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Deadly Sin [Envy]

Desire, even in it's wildest tantrums cannot convince me it is love, nor stop me from wishing it was

About Me

Love such as it ends
Into the flames we’ll start again
And in the end I’ll be with you.

I'm a fickle creature.
A starved glutton.
An awkward eloquence.
A generous masochist.
A proud inferior.
If Jealousy is self-love, then I have never loved anyone in the way that I've loved myself.
I'll never love you quite the same way, either.
My thought process is that of a corrupted romanticist.

And sometimes, when you hold me,
It's as though the rest of the world breaks away,
And I can safely fall into pieces.

My Interests


Noun
1. The state of being bound emotionally or intellectually to a course of action or to another person or persons.
2. A pledge or promise.
Myself. Self-improvement. Self-fulfillment. Self-accomplishment. I'm never satisfied.
What would your ego think?

Quotes♥
"Eheu, nos miseros, quam totus homuncio nil est. Sic erimus cuncti, postquam nos auferet Orcus. Ergo vivamus, dum licet esse bene."
-The Cena Trimalchionis by Petronius
"If two people love each other, there can be no happy ending to it."
-Ernest Hemingway
"You know that when I hate you, it is because I love you, to a point of passion that unhinges my soul...!"
-Julie-Jeanne-Eleonore de Lespinasse
"... Love is like war: easy to begin, but very hard to stop."
-H.L. Mencken

I'd like to meet:

I've got all that I need.

Music:


America
Ani Difranco
Awesome Car Funmaker
Band of Horses
Basia Bulat
The Beatles
Ben Folds
Ben Folds Five
The Bravery
Bread
The Bridge
Butterfly Boucher
Chett
Coldplay
The Convtrover Sea
The Cranberries
Death Cab For Cutie
The Doobie Brothers
Eagles
Eric Clapton
Evanescence
The Felix Culpa
♥First Round Failure♥

Foreigner
From The Headline
The Hush Sound
Incubus
Indigo Girls
Ingrid Michaelson
Inspector Owl
Itzhak Perlman
James Blunt
Jim Croce
John Mayer
Keane
Kelsey Wild
Led Zeppelin
Ludo
Mae
Maritime
Monty Are I
Muse
The New Pornographers
Nickel Creek
Pinback
The Postal Service
Rasputina
Regina Spektor
The Rikters
Sarah McLachlan
Savage Garden
Seals & Crofts
Secondhand Serenade
The Shins
Sigur Rós
Simon And Garfunkel
The Spinto Band
Talking Heads
Tegan And Sara
This Could Be Dangerous
This Providence
Via Audio
Venna
The Weepies

Movies:

Van Helsing, IT, Sister Act, The Shining, The Prestige, Harry Potter, Sam I Am, Darkness Falls, The Fox and The Hound, Pirates of The Caribbean, The Quest for the Holy Grail, The Sound of Music, The Exorcism of Emily Rose, Moulin Rouge, The Blue Brothers, Garden State, Life of Brian, Silence of the Lambs, etc.

Television:

Damn. I haven't watched TV in years. Too busy IMing 3

Books:

Macbeth, Dracula, Animal Farm, The Grapes of Wrath, Notes From Underground, Flatland, Crime & Punishment, Something Wicked This Way Comes, Romeo & Juliet, The Fall of the House of Usher, IT, The Inferno [Dante], The Coalwood Way, The Shining, King of the Wind

Heroes:

Tanya, Nathan, Kendall, the CLO staff [Jon & Shelly!], my dog, *HILLARY*, Emily dearest, I love you guys!... And a special note for Windy, who I believe in more than anyone else

My Blog

Run Run Run Run

I wish that they could take pictures of our insides, I have come to the conclusion thatMy circle of friends only affirms my masochism. The alarm goes off in my subconscious:This is a competition- secu...
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Fri, 16 May 2008 06:01:00 PST

Wont You Be My Icarus?

Connecting in between your sweet Heart and mine, A sigh seemed to lift itself from my chest, Laying my eyes so intently upon you. That heavy warmth began to pool in my stomach, and my breath ret...
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Sat, 15 Mar 2008 09:02:00 PST

Its Only Temporary! [Do it! Do it! Please?<3]

I never wanted but your heart. 1. Name: 2. Age: 3. Orientation: What would you do if:4. I showed up on your doorstep at this very moment? 5. Asked you out on a date?6. Tried to tickle you?7. Wrote you...
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 07:01:00 PST

C Cmaj7 Cadd9 C Asus2 Asus4 Am Asus2 Cadd9

Chords.I wish that I could do something. Something other than curling up inside myself. I'm tired of running scared,But I'll always keep running blind. Following the fine lines I've drawn, Tip-toeing ...
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 07:41:00 PST

Wouldnt You Be Surprised; Theres No Particular Reference!

You'll never get another taste. Things can look so skewed, depending on where you stand. But oh! those city lights... I know we stand under the same sky,But you'll never really see the stars. At least...
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 05:17:00 PST

Ill Butterfly

Cocoon me up; My problems are nothing like a bottle of fine wine. If only they got better with time. I always push them to the back of my heart. There they sit, growing restless, until the chain b...
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 09:21:00 PST

Making Love To Tantalus

I learned about Love in Physics class today. Oh, Love! How I wish I could hop off of that bandwagon. But once you've had a taste, I swear, nothing can satisfy. Everyone needs love. Love of some kind....
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Tue, 06 Nov 2007 06:31:00 PST

I feel like a Fool

I'm indeciseive. Of all the things I thought I admired in people, like: Responsibility. Honesty. Compassion. Intellegence. Humility.... I entirely forgot Prudency. It's always been one thing that I've...
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Sun, 28 Oct 2007 04:40:00 PST

Im Something Youre Good At

Tear me down.Oh, appetite of mine, where art thou? I miss you. Don't blame yourself, thinking you are the sole influence of my wellbeing. It's very unflattering to be that self-centered. However, I've...
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 05:23:00 PST

Reason With Me

Thank God for earthquakes. Since everything happens because of it. I'm still not sure what mine is. What the reason for this is. But I know that it's good. I have let down all of my defenses. I got hu...
Posted by Deadly Sin [Envy] on Fri, 19 Oct 2007 06:29:00 PST