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Nothing can penetrate the loneliness of the human heart except the highest intensity of the sort of

About Me

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"You guys couldn't take over a damn bowl of jell-o."

THE DEVIL AND GOD ARE RAGING INSIDE OF ME.

My Interests

Suicide Awareness



It's just another day,
nothing in my way.
I don't wanna go,
I don't wanna stay,
so there's nothing left to say....
but why'd you lie,
when you want to die,
when you hurt inside,
I don't know what you lie for anyway.



This yellow ribbon is a lifeline!
It carries the message that there are those who care and will help! If you are in need and don’t know how to ask for help, take this card to a parent, counselor, teacher, clergy, or doctor, and say:
“I need to use my yellow ribbon.”

Hold on to what is good even if it is a handful of earth.
Hold on to what you believe even if it is a tree which stands by itself.
Hold on to what you must do even if it is a long way from here.
Hold on to life even when it is easier letting go.
Hold on to my hand even when I have gone away from you.

“Where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.”

Rest in Peace.


"I felt like when I left home that I was on a journey, and I still am." - Heath Ledger

You'll remember me when the west wind moves Upon the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky
When we walked in fields of gold


You've been on my mind, though it may seem I'm fooling
Wasting so much time, though it may seem I'm fooling

So then, that is all for the moment
Until next time, until then, do not worry
And give me just one more chance, one more glance
And I will make of you, yeah I'm gonna make of you another believer



"And when the west wind blows, you will call out my name. But I will say nothing. It's not that I don't want to, but it's just that I can't. I have a feeling we'll meet again, but only when the time is right. But until then think of me only to smile and feel that joy we once felt together. Whatever's meant to be will always find a way back into your heart, that much I swear." - R.E. Smith
And you know that
Until the stars fall
I will always love you
I will always love you


I'd like to meet:

This makes my heart hurt.

QOUTATIONS:

“You have heard it said, ‘you shall love your neighbor and hate your enemy.’ But I say to you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you… For if you love only those who love you…what reward is there in that?” - Jesus, The Passion of the Christ

“Love one another, as I have loved you…so love one another.” - Jesus, The Passion of the Christ

“It’s a curious thing - the death of a loved one. It’s like walking up the stairs to your bedroom in the dark, and thinking that there’s one more stair than there is. Your foot falls down through the air and there’s a sickly moment of dark surprise.” - Lemony Snicket, A Series of Unfortunate Events

"Let us consider that we are all partially insane. It will explain us to each other; it will unriddle many riddles; it will make clear and simple many things which are involved in haunting and harassing difficulties and obscurities now." - Mark Twain

"I'm a guy of simple taste..I like dynamite, gun powder, and gasoline!" - The Joker

"We may meet in another life, but not again in this one." - Jen's master, The Dark Crystal

"For a lonely soul you're having such a nice time." - Keane

"To be, or not to be: that is the question: Whether tis nobler in the mind to suffer The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, Or to take arms against a sea of troubles, And by opposing end them? To die: to sleep: No more and by a sleep to say we end The heart- ache and the thousand natural shocks That flesh is heir to, tis a consummation Devoutly to be wished. To die, to sleep; To sleep: perchance to dream: aye, there's the rub; For in that sleep of death what dreams may come..." - Hamlet, William Shakespeare

"I don't need that junk corrupting my mind [concerning weed] i'm saving all my energy for crack & cocaine." - Meatwad, Aqua Teen Hunger Force

"The day the child realizes that all adults are imperfect, he becomes an adolescent; the day he forgives them, he becomes an adult; the day he forgives himself, he becomes wise." - Alden Nowlan

"You can be my humming bird and i'll be your polar bear and we'll love each other dearly and live with out a care. We'll kiss each other softly when no one is around and fall a sleep beneath the stars on a warm and grassy ground. We'll talk of things we've never seen and things we wish we could and we'll sing and dance and laugh and play just like young ones should." - ???

"But if you see what I see, if you feel as I feel, and if you would seek as I seek, then I ask you to stand beside me one year from tonight, outside the gates of Parliament, and together we shall give them a fifth of November that shall never, ever be forgot!"
- V, V for Vendetta

"Men reach their sexual peak at eighteen. Women reach theirs at thirty-five. Do you get the feeling that God is playing a practical joke?" - Rita Rudner

"If the heart is always searching, can you ever find a home?"

"No excellent soul is exempt from a mixture of madness." -Aristotle

“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so you can learn to let go, things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they’re right, you believe the lies so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart, so better things can fall together.”

"It's not that we had no heart or eyes for pain. We were all afraid. We all had our miseries. But to despair was to wish back for something already lost. Or to prolong what was already unbearable." - Joy Luck Club

"A fimilar sound from a forgotten dream." - Joy Luck Club

"In the end we will conserve only what we love. We will love only what we understand. We will understand only what we are taught." - Baba Dioum

"I may be crazy but it keeps me from going insane." - Waylon Jennings

“I never did very well in math - I could never seem to persuade the teacher that I hadn't meant my answers literally.” - Calvin Trillin

“I have always been amazed at the way an ordinary observer lends so much more credence and attaches so much more importance to waking events than to those occurring in dreams... Man... is above all the plaything of his memory.” - Andre Breton

“Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.” - Edgar Allan Poe

“I don't use drugs, my dreams are frightening enough.” - M. C. Escher

“I am imagination. I can see what the eyes cannot see. I can hear what the ears cannot hear. I can feel what the heart cannot feel.” - Peter Nivio Zarlenga

“Dreams pass into the reality of action. From the actions stems the dream again; and this interdependence produces the highest form of living.“ - Anais Nin

“Death is no more than passing from one room into another. But there's a difference for me, you know. Because in that other room I shall be able to see.” - Helen Keller

“Fiction reveals truths that reality obscures.” - Jessamyn West

Music:

Evanescence
Weezer
The Fray
Bonnie Tyler
Bonnie Raitt
Justin Timberlake
T.I.
Oasis
Three 6 Mafia
Mozart

Movies:

Top five favorite movies:

001. The Dark Knight
002. V For Vendetta
003. There Will Be Blood
004. Gangs of New York
005. Pet Sematary

Any Aidan Quinn movie. :)

Television:

King of the Hill
The Andy Griffith Show
Band Of Brothers
Anime
Dead Like Me
Adult Swim

Books:

Harry Potter by J.K. Rowling
There Is A God (How the world's most notorious atheist changed his mind) by Antony Flew
The Memoirs of Major Dick Winters by Richard D. Winters
Poems by William Blake
The Thin Red Line by James Gay Jones
Good Omens by Neil Gaimen
The Truest Pleasure by Robert Morgan
Tao Te Ching
Confucius: The Analects
Plays by William Shakespeare
(Particularly Hamlet)
The Joy Luck Club by Amy Tan
A Painted House by John Grisham
The Hobbit by J.R.R Tolkien
Pet Sematary by Stephen King
The Bhagavad-Gita
The Ferret Handbook by Gerry Bucsis and Barbara A. Somervill
Ridiculous Packaging by Karen Favreau
My Father, Bertrand Russell by Katharine Tait
Japanese Manga
Books by C.S. Lewis
Resident Evil novelizations by S.D. Perry
Books by Raymond E. Feist books

Heroes:

R.I.P My Polar Bear
If tears could build a stairway
And memories were a lane
We would walk right up to Heaven And bring you back again.
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What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away

"Somedays I feel so unhappy, but then I look to the sky and think you're somewhere up there waiting for me." - R.E. Smith



Major Richard D. Winters



Antony Flew
"Follow the evidence, wherever it goes."

"I admire real people who overcome amazing odds and still keep their sense of humor about life."

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