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Joshua Allen Bear

If you’re an employee, then your real job title should be professional gambler.

About Me

As you wish..
I'm glad i can make your numbs leg...
Being Without you is like a lack of air to breathe!

I'm All out of FUCKING favores, so STOP asking me.

My Interests



This is my beautiful girlfriend. She is the awsome!

Vampires... playing music, graphic art, photography, art, music, computers, movies, playing sports (not watching them), road trips, the ocean, fasion, japan, anime.

Aim = Aimsopp
Email = [email protected]

I'd like to meet:



Music:

William Joseph,
The Rocket Summer,
The Spill Canvas,
Jupiter Sunrise,
Circa Survive,
Paramore,
Nural,
Megadeath,
Falloutboy,
The Academy Is,
As I Lay Dying,
Protest The Hero,
August Burns Red,
All That Remains,

Movies:

I love comedys and movies that make you think. Horror movies have been lacking insperation as of late IMO but then again i have not seen anything by rob zombie, maybe i should check his work out.

In No specific order.

Flight of the Navigator,
Ledgend,
The Last Unicorn,
The Matrix,
Harry Potter,
Lord of the rings,
The Never Ending Story,
The Princess Bride,
Donnie Darko,
A Clockwork Orange,
What Dreams May Come,
The Butterfly Effect,
Big Fish,
Grandmas Boy,
Anchor Man,

Television:

If I had cable id watch the following.
Discovery Channel,
History Channel,
G4TV,
Cartoon Network,

Books:

I find it really hard for me to read as i get way to distracted with way to mamy things.

Heroes:

My mom is my hero, She seem's to be able to stay positive the majority of the time after all the shit she's been through in her life. And she loves me unconditionaly.

My Blog

between my brain and my mouth

I want to taste your lips, and all of you with my finger tips.I feel feel so incompleat, when she's not around me.I'd fall asleep to her voice, listening to her breath on the telephone.I'll do an...
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Tue, 20 May 2008 02:23:00 PST

Dirty Words

I put my life on trial, for all these things i did to you.Only if the glove fits, then the acusations can be proven true.Its a fucking Pitty i finaly swallowed my self pride.  Just to ask you to ...
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Mon, 05 May 2008 06:55:00 PST

Take over the World!

I have already started taking over the world in Triumph, and you can too!Join my army, or start your own in Triumph!Visit: http://triumph.oddthought.com/myspace.php?w=1625658&s=postMe ssage ...
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Fri, 02 May 2008 09:17:00 PST

the new red beats a beat

all i want is to hold her... this sleeping alone shit really blows expecialy when theres someone you care about you'd rather have thier warm body against yours hoping your awair that your the one thie...
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 12:09:00 PST

A heart like mine i’ve come to find

I've come to relize everything is fake.Everything is out to break me.To break my already so broken heart.Wanting to watch me crawl to my death.I've offered everything i thought was right.Offered only ...
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 01:50:00 PST

Fuck this

I fucking hate this city. Im so tired of the fake ass people and everything around me. I want to find a hole and just give up. Im tierd of trying so hard.
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 10:31:00 PST

The war of words [You inspire me to write, you know who you are.]

Something's where better left unsaid.But I said them, and I don't know why.She knows me better then I know myself.Ask her why I said them, full of lies.I sent these words on their mission.They crossed...
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Tue, 27 Nov 2007 07:10:00 PST

Dark Ghost

I hate your face, so drink your bleach maybe you'll sucseed this time.Try try and try again till the chemicals take the life from you so you can be fine.Your the insperation to kill for sanity and los...
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 12:33:00 PST

My hair...

it just hit me...   i cut all my hair off... and now i miss it...  gay...what have i done :(
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Sun, 17 Jun 2007 10:00:00 PST

I dont care anymore.

It seems no one is trust worthy anymore now adays...   it seems i only have 2 ppl that are currently in my life that i can trust and beleave the words that come out of thier mouth... &n...
Posted by Joshua Allen Bear on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 03:12:00 PST