Fuck Me!!!!! |
I find myself asking, "why me?" and the only answer I can find is that I do it to myself.I make bad choices...I have bad judgement...and I put myself in situations where I know I will end up strugglin...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Sep 2009 18:48:00 GMT |
Mi Hermana |
Trying writing about her always produces this stinging knot in my throat. A knot that I can't just swallow or make disappear...it just gradually goes away once I manage to cry it away. Where do I even...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 00:41:00 GMT |
Why am I such an asshole? |
I am starting to understand that it comes too easy for me hurt those that love me the most. I think I do it because I know that they are willing to put up with my shit. I take advantage and abuse thei...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 15:26:00 GMT |
He yelled... |
"Diana! Diana! Are you leaving? Where are you going?"
She turned around and replied, "I don't know. I just know that I have to go..."
She walked away swiftly as if she were running late for a loved...
Posted by on Mon, 19 May 2008 00:20:00 GMT |
There is a time... |
There is a time for everything...There is a time when you just have to let go. When you know you have given so much of yourself and it simply hasn't been enough. There is a time when you have to face ...
Posted by on Sat, 08 Mar 2008 13:27:00 GMT |
How my heart behaves... |
The cold heart will burst when mistrusted first. And a calm heart will break when given a shake... I just don't know. I don't know how or when I became this way. When I let my fear my insecurity my pa...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 00:21:00 GMT |
I want to be treated like a woman, a lady, and a girl... |
I was out the other night...to be precise on Becky's birthday (December 1st) and I had an epiphany. Mind you I was sick as a dog but Becky is one of my most treasured friends and I love her very much....
Posted by on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 23:58:00 GMT |
I want to get married... |
I really do!!! I know that I am not wife material. I am very aware of the fact that I am far from domestic. I don't cook...I don't clean up after anyone but myself...I am selfish...I am self involved....
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 23:34:00 GMT |
Waiting... |
I am waiting for time to go by faster...I am waiting for things to be the same again. I can't help but feel that my life is at a pause. I can't step forward and I can't step back. It is so strange how...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 01:40:00 GMT |
