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Mata Hari

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About Me

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I am unplanned, naive, emotional, unsure and unreserved, but I don’t want to change.

I want to smile when things go wrong, I want to believe love is real despite what life has taught me thus far, I want to cry when I see a beautiful sun set and I want to be free to be who I am.

"I want out of the labels. I don't want my whole life crammed into a single word. A story. I want to find something else, unknowable, some place to be that's not on the map. A real adventure. A spinx. A mystery. A blank. Unknown. Undefined." - Chuck Palahniuk

I love meeting and talking to new people,so don't be afraid to say hello :]

Aim = Aberrant Amy 536

If you let me, I’ll tell you the greatest love story ever , the only one that’s ever truly changed me.

My Interests

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I like Carnations

I enjoy a good kiss from time to time.

I'd like to meet:

Mother Theresa

The lady was amazing. If we could all learn to be 1/1000 of what she was our world would be in a much better place.

"Give the love [you]have all received to those around you. Give until it hurts, because real love hurts. That is why you must love until it hurts.You must love with your time, your hands, and your hearts. You need to share all that you have."

"I have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love."

Music:

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(The)Academy is
(The)Agony Scene
Alex Ander
Alkaline Trio
All-time Quarterback
Anberlin
Arcade Fire
As Cities burn
Ashbury
At the drive in

Beloved
Ben Folds
Ben Folds Five
Ben Gibbard
(The)Bird and the bee
(The)Bled
Blink 182
(The)Blood brothers
(the) Bouncing Souls
Bright eyes

(the) Casualties
Catch 22
(the)chariot
Clap your hands and say yeah
(the) Clash
Coheed and cambria
(the) Color Channel
Comeback Kid
Converge
Copeland
Cruiserweight
Cursive

Damien Rice
Danger Radio
(The)Darkness
Dashboard Confessional
Dead Poetic
Death cab for cutie
(The) Decemberists
Demon Hunter
(The)Descendants
Dragon Force

(The) Early Novemeber
Eisley
Emery
Everybody else
Explosions in the Sky

(The)Faint
(The)finalist
Five Irony Frenzy
(The) format
Fox Force Five
Fank Sinatra
Further Seems Forever

(The)Get up kids
Gogol bordello
(The)Good Tangerines
Gram Rabbit
Guided by Voices

Haste the day
Head Automatica
Heavens
Helicopters
Hellogoodbye
(The) Hold Steady
(The)Hush Sound

Ima Robot
Incubus
Iron Madien
Irving

Jenny Owen Youngs
Jets to Brazil
Jimmy Eat World
Johnny Cash
John Tesh's Birthday Surprise
Journey

Kelly Osbourne
Kid Dynamite

(The)Last Starfighter
Lily Allen
(The)Limbeck Band
Love For Lawanda

Madonna
Mae
(The)Mars Volta
Marry Me
(the)Matches
Mellowdrone
Mewithoutyou
Minus the bear
Model Photographer
Motion Ciry Soundtrack
Monsters are Waiting
Mute Math
Mxpx

No Doubt
Norma Jean

Obadiah Parker
Ozma

Panic!At the Disco
Paramore
Pedro the lion
Pete Yorn
(The)Plebz
Pompeii
(The)Porkers
(The)Postal Service
Pretty Girls make graves
Punchline

Queen

Radiohead
(The)Ramones
Reel Big Fish
Reggie and the full effect
Rilo Kiley
Rise Against
Rooney
Rufus Wainwright
Ryerson comma Ned

Say Anything
(The)Scene Asthetic
(The)Seedless Grapes
Set Your Goals!
(The)Shins
Showbread
Silver Sun Pickups
Something for Rockets
(the) Sounds
Space mtn.
(The) Spill Canvas
Spoon
(The)Spores
(The)State vs.Judd Nelson
(The)Street Dogs
(The)Submarines
Subrosa Purr
Sufjan Stevens
(The)Swift

Take Another Way Home
Taking Back Sunday
Tegan and Sara
This is my suitcase
Thrice
Thursday
Tsunami Bomb

Under The Influence of Giants
UnderOath
(The)Unicorns

Valient Thorr

Watashi Wa
(the)Weakerthans
(The)Weepies
Weezer

Xiu Xiu

Yeah Yeah Yeahs

Zox

Movies:

"What is it with this chick? She have beer-flavored nipples?"
"So I guess this is where I tell you what I learned - my conclusion, right? Well, my conclusion is: Hate is baggage. Life's too short to be pissed off all the time. It's just not worth it."
"You're so wise. You're like a miniature Buddha, covered in hair."
"I wish I knew how to quit you"
"Only after disaster can we be resurrected"
"That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have."
"Pete Dunham's life taught me there's a time to stand your ground, and his death taught me there's a time to walk away."
"No matter what anybody tells you, words and ideas can change the world."
"No, sir, I have no experience but I'm a big fan of money. I like it, I use it, I have a little. I keep it in a jar on top of my refrigerator. I'd like to put more in that jar. That's where you come in. "Name those movies

Books:

Angela's Ashes
Beijing Doll
Blue like Jazz
Choke
Fight Club
Hard Love
Haunted
Invisible Monsters
Lovely Bones
Lullaby
Prozac Nation
Rant

Heroes:

.. -- Codes by Quackit.com --
J-rich, the one boy who's never let me down.

Trent

Amy Bloo, she's my other half

Vicki and Patricia

Shane, Thank you for helping me discover who I really am and what I want/ don't want from life.

My Blog

passion

"Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.""One of the greatest diseases is to be nobody to anybody.""Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come to you withou...
Posted by Mata Hari on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 12:22:00 PST

thanks beth

Beth posted this in her blog tonight and i read it and really liked it so here it is...."This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more...
Posted by Mata Hari on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 11:20:00 PST

Story of my life


Posted by Mata Hari on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 11:26:00 PST

My thoughts exactly

"I fought against everything,but more and more I worry that I was never for anything... Oh I can criticize and complain and judge everything, but what does that get me?... Griping isn't the same as cr...
Posted by Mata Hari on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 01:10:00 PST

attn: future husband

Before you go out and spend 600- god knows how much on a typical engagement ring please do me a favor, throw all you percieved notions of what an engagement ring SHOULD look like out the window and ju...
Posted by Mata Hari on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 01:55:00 PST

This could be interesting...

Everyone else seems to be doing it, so why not I as well?Leave me your name, I'll tell you how i feel about you/ what i think about you/ ect...
Posted by Mata Hari on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 03:50:00 PST

9/11

I've heard it said that questioning the government is unpatriotic, but what about those men who saw injustice, envisioned a better society and had the nerve and willingness to shed blood to create it....
Posted by Mata Hari on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 11:48:00 PST

You’re not really listening anyways

The other day I read this story/ heard this song and  it made me think a whole lot.News Story : "German man found after 7 years dead in bedBERLIN (Reuters) - The decomposed corpse of a German man...
Posted by Mata Hari on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 08:50:00 PST

ghhgjk

Notice : today i'm an emotional wreck.    
Posted by Mata Hari on Wed, 23 May 2007 07:02:00 PST

rough

This is totally just a rough sketch i did really quick and if you know me at all, you know i'm no artist, at all. but i'm thinking about getting the two birds that i just had done on my side turned in...
Posted by Mata Hari on Tue, 15 May 2007 11:25:00 PST