TREATMENT:... I am panicing...... |
at the thought of what I am about to make myself go through. I despise many if not most of the ideologies of rehab but what is a desperate junkie to do? I want to feel better, I want to truly live lif... Posted by on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 20:21:00 GMT |
relapse...... |
...is a part of recovery but this time I feel as if I have gone to far..... falling deeper and deeper in to a void of use and promiscuity is not what I had planned......I thought I was happy, and that... Posted by on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 23:11:00 GMT |
I know now... |
how wonderful it feels to lose. I have lost for last time and I have realized how wonderful it feels to be nothing. Being something to someone else or really anything else even if it isn't real is to... Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 16:44:00 GMT |