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a lethal dose of narcissism

About Me

I know you love me, you don't know what you like.

My Interests

anatomy, alien abductions, asphyxiation, ants, art, abnormal psychology, altered states of consciousness, antisocial personality, antagonizing, being pantless, being socially inept, body parts, body modification, biology, birds, black sheets, blood, bondage, books, boys, breaking hearts, being right, cake, candles, cluster b, cynicism, coffee, cranes, chihuahuas, criminology, digestive systems, DNA, darkness, dancing but shh, decomposition, destruction, exotic fruit, existentialism, forensic science, forensic psychology, felon, felons, fire, fire signs, first nations, french canadian accents, grammar, gingerale perfume, genuiness, heart beats, hearts breaking, hot august nights, hypnogogic images, intensity, insanity, insatiability, jthm, jordan catalano, knives, latex gloves, laughing, loving, lethal injections, MAC, masochism, mystery, mythology, medicine, medical supplies, meat, milk, narcissism, narcissistic personality disorder, narcissus, natural born killers, not peeing, not being an alcoholic, observation, obsolescence, painting, patrick bateman, personality disorders, philosophy , photography, photographs, printing, postsecret.com, psychology, periodic table, quintessence, rain, reality, resonance, revolutionaries, sardonicism, scalpels, sushi, sashimi, scowling, secrets, serial killers, self destruction, silence, sleeping, sinners, stars, substance, sincerity, solace, socialism, socialists, sacrosanctity, transendentalism, the dictionary, terrible singing, thinking, tattoos, tattoo artists, talking, touching, uvulas, vulgar displays of..., wearing socks, wax beans, xi, y chromosomes, zen

I'd like to meet:

Dr.Christian Troy. Hooooly.

Music:

white zombie, rob zombie, ministry, depeche mode, 12 rounds, my ruin, tura satana, dead prez, ice cube, westside connection, sweatshop union, sage francis, jay z, the crystal method, orbital, snake river conspiracy, she wants revenge, prodigy, funker vogt, massive attack, portishead, goldfrapp, prince, rancid, the distillers, lars frederikson and the bastards, the offspring, misfits, the faint, dfa 1979, nin, feindflug, rammstein, kmfdm, nirvana, down, alice in chains, tool, apc, soundgarden, xtina, marilyn manson, ryan adams, johnny cash, garbage, thestart, transplants, pantera and especially neil diamond.

Movies:

sympathy for mr. vengeance.sympathy for lady vengeance.oldboy.se7en.fight club.requiem for a dream.memento.american history x.kill bills.house of 1000 corpses.devil's rejects.ichi the killer.party monster.mean girls.clueless.igby goes down.run lola run.suicide club.battle royale.secretary.donnie darko.high tension.silence of the lambs.boondock saints.reservoir dogs.natural born killers.spun.american beauty.united states of leland.pulp fiction.

Books:

George Orwell. Aldous Huxley. Dante. John Milton. Albert Camus. Chuck Palahniuk. Bret Eason Ellis. Gray's Anatomy. Anything to do with forensic science, forensic psychology, serial killers and mass murderers. And textbooks, but not by choice.

My Blog

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Posted by a. on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 08:58:00 PST

Finding beauty in the dissonace.

This is just a test.
Posted by a. on Fri, 05 May 2006 11:13:00 PST

Fack.

Here is what life has taught me today.- Never spend thousands of dollars on a university education because it gets you nowhere.-Never expect anything from anyone because they will always let you down....
Posted by a. on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 12:31:00 PST

Updating, updating.

 Here, I'm writing something to you.  It's hard because my hands won't stop shaking. It's either because I've had too much caffeine and my adrenal glands are like "Fire, fire!" "Pew pew...
Posted by a. on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 08:31:00 PST

There is a pile of shit behind this cut.

I'm posting this sad little pile of liquid excrement because, god, I don't know. This is one of my favourite pictures. I've never laughed so hard at poop in my life. Abbey and I found it on ...
Posted by a. on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 11:13:00 PST

You know the feeling... right?

I just wrote a bunch and then erased it all, because I can't even begin to describe to you how I'm feeling right now. It's just one of those times where you want to squeeze a lemon into a baby's eye....
Posted by a. on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 10:58:00 PST

Variations on a theme.

1. I believe alot of the time, that I'm infinitely smarter that the majority of people I meet. This isn't saying much (or maybe it's saying a whole lot) considering I don't think I'm very in...
Posted by a. on Tue, 03 Jan 2006 09:12:00 PST

Why am I still alive?

Because I haven't lived yet.
Posted by a. on Mon, 02 Jan 2006 05:46:00 PST

Worst and grossest nightmare.

To fully understand the horror of this situation, you have to understand how much I hate puking and how disgusting the bathroom in the basement of Sunrise is. It's vile.... I can't describe it to you....
Posted by a. on Sun, 04 Dec 2005 02:38:00 PST

Can I fondle your viscera?

I made my very first call to 911 today. When the ambulance came I wanted to crawl in, lie down, and be driven away speedily is a flourish of sirens and flashing lights through the pouring rain. Someth...
Posted by a. on Wed, 16 Nov 2005 09:59:00 PST