asshole.
now you know.. no surprises
More and more I've become a happier person
if you're going to fuck it up don't talk to me :D
I change my profile song daily
sometimes hourly
Sometimes when i look at people..
I picture what they look like during SEX
It's not always pretty.
No body likes a cry baby
I spend alot of time
mentally choreographing elaborate fight scenes
with strangers around me
I walk the narrow line of sanity wih a grenade in hand.
Answer me this
If the world is going to end tomorrow
does that mean the other half ended today?
Never regret what once made you smile.
Be careful what you say
tomorrow you may have to walk the bridges
you burned today

My Interests

I LIKE.. playing pool jumping in puddles making snow people sitting in coffee shops people watching writng loud music fleece pants African Lit CHAI TEA laying in the rain camping hiking British Lit suicide road trips MOUNTAIN DEW friends concerts mosh pits MUSIC pretending to play pool movies random people being scared mountains DRIVING Slamwich laughing sunsets star gazing MUSIC Asian movies with English Subtitles ♥♥♥

I'd like to meet:

a ten cent hooker
on nickel night
with coke hips
and a dime bag.
dead-strung out eyes
who lost ALLinnocence to a needle
I want to look at her
and feel good about my life.
Then i'll load up her next bowl
boil the spoon of crack.
help her inject
till her world goes black.

Music:

Random Noise Sixx: AM Stars Misplaced Last Day Here Paper Dragons Better Then Toast The Mumlers Rising Water The Morning Benders Down Hour Lap Dog Two Ton Boa Loud Noise Evergreen Terrace Strata I Killed the Prom Queen Echopriest Suicide Silence Otep Mary Magdalan Here Among Wolves Black Dahlia Murder Leftover Crack Dystopia Melt Banana Agoraphobic Nosebleed All that Remains Hypocrisy Twelve O’clock High Splatter Craft Ruiner Wednesday Closed Casket Cannibal Corpse Meshuggah Jack of Jill Scarling Super Joint Ritual Shadows Fall The Haunted Eighteen Visions Chaosbreed Children of Bodem Killswitch Engage Gwar Cradle of Filth Slayer Chimaira Lamb of God Bikini Kill Strung Out Curl up and Die Regular Noise Foo Fighters AFI Coheed and Cambria Anti-Flag Unseen Flogging Molly Dropkick Murpheys Plain White T's People in Planes Hinder the Cunted Break the Silence Cursive Bright Eyes 30 Seconds to Mars A Perfect Circle The Academy Is Alice in Chains Angels & Airwaves Armor for Sleep At The Drive-in Tenacious D Bleed the Dream Dresden Dolls Bayside Sick Puppies Fuel Shinedown Course Of Nature Egypt Central Closed Heart Surgery Cobra Starship Alkaline Trio Dropping Daylight Fair to MidlandEvans Blue Eve 6 Flaw Fly Leaf Inviting the Crash The Junior Varsity Hollywood Undead Pink Floyd Bob Marley Porcupine Tree Eyedea Finger Eleven F Minus Disco Kill Hannah Different Noise Creature Feature Schoolyard Heroes Voltaire Stolen Babies Birthday Massacre Dead Star Assembly Belle Morte The 69 Eyes Genitorturers Night Kills the Day Calabrese Texas Chainsaw Orchestra

Movies:

Movies you should own BOONDOCK SAINTS! A Few Good Men Shaun of the Dead Hot Fuzz Sleepers One Flew Over The Cuckoo Nest Harold and Maud. Super Troopers The Rundown Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas Party Monster A Clockwork Orange Manic Crash Reservoir Dogs Girl, Interrupted Mothman Prophecies The Shawshank Redemption Fight Club Tenacious D. Pick of Destiny American History X Reefer Madness Spaceballs Virgin Suicides Battle Royal Funny as hell Blades of Glory Tommy Boy Labyrinth Boys Don't Cry Donnie Darko Black Sheep Harold and Kumar go to White Castle. Animal House Freddy Got Fingered Bushwacked Dazed and Confused How High you should see… Breakfast Club What About Bob Evolution Super Star The Whole Nine Yards The Whole Ten Yards Saving Silverman Behind Enemy Lines Edward Scissor Hands American Beauty Fight Club Waiting Anarchy Cookbook SLC Punk Lords of Dogtown Friday Night Lights Remember the Titans Varsity Blues Miracle House of a Thousand Corpses Texas Chainsaw Massacre Frailty Stir of Echos Madhouse Enternal Sunshine on the Spotless Mind Blow Tombstone Grind Lords of Dogtown Amityville Horror Thelma and Louis

Television:

You think you could wake up in a liquor store dumpster with an umbilical cord wrapped around your neck, and not believe in God? oh no, you got it all wrong Holy man.. i believe in God and i absolutely hate the fucker.
Pitch Black..Thanks Braden ♥

Jesus has a very special love for you
as for me..
the silence and the emptiness is so great
I look and do NOT see...
Listen and do NOT hear
Mother Teresa '79
Don't make someone a priority
In you're life
If you're only an option
In theirs.
T-Rave Profile
Life starts at the end
of your comfort zone
D-man
Random Goodies
The tooth fairy teaches kids
it's okay to sell body parts
for money
Emo is just an excuse
for boys to act like girls
Never go to bed angry
stay awake & plot your revenge
Love at first sight saves a lot of time
If you dreams turn into dust.... vaccuum

Books:

Chuck Palahniuk Choke Survivor Invisible Monsters Lullabye Fight Club Haunted Diary Fugitives and Refugees Stranger Than Fiction Hunter S. Thompson Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. Fear and Loathing:the Campain Trail Hell's Angels The Greatest Shark Hunt The Curse of Lono Generation of Swine William Golding Lord of the Flies Free Fall The Inheritors The Brass Butterfly George Orwell 1984 Animal Farm Random. HOP ON POP! The Art of War Running With Scissors Gingerbread Uncle Tom's Cabin Great Expectations The Iliad Song of Solomon Invisible man Catch 22 JTHM I Feel Sick Happy Noodle Boy

Heroes:

all bleed and die

My Blog

white out dreams

Everyone knew she was slipping.Everyone saw the signsEveryone suddenly became blind.As her secrets she kept hidden destroyed her worthless life.Walking amongst the livingRepeating the screams in her h...
Posted by Nickel Down on Fri, 23 May 2008 02:15:00 PST

Silenced to never remember.

I stood in front of him fists clenched, teeth grinding. Time seemed to stop, as tunnel vision set in. Shaking from anger and adrenaline, i closed my eyes. I heard a strange sound, raw and barbaric it ...
Posted by Nickel Down on Tue, 20 May 2008 08:30:00 PST

Ill make you face this.

it's funny how distorted we all remember our past. Memories fade and enlarge as the time drags us to our ultimate ending. Everyone is so sure that the video playing in their mind is the absolute. Ever...
Posted by Nickel Down on Fri, 09 May 2008 03:18:00 PST

always NAY-saying.. everything i create.. you piece of shit.

..you create something like inward singing..   I wish i could make my words flow right. rhyme right. to get this shit out of my head tonight. it's eating me alive and i'm almost fucking dead. I c...
Posted by Nickel Down on Sat, 03 May 2008 09:25:00 PST