I want to do something amazing but can never get up the motivation to do anything. I want to become someone extraordinary but never be heard of. I want to be a failure as successfully as possible. I want to tear down walls and replace them with picket fences. I want to live above alcohol but I won't put down the bottle. I want to die in a revolution. If that doesn't work then I want to become a nomad. I want to live on the streets of Denver the summer after I graduate. I want to know what it feels like to be stabbed. I want to throw bricks through Starbucks windows. I want a tattoo for every place I go in life. I want to earn a Ph.D and waste it away in karaoke bars. I want to change somebody's life without them knowing my name. I want to have a true near-death experience. I want to get offered a job at some important corporation and turn them down to work at a record shop. I want to experience some sort of epiphany. I want to spray paint anti-war symbols across Denver. I want to publish a book filled with only my thoughts. I want to cover some sort of public building with photographs. I want to be an artist but I never have any inspiration. I want to be part of a protest. I want to become a vegetarian. I want to free animals in a laboratory. I want to destroy the world and create a new one. I want to be able to be motivated enough to do everything I've ever wanted to do.
Two down. An endless number to go.
