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♪|X|Shiru|X|♪

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My Blogs (mostly my poems) http://brokenandbounded.blogspot.com/ http://thedarklifeoftheinnocent.blogspot.com/ http://irrisistablelove.blogspot.com/ http://indigo55.blogspot.com/
Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Schizoid |||||||||||||| 54%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||| 74%
Antisocial |||||||||||||| 54%
Borderline |||||||||||||||||| 78%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissistic |||||| 22%
Avoidant |||||||||||| 46%
Dependent |||||||||||| 50%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||| 46% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
personality tests by similarminds.com..Hey everyone,Call me Shiru....it's my nickname in Japanese (for real lol) Ok so my profile may look all depressing and stuff but it's the opposite of my personality. I support many causes and have a crazy past and this is a place where I release it all. I am 21 years old yeah I know I still look 16 haha I live in Ontario, Canada woot woot I'm a college graduate in Social Work. I'm fluent in both English & French. I also speak basic Spanish & some Japanese I'm a proud Bisexual since forever lol & I have a girlfriend named Sam (SJ) (yeah it's a girl in the pics not a guy lol) I love music. I've been singing my whole life. I'm a camera whore haha & my style is all over the place lol I'm super random & will make bird noises or whatever out of nowhere even in public haha I dance in stores & sing, I skip around and my friends pretend not to know me lol I love to dance. I'm very adventurous & like to have a good time I'm a very open person. I'm a very complex individual but I get along with just about anyone & accept anyone & everyone =) I'm a strong willed individual, have a big heart, very caring, always the friend people go to when they want to talk or have a problem, I stand up for what I believe in, I'm loud haha, lots of fun, energetic, spontaneous, very open minded, I can be closed up, shy, cautious, reserved....I'm everything in one kind of girl. I don't have a style I'm kinda all over the place with it...just depends on my mood that day and I wear what I like and want...I'm just me =) And as you've noticed from my profile I have been through a lot in my life and support many causes.I've helped others for many years and took Social Work because I pretty much already do it without the money or career I'm always the helping and caring friend.I HATE being hit on or asked sex crap so don't even bother. I've become kinda straight edge....no drugs, sex, cigarettes or alcohol....just the occasional time. Dropped it all a while ago.If you would like to know more about me just ask =) Add me if you'd like I add pretty much everyone lol just don't add me to be another number on your list please. Don't ask for my MSN if we've barely spoken cuz I won't give it to you. check out my blogs below and in my profile for my poems because i write a lot.I add all friend requests and always comment & message back =)
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I accept everyone....you never know if someone could be your potential best friend until you give them a chance. Everyone & anyone...People don't have to be famous to me! Risk takers. Edge walkers. Envelope pushers. Out of the box thinkers. Unique beauties. Creative souls. Anyone & everyone =)..

My Blog

Reminiscing Old Memories (poem about lost love dedicated to Nikki <3)

Dedicated to Nikki <3 I will always love you girl xoxThinking back on the happier daysWhen there was a you and meRemembering all the happy timesI'm reminiscing old memoriesToday it crossed my mindA...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 15:43:00 GMT

Alone & Forgotten (poem)

Alone in a world so populatedForgotten by manyLeft behind by allAm I really the lost and lonely girl?Used for entertainment or just when neededThrown aside like an unwanted toyUntil someone wants to p...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 23:46:00 GMT

It's Just Another Day (poem)

*Note: May be triggering*A smile on her faceAnd pain in her heartThe long sleeves cover upThe cuts on her armsShe doesn't know what to thinkWhat to do or how to escapeHe swears he loves herBut it's in...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 17:24:00 GMT

Not Such A Happy Father's Day (poem)

*Note: This poem is not about me & yes I wrote it*It's Father's Day and daddy wants a presentHis beautiful daughter and son are such a precious giftsKendra made him a card and drew him a pretty pictur...
Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 16:19:00 GMT

Last Monologue from the movie "Confessions of a Go-Go Girl" (TV 2008)

"I lie to everyone about everything, especially me.I say I'm not tired when I am, I say I'm hungry when I'm not, I tell people what they wanna hear and never say what I am actually feeling.I let the l...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Jun 2009 14:52:00 GMT

Pretty Sacrifice (poem)

No this poem is not about me or any particular personJust a general poem about AnorexiaAs the days warm upAnd the sun comes out to shineIt's always the same storyThe same issue every timeTrying to fit...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 16:51:00 GMT

May 7th 2009 poem

written by me today May 7th 2009No title yet May be triggering but not reallySitting in her own cornerTrembling in fearPain from all the thoughtsScattered in her mindJust as vile as every other timeTh...
Posted by on Thu, 07 May 2009 21:42:00 GMT

She remembers far too well

Written by me today May 1st 2009*Warning: May be triggering*Today the flashbacks come back to playHer mind filled with all the eventsShe'd much rather forgetPain attached to every single thoughtWithin...
Posted by on Fri, 01 May 2009 13:40:00 GMT

poem

Written by me April 4th 2009On her wrist there is a markA mark that never leavesMore like a thick cutA cut that always bleedsA knife was dragged across itDragged across it more than onceBut it just wa...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Apr 2009 18:16:00 GMT

Roller Coaster (poem)

Written by me April 4th 2009Roller CoasterAlone, she sits inside her own thoughtsUnwillingly going back and forthHere comes the next roller coasterIn a thrill park of emotionsGet on the ride and prepa...
Posted by on Sat, 04 Apr 2009 17:16:00 GMT