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Candy è Bella e Mortale®

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~~ I dont know all of me yet, I never want to stop getting to know myself... But here's what I have learned so far:~~ I was born to work in music. Whether it be onstage, technical, set up, record company exec, music photography, or an employee in a hole in the wall shop somewhere in Italia, I was made to work in the world of music....~~ I love knowledge. I love to learn and I will never stop learning new things everyday. I hated high school, Because it didnt challenge me and it was too normal. I want to know things that dont matter to the majority of society, not just what they feel like teaching in general education programs.... ~~ I love culture. I love language. I love religions. I love new sights, new smells, new sounds, new tastes. I love life!...~~ I am learning the Italian language and am going to live in Milano after I graduate school. If things work out, then I will be there in a couple years living with one my very good friends!...~~ I have met the man of my dreams... sorry to all the other women who are missing out! He's more than I could have ever hoped for. I could love him in ocean side manor or a cardboard box under a bridge. I am just happy that I found what most never do! ~~ I love film almost as much as music.... ~~ I am a realist that love has ruined. I say that with gratitude. Now, I can look at something and appreciate the tragedy and the beauty of it. Before I would give thought only to the dark side of it all....~~ My greatest fear is one and the same: To love and be loved. Love can create and destroy....~~ I don't have an organized religion that I belong to. I do believe in God. I have my faith and my own beliefs. There are just too many questions unanswered by any church to put all my faith in one....~~ My friends are my family. However, I am a mystery to all of them. I am constantly going at 1,000,000 miles a minute and don't know how to slow myself down. My mind gets ahead of itself and I trip over my own ideas and thoughts. I have this irrational fear that they will all escape me if I dont grab them and throw them on paper as soon as they come to me....~~ I swear too much....~~ I work hard to play hard....~~ I'm up for anything....~~ I'm an adrenaline junkie, ive done all the other highs and im over it....~~ I drink, I'm not a drunk....~~ I don't pass quick judgement out loud, but my mind is normally made up quickly....~~ I have trust issues....~~ I hate rapists, spouse beaters, child molesters, and crooked officials ~ which means almost all officials...~~ I love food. I love to cook food. I love to eat food. And I would like to tell these anorexics to go eat a biscuit or something. FUCK!...~~~ COFFEE is the best thing in the world.
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My Interests

MUSIC!!! taveling, my love..., italy, cooking, eating, cartoons, mafia, new experiences, stripping, animals, Parties, drinking, football (soccer) (AC Milan),Sports in general, Frisbee golf, film, photography, I love to know behind the scenes stuff about anything in the world, Love to travel Love to Dance... ballroom, latin, dirty, choreographed..

I'd like to meet:

Anybody who has lived life, faced challenges, rose above, loved and lost, been broken and beat, who have broken and beat, stood by their beliefs even when threatened...Everyone has a story, are you willing to listen?
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Your Inner European is Italian!
Passionate and colorful.
You show the world what culture really is. Who's Your Inner European?
You Belong in Milan
Stylish and sophisticated, you want to enjoy a truly European life - away from tourists!
Milan fits you perfectly. Great shopping, high quality food, lots of culture... with very little hype. What European City Do You Belong In?..START BZOINK.COM SURVEY CODE
Your Life: The Soundtrack
Opening credits: Swamped by Lacuna Coil
Waking up: Wasted by Def Leppard
Average day: Celebrity Skin by Hole
First date: This Bottle of Wine by Maria Mena
Falling in love: Enjoy the Silence by Depeche Mode
Love scene: Come Here by Kath Bloom
Fight scene: Breathe by Breaking Benjamin
Breaking up: Miss Murderess by Macbeth
Getting back together: Unchained Melody by Righteous Brothers
Secret love: Within Me by Lacuna Coil
Life's okay: Shine by Collective Soul
Mental breakdown: Fragments of Faith by Lacuna Coil
Driving: Free Bird by Lynard Skynard
Learning a lesson: Stand my ground by Within Temptation
Deep thought: Black No. 1 by Type O Negative
Flashback: 3030/150
Partying: Lit up by Buckcherry
Happy dance: girlfriend by Avril Lavigne
Regreting: What hurts the most by Rascall Flatts
Long night alone: Bottom of a Bottle by smile empty soul
Death scene: Going Under by Evanescence
Closing credits: End of All Heartache by Killswitch Engage
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Music:

Obviously this is my scene...Lacuna Coil, No Address, April Sixth, DragonForce Love Aerosmith, Type O Negative, eighties metal... kiss, ACDC, Metallica, Seether, Soilwork, In Flames, Mudvayne, Halestorm, Shinedown, All that remains, Hatebreed, FlyLeaf, Collective Soul, Evanescence, Bury Your Dead, Pantera (god bless dimebag), Rolling Stones, Stolen Babies, Dimmu Borgir, Papa Roach, Buckcherry, Eve6, Disturbed, BLS, Hinder, In this moment, The Gathering Trivium, Shadows Fall, Gizmatchi, gotta love ozzy with or without sabbath, The orginal Van Halen, Def Leppard, Three Days Grace, Stolen Babies Stone Temple Pilots, Guns n Roses, Velvet Revolver, Deftones, Stonesour, Ellsbeth, Within Temptation, Nine inch nails, Bleeding Through, Blue October, SOAD, Three Days Grace, Slipknot, 10 years, Chimaira, Opeth, Arch enemy, HIM, Carnivore, Horse the band, Macbeth, the list goes on and onAll about the concerts... Music is my mother fucking life

Movies:

THE CROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Anything Quentin Tarantino, love cheesy action movies, Almost Famous, Before Sunrise and After Sunrise,Old movies are a favorite... Dirty Dancing is the top. But im not picky. i love anything on film and will watch anything you put in The Man Who Cried The Invisible Circus Thirteen Varsity Blues Casino Goodfellas The Godfather saga Fight Club

Television:

Greys Anatomy, FAMILY GUY, Southpark, Simpsons, Adult Swim

Books:

Tale of Two Cities, Complete Works of Edgar Allen Poe, Grimm's Complete Fairy Tales, Anything by James Patterson, The DaVinci Code, Autobiographies (as long as they are truthful), Karma Sutra :) Lolita, I hope they serve beer in hell,

Heroes:

Mi Madre!!! She has done so much for me and given up so much for her family. She has given me the strength to be the kick ass female i am today. She isn't afraid to hurt my feelings and tell me when i'm fuckin up... And she will wait patiently for me to ask for help... and she is always there when i do. She always seems to be there when i fall.Somebody thats not a jaded, medicated, narcisstic mannequin of society!And anybody that has written, influenced, or taken part in creating any truly amazing music or film... To me, that is the ultimate achievement."I wish I could find people who just would fight me and break through to me and hold me down and scream their life into my face" -AJ

My Blog

happiness

Effortlessly beautiful and accidentally amazingYour flaws make you perfect and your messes exciteFull of pointless laughter, contagious and delightfulSmiling at nothing, smiling at everything...
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Sun, 13 Apr 2008 09:02:00 PST

You know you’re jealous!

So... I’m happy.  For real. So happy that I’m smiling everyday and laughing all the time.  So happy that I’m cuddling constantly and kissing always.  The kind of happy...
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 04:00:00 PST

even my happy place is pissed off.

FUCK YOU!!!  I was okay until you came along.
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 08:06:00 PST

... im named the dick once again...

Why am i always the dick?  I'm single now, and I know his feelings are hurt... but I really was thinking of him.  He doesnt want to be friends, and I understand that.  I feel like I'm t...
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Mon, 14 Jan 2008 08:41:00 PST

For the good of someone new... goodbye.

So... I'm in a relationship with a great guy.  He's very understanding and very sweet to me.  I feel like he is being cheated.  He is giving me everything he can,  but I dont have ...
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 12:50:00 PST

alone

14 weeks, 3 days, and counting... how long do I have to go without you?
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:30:00 PST

Chicago part 2

Okay, I believe I left off playing playstation and coming to the conclusion that i have and will always suck at video games.... bite me, kay? Michelle leaves to get the stolen door that used to be a d...
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 11:13:00 PST

wow... should have listened better when I was little

I stole this blog from Michelle (she's in my top)... She posted this last night when I was having a really tough time with the whole happy/love thing... Even though I know she posted it for her own re...
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 10:25:00 PST

CHICAGO!!!!

So I had a blast in Chicago.  I was supposed to be at my bus at 10 am in Cincinnati... But Trent wouldnt answer his damn phone.  SO I call Megan Heck.  I get stuck in fucked up traffic...
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 09:45:00 PST

Def Leppard concert...

Wednesday, June 27th was one of the best nights ever!  I finally got to see my favorite band, DEF LEPPARD... live!  They are one of the few bands i love and never got to see live....  w...
Posted by Candy è Bella e Mortale® on Sat, 30 Jun 2007 09:01:00 PST