I AM V.I.P.[it's a perfect crime scene]

"our luck this night is all we've got drive fast until we crash."
I have 2 eyes that make me appreciate my own point of view. I have mouth that speaks my opinions and thoughts. I have a mind that doesn't work the way you understand. I have lungs that breathe telling me everything is alright.I'm Stubborn, a Hypocrite, sometimes Racist, Opinionated, Loud, &Defensive. Don't sit here and tell me you're not. We all are sometimes: but unlike most people, I'm trying to change because I know I can be better than that.I am a DORK. I love to laugh.. I can always use a good laugh. I have Greenish hazel eyes. I love photography. I straighten my hair. Im always constantely thinking ways to stand out from this world. I have dreams and goals. I wish i was designer. I wish on 11:11, And oddly enough most of my wishes have came true in some sense or eventually. I hate talkers with a passion, but everyone is entitled to their own opinion. I love sushi. i'm kinda random. i'm conceited... i don't care for drama. i ADORE Paris Hilton. i have no patience with many things. i love green tea. i have the attention span of a dam ant. i love to bite on plastic. i'm very sarcastic, so don't take any i say so personally. i do not like open doors, bothers me or some reason. i drink A LOT of energy drinks.. i talk and talk constantly and when i'm finished i don't know one word i've said.I am Extreamly loyal, i'd die for my friends , but once you lose my trust, youll never get it back. I Am very picky. I get over people extreamly fast. I tend to dislike people. I LOVE accents. I DONT get over grudges, if i dont like you now, i wont in a week or a year. I Cant Spell. I trip a lot. I stutter when i get excited.
Get to know me. I'm not one of those people you grow up and forget, I'm that kind of person that will be in the back of you head for quite a while. I like interesting people. I get bored with people very quickly, but some, [very few] people can be quite intertaining. So put on a top hat & can and prepare to entertain nigger. ;) ha. I really want to accomplish alot in my lifetime...but for now, I oughta live it while I still can :). lifes much shorter than you'd like to believe.... The difference between me&alot of people is that I really just dont care about much I'm not imprisioned by thoughts that are supposed to shape me into a "better person", because what other people think and say should matter to me.... and I should change these things right?
if for any reason you dont like me, BLOCK me, I dont mind
I'm completely starting over with everything. I need to focuse more on school and work and less on all this drama. The day you meet me, will be the day your life changes. Im stranger than a gang of drunken mimes. But I am a normal person, living in a normal world, with normal problems. I'm usually happy, but I have my momments. I have the absolute best family and friends anyone could ever ask for. Everyone thats in my life, is here for a reason. I give everyone a chance to be friends. I am straight, but I won't judge you by your sexuality. What you like, and who you like is your choice and I could really care less. Music is something I appreciate. I do like the attention. I'm probably one of the most talkative people you will ever talk to. I can stay on the phone for hours and not run out of things to say, unless you're boring. Ya heard. I'm a very thoughtful, caring person. But I can be the biggest jerk if it comes down to it. I don't believe violence truely solves anything. Let's make it nice and simple, have fun, and talk your crap. Words have never effected me and they most likely, never will. Yeah, that's whats up. Drama amuses me. I know what I'm doing, therefore I don't like to be told what to do. Its my way or the highway bud. I forgive but I don't forget. I get mad and jealous often, over the stupiest things. I hate animals, but that doesn't mean that I abuse them, because I don't. God put animals on this earth for one reason. To play with haha.., get with the program. I'm only human. I am not like anyone else in the world. I'm not what you call an ordinary person. Why? Most likely because i've had a pretty koolish life. I learned how to be responsible at a young age, not because I wanted to but because I had to. I can't promise you im differen't but I can sure tell you im nowhere near the same as anyone one else. Not like it matters to you anyway. I'm not going to sit here and tell you i'm "nice" because that's up to you to decide. You're nothing but a sad excuse for a human living in this crappy place we call Earth. You're not welcome. mad? Good. I have you right where I want you. hehehe..
What a shame, I became such a fragile broken thing. Only a tiny spark remains. I try to give it all I can to let it turn into flames. They tell me that weakness can turn into strength..I'm still searching for it. Because through all my pain I believe there's hope. There's always hope.
If you think I'm just another cliche then you're sadly mistaken. I have the " It's my life I'll do whatever the I want attitude", because I love to learn things on my own. Plain and simple, so don't try and hold me back from my life.
WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU MAKES YOU STRONGER. I used to be a girl who used to let things get me down easily. Well sorry kiddos I'm more on my game then ever. I'm stronger, smarter, and harder than I've ever been before. I honestly don't give two shits what anyone thinks about me anymore. So go ahead and talk. All I need is my friends, family, CAUSE they know the real me..you don't. So if talking crap about me makes you feel great about yourself go right at it I'll just go along with it.=} muah.
SO BASICALLY: I promise you If you get to know me you'll love me. Take me for who I am.
I believe The greatest thing you'll ever learn Is to love and be loved in return. I have my own beliefs on things, and I will fight for things I believe in. I like to argue, but not physically fight. I do believe in a higher power. I guarantee you will never find any other person exactly just like me. I've learned throughout my life that things happen for a reason, and I believe that and I use it in my real life situations. I am a hypocrite. I've lied. I'm not perfect. I know when people are lying to me. I like to draw and read. Even if I'm not the best at drawing I still enjoy it. I promise that I do read everything said to me on here, I might not reply unless it's interesting and I feel like talking, or it might take me awhile. Don't hate me because of it..that would be retarded :]. I spend a lot of time with my friend. If you TyPe LyKe DiS I won't reply. Please learn some proper grammar.
can't remember the time or place, or what you were wearing, it's unclear about how we met, all I know it was the best conversation that I've ever had, to this day I never found someone, with eyes as wide as yours, I've been searching up and down this coast, overlooking what I need the most did you notice I was afraid? I thought I'd run out of things to say, two more hours until today burns this away, and it starts all over again, the sky will never look the same again, till you show me how it could be, the sky will never look the same again, till you show me how it could be and everything else is irrelevant, to the story so far, a coincidence that you looked like her from afar, is it true that you like to sleep alone? Or is it what you just tell everyone? Did you notice that I was afraid? I thought I'd run out of things to say two more hours until today burns this away, and it starts all over again the sky will never look the same again, till you show me how it could be the sky will never look the same again till you show me how it could be and when the world turns over ill keep my ears to the wall and when the world turns over ill keep my feet straight on the ground did u notice I was afraid? I thought I'd run out of things to say, two more hours until today burns this away, and it starts all over again, the sky will never look the same again till you show me how it could be the sky will never look the same again till you show me how it could be.
I bet i should write something about my way to see the world. First: it's way far from yours. Second: it couldn't seem more than many other profiles but there's more behind simple words. You just have to look beyond your noses.
MMM..ok: warning i'm a kid it's not easy to deal with me. I change mood as a flag changes direction when the wind blows. It's not my fault.
I think there's no point around over-analizing situations coz' life's too short to let it make you mad all the time wondering what it could have been or not.
I've been pondering upon my decisions for too much time. Finally i found out that we must try our hardest to get what we want or we won't have lived. We'll have the whole eternity to sleep.
Above all i learnt on my skin an important lesson:
Never let the fear of striking out keeping you from playing the game
That's all I had to say. I'm not gonna write those ordinal and boring stuff like "oh yes i'm nice but i can be very mean" or something like that. We ALL can be mean. And bla bla bla we all know what i could write - love perfection lazy as hell say something interesting if you add me exc - but i'm not going to.
It would be pointless, if you wanna know me, talk to me. Coz yeah i can seem shallow as lots of people out there and i'm not gonna waste my time trying to convince you i'm not just by writing this about me. If you get to know me you'll find out that my joking superficial face hides a person like no one you've ever known. It's up to you deciding if she's better or worse
XXX Sex, drugs& alcohol aren't for me.
I know how to have a good time without messing my self up, unlike most of you :)
"Now that this bandage is broken and the cuts left in open I'll tell you just one thing this wasn't worth the sting"
I have all the friends I need and will ever need.