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tell me what love is then maybe i will breath again......

About Me

jason you are a waste, you are nothing, people who associate themselves with you are wasting their time, you are a moron, you tend to mess up even the simplest things, you have no future, you are indefinite, you are boring and lame, so callused are you that you never see the obvious, so ugly that nobody notices you, so predictable that no one never wants to go out with, you are no fun, monotomous and repetative, you have nothing to offer for you have nothing, your peers hate you, how can they if you too hate yourself, look yourself in the mirror and spit! hate! hate! hate! and maybe if you are lucky you will have the courage to kill yourself and end all of this never-ending looping circle everybody calls "life". if this is life then i must not be missing a whole lot. i'd rather succumb to the shadows and rest, sleep, die.

My Blog

you, me and the radio - SCHMUCK

I say yes to you all the time... listen to songs that make me feel allright... patience always never ending... i say yes to you all the time... i mostly did everything right... i always been wron...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Wed, 28 Jun 2006 08:44:00 PST

Still Awake - SCHUCK

     After the conversation ended, He held the receiver still tight unto his ear. He was as if, wishing that she didnt put the phone down and hoping that she was still in the other...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 10:06:00 PST

My Heart Is Numb -- jason fool

I was overly happy these past couple of days, having you, talking to you, listening to you. All the worries in my life seems so far away, burdens lifted out of me, I seems to be different, the joy yo...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

overrated necessity - jason fool

Glad to have it... Hate to lose it.... Daring all, opposing odds.... Taking nothing, taking all.... The beautify it brings... The beast it makes you... Makes one crazy, Winding, ...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

untitled -- SCHMUCK

I dreaded this day.... Contemplate on the things that i have done..... What i have not done..... Will make me something that i will not be the year before.... Counted the seconds... ...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

emotional transitional gists

whatever happened ?!?! you were nice and accommodating at first... or were you just patronizing me?! i thought we had something, i still do..... but before you ever gave me a chance you...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

blind -- jason fool

never have i thought that someone shares what i have been feeling, someone is aware of this deep longing of happiness that i haveto my surprise, i share it with someone that i least expect it to be sh...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

sprinkles on my doughnut -- jason fool

put a little here and a little there and everything will be alright cap it in with material possessions and everything will be fun put some lust and everything will be perfect to ma...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

for you -- jason king

for you -- jason king i thought that i could tell you everything i was wrong maybe i became too comfortable never chosen my words i thought that all the things that i told you wo...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

solace -- jason king

I feel empty A void is lingering in my consciousness I need something, someone to tend to my emptiness I am in limbo I am lost I am nothing I feel like death is an open invitation Solitude A h...
Posted by jai jai jai jai jai jai on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST