Russ

everybody loves the thought of a true relationship, but i'm not really into the whole thing, so until plus and of course (because of course she won't say no), with this guy as our ring bearer i'm single for life okay, so there are a few basic guide lines my life follows: your day goes how you make it go. if you wanna have fun you're gonna have fun, if you're looking for depressing shit, well you're gonna be depressed. life is fun, no way around it. everybody is going to die in the end, so why rush to get there? my friends are better than yours, don't even try to argue that. you do what you want, nobody changes that, people just influence you. you're not ugly or attractive unless you wanna be. juss think about it- there's always one more attractive person, there's always one more ugly person. people can't hurt you unless you give them your consent first. shit doesn't get weird until you make it weird. life isn't going to suddenly get better, you just have to stick with it, ride through the hard times, and enjoy the good. everybody has family shit, or is depressed, or has some shit going on so dont pull that "i have it worse" shit. unless you're AC because there is no other single person in this entire world with a heart as pure as hers, yet faces such obstacles, and walks away in such a beautiful way that you couldn't even tell if you tried. but regardless, life sux, life rocks, life is full of shit, life is full of fun. if you're gonna start that drama shit then you might as well not talk to me. i'm a good kid, nice person, etc, and because of that, im also human- i can be an ass to those who dont deserve it, and be nice to those who need only hate. if i waste an entire night looking for sumthin to do, i don't give a fuck, because im probably still hanging out with my friends. i love being athletic, love to impress people, love laughing, love having fun, love my friends, and i absolutely love meeting new people. my life is better than yours because thats how i make it, and if i could live by these guide lines for the rest of my life i would conquer the greatest fear of my life, which is that i might regret what i did, or have some "what if" shit. once again, life sucks, life rocks, life is a fukin ride, so hop on, have fun, and live it till the end. some people spend their entire lives looking for the meaning of life. what are we here for? to go down in history as a single sentence out of a hundred on a single page out of a thousand in a textbook? to be quoted by the most "brilliant" of minds? to make more money in a year than a country does in a day? materialistic? historical? either way, in two hundred years from this very second, each and every one of us will be not only long deceased, but long forgotten, save for the lucky few in the miniscule textbook. so then, those minds re-think their purpose in life. if they live for others, then the very reasons listed above shall also fall under the guidelines of their lives. for those who choose to live life the way it should be lived, to make yourself happiest as opposed to trying to look good in everybody else's eyes? they are the one's who, on their deathbed, will be given the ability to look back, and realize that they found that definition of life, the very reason for their existence as a milisecond in a universe upon which mankind's existence is only a blink of an eye in a lifetime of endlessness...