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About Me


I'm Mara, and I'm finally genuinely happy. :-)
No matter what i can say about myself, someone else is going to shed their own light about who they think i am. Make up your own mind about me without their help.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday. Do one thing everyday that scares you. Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts, don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours. Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead, sometimes you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end, it’s only with yourself. -Baz Lurhman
Beginning today, treat everyone you meet as if they were going to be dead by midnight. Extend to them all the care, kindness, & understanding you can muster, & do it with no thought of any reward. Your life will never be the same again.
Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace; where there is hatred, let me sow love; where there is injury, pardon; where there is doubt, faith; where there is despair, hope; where there is darkness, light; and where there is sadness, joy. O God, grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console; to be understood, as to understand; to be loved, as to love; for it is in giving that we receive, it is in pardoning that we are pardoned, and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal Life. Amen. -St. Francis of Assisi
Therefore, I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in needs, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ's sake. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
II Corinthians 12:10

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change. courage to change the things i can. and wisdom to know the difference.
Yes, I believe in working hard; in earning rather than feeling entitlement to. I believe in RESPONSIBILITY & INDEPENDENCE. I believe in LIBERTY; FREEDOM, & those undeniable, sacred rights before me, which the government may not take credit for instilling. I believe in the Declaration of Independence; the Constitution, and the VALUES, TRADITIONS, & PRINCIPLES based in it, which this country was founded on, and in turn made STRONG by. This is the lifestyle I've chosen, & I speak of VICTORY. "You and I have a rendezvous with destiny." "And so we are Conservatives...Proud Conservatives." LET US NOT FORGET WHO WE ARE.
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My Blog

here i am

ive been waiting for this. ive been pursuing a change. looking, striving for something more. something better. when i discovered. it has been right in front of me the entire time. it's now. these mome...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Aug 2009 02:36:00 GMT

knots.

disappearing act. drop. swing. crack. no standing ovation. not a single clap. echo in the auditorium. a silent scream. surrender.slip. break. smack. they're falling left and right. or are they lifting...
Posted by on Tue, 02 Jun 2009 14:49:00 GMT

a bit much for a friday night.

ive been thinking. that is always a dangerous activity it seems. plus i am tired which just amplifies this whole thought process. i think too much, and i think too long, and it's so tiring. but tonigh...
Posted by on Fri, 08 May 2009 21:10:00 GMT

you

make me angry with myself for reasons i shouldn't be, yet i cant seem to get enough of you. i want to scream. in fact i did. to be honest,  i think part of you just enjoys watching me get frustr...
Posted by on Sat, 03 Jan 2009 02:10:00 GMT

liberation.

fuck you fuck you fuck youfuck you for breaking my heart and making it difficult for me to ever properly love anyone again...and the only person who remotely gives me the same feelings as you did is a...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Dec 2008 15:37:00 GMT

travels to the darker side of reality.

ive been wasting away. i smile. i perform. i hide. i am plain empty. im so disappointed in myself and i expect no one to understand but if i dont speak im going to burst. who am i? who should i be?......
Posted by on Thu, 02 Oct 2008 01:25:00 GMT

do you know what loss is...?

pain is not present every minute of every day but in the back of my mind i will ALWAYS have a sense of missing her and needing her. the sense i am alone. death is inevitable. i feel insecure but i tru...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 17:10:00 GMT

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undear self.shaking uncontrollably.holding out.failing. disappointment.i hate you.seven months.nothing.useless.meaningless.weak.i hate you.you're nothing to me.broken.angry.fuck memories.im disgusted....
Posted by on Fri, 11 Apr 2008 01:16:00 GMT

invisible children.

By Mikhaila Readinvisible children.thats what they must be.for who could ignoreall the pain they must see.all the hunger and cold.never being consoled.they must feel so lonely.in this world on their o...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 23:10:00 GMT

POST MY NAME.

Let it be known, this is a Mara R original._________________________________________________ha ve at it. your turn. pick me apart.every little think you like and cantstand. dont worry about my feelings...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Dec 2007 15:51:00 GMT