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alright, this is the part where people just ignore and go directly to fotos. lol ............................................................ ............................................... ............................................................ ............................................... ............................................................ ............................................... hi, the name's Alex, short for...n/m. I guess right now I could say my life's on a turning point, a fork up ahead. It always does, life that is. Life for me doesn't really have the privileges unlike some people I know. There are certain wants, needs and aspirations in life that can not be met. So I try to learn to be satisfied with what i currently have....in a way. At some time in my life, maybe I will get what I deserve ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ There are always people with misconceptions about me, although you can not really know me unless we hang out. Everyone puts up a face, trust me but I'm not saying that I'm a plastic two-faced mofo or a liar, what I show to people is who i am, but there are certain "truths", and other things that people do not know or may not know and may not understand. I am never a people-person, I do not have the guts to walk up and say, "hi, I want us to be chummies. (^^,)" It hasn't worked that way for me. Maybe that's the reason why I only have a couple of really close friends. I am vulnerable in person, that's also why I don't come up to strangers and try to engage them in a conversation. I like to keep some part of me a secret, as it has always been. But, if I think i can trust someone, I am friendly. Hey, don't get this wrong, I am friendly. Ugh, maybe this is why they think I'm a snob. No, i ain't. (now there you go, i also contradict myself). My brain has a dysfunction. I can be funny and witty at one point and if I'm really really tired or my brain just don't like to process anything, i can be blonde...dumb blonde. kik ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ I am not a funny person in real life, but I could do some jokes too. I am into the whole idea of performing. Singing, dancing...I even acted when i was in high school. lmao ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ I have a blurry vision but not yet to the point that I bump into walls or trees or something. Although i have to put on my frames most of the time, or if I feel like it, wear my contacts. ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ I luff coffee in the morning...and in the afternoon. lol yes, it keeps me going. at one point I never speak to anyone unless i get the caffeine's kicking. Atm, I am addicted to Nestea Iced Tea. mmmmmm ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ I like different genres of music. But in a way, Pop i still on the top list. You'll never go wrong with what's on the number one spot. See Music for more information. Books, yeah. it's okay. I'm a frustrated writer and I write short stories, i have a lot of ideas but some of my pieces aren't finished because sometimes I don't continue them or i get different plots for another story. lol My compositions usually are tough on the characters in the end, or I keep a reader hanging and speculating on what happened afterwards. Or at least that's what i think. lmao ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ I am EMO even before the whole EMO thing hit it big.But trust me, I am a cheerful person......most of the time. lol ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ i can be count on whenever someone needs me. I'm always around for people that matters to me.I love my friends dearly that I can live without being in a relationship except friendship. ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................ <3 Apey i dunno how that monkey name started but yes i'm a good pet. i am owned by someone. kik ............................................................ ................................................ ............................................................ ................................................
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