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ya know i sit here and ponder this question,about me? and to be honest,i dont know really anything about me.dont get me wrong i know some things,but not the deeper things. im fun.im loving.im honest.im heart-broken.i fall too fast.i dont know who,where,or what i wanna be in life.im just trying to survive.i desperatly wanna be loved and would do anything for the right person.i only have a few people i trust with my world.if i trust you,feel special cuz i trust none.i support the troops not the war.i belive in a higher power but no "god".im self consious.i constantly judge myself.i feel there are no mistakes in life only learning experinces.i am completely sober from all drugs and alchohol and i am damn proud of it.i feel that life is too short.i have gone throught so much shit and im still strong,imstill alive,and im still going. i am a very open-minded person.ibelive that no matter what color,religion,or sexuality it doesnt make you any better or any worse than me. we all bleed red. i have handed my heart over to some people who havent neccisarily deserved it or took care of it but i still love them and always will.im a survivor.a lover not a fighter.a friend.a sister.a lover.your worst enemy.a best friend.i am me.gavin scott macleod this man was amazing. words dont even begin to descirbe this man. he was everything to me hed drop everything in a heartbeat for us and he did he would spend his last penny for my midnight taco bell cravings he sure did he was so couragious. he was my hero i cant even function with out him.... hes my best friend. and THEE BEST MAN that EVER walked this earth