of dis i am sure.
i am a common man
wid common thots
& i've led
a common lyf,
der r no monuments
dedicated 2 me
& my name wil
soon b 4gotten
bt i've loved
anader wid ol
my hart&soul
& 2 me,
dis has alwys bin
ENOUGH....
-Noah Calhoun,the notebook
Tings r complicated..nway,i'm hapi wid d way tings r! *laughs*..
It's not ez being me.. ** cmply "ME"--hard 2 deal wid,harder 2 liv without.**
loving evryting God has given me.:) (and wil give in d future) **hu am I?juz luk at me&u'l know:)
I alwys c d gud syd of tings. I bliv dat tings happen 4 a rison. 4 watevr rison dat is,I know it wud help me 2 bcum a better person.:)
Hving gone through a "quarter lyf crisis", I now hve a broader,yet clearer perspective on wat I want in lyf. I hve fnally found d guts 2 let go of certain tings&pipol which, 4 d longest tym,hve held me bak from conquering new hyts. Mny tyms I've bin blinded,mny tyms I had my hands tied, mny tyms I've bin told wat&wat not 2 do--those days r gone. I am my own person now.I ain't taking any mor sh*t from anybdy anymor!
Tings connected 2 me: blue,A WALK TO REMEMBER,SUPERMAN,stars,moon,sun,skies,BASKETBALL,redbull barako(LORDY,cyrus,enrico,larry),purefoods chunky giants(PJ,Richard),san Antonio spurs(manu,tony),ust growling tigers(warren,jemal),ateneo blue eagles(CHRIS TIU..hehe!! :) )..pasta,pinks,purples,15(my favorite number ever since..), bea(kmukha ko daw kz..)cellphone,cd's,ipod,mp3,laptop,computer,tv,ruffles,lays ,pringles,dried mango,cakes, CHOCOLATE,strawberry,flowers,traveling,shopping,singing(kahi t minsan out of tune),dancing,sleeping,MY SPACE,texting..(Grabe 24/7)haha.. :)
I WILL LIVE AND DIE FOR THOSE I LOVE.
OH, AND I MIGHT KILL FOR THEM, TOO.
** I have a past that has been laid behind me, which I can't change, & which I wouldn't change or else I wouldn't be the person that I am now.
** SIMPLE, yet complicated sometimes. SENSITIVE, yet tough. STRONG personality, yet soft at heart. RESERVED, yet CRAZY in LOVE!
pp0l my nt rmmbr xctly wt u did/wt u said bt dey wil olwz rmmbr hw u mde dem fil..Im a vry cmple girl w/ a big/wyd 0utluk n lyf..i als0 c d 0der syd 0f tings..(ngtv&pctv views in lyf),I olwz try 2 pls evrybdy..i want 2b rmmbrd as d girl hu olwz smyls evn wen hr hart s brken & d 1 hu cud olwz bryten up ur day evn if she cudnt bryten up hr 0wn..we cn ol survve w/ juz beutful memris 0f d past bt ril peace&hpines cum 0nly w/ 0pen accptnce 0f wat reality is 2day..der cums a tym in my lyf wen I chnce up0n sum1 s0 nyc&prfct&I juz fnd myslf geting s0 intnsly attrcted 2 dat prs0n..ds filing s0on bcum a part 0f my evrydy lyf & evn2aly cnsums my th0ts&acti0ns..d sad part 0f it is wen I bgin 2 realyz dt ds prs0n fils nthing m0r 4 me dan juz a frenshp.I start 2my dspr8 attempt 2 get ntced & b cl0ser bt n d end my e4ts r stil unrwrded&I end up being s0ri 4 myself..but dats lyf!we nid 2 accpt wtevr hapens,s0 Im stil hir,a princess driming..w8ng 4 my prince chrming 2 cum &sve me from sliping 4 a hndred yirs..
" i tried to talk to him like my heart wasn't aching, like i was better off and even happier without him, but inside i looked at him and could only see all the love and time i have given and all the hurt i have recieved. i walked around in a complete daze but cried myself to sleep every night. he was the only thing i thought about, dream about and talked about. i drove my friends crazy by constantly analyzing the situation... HOW COULD HAVE IT ENDED??.. i found my other half with him.. i had forgotten how to be myself without him!... i need him... i dont know how to be marga without _______. we have been through so much together.. that i couldn't imagine getting through this on my own.....='C
..mah life is a mess!.every s0ng,every mem0ry started t0 p0ur d0wnstream 0n me,its vastness is s0 str0ng dat even me,,myself can’t st0p it..i c0uldn’t think 0f anything t0 h0ld 0n t0..n0thing in mah life is right..everything seems h0peless..every smile dat is put up0n mah face is a fake..i’m like a f0ol,trying t0 h0ld 0n t0 every m0vie,music,0r every p0ssibility dat c0uld help me be happy..but n0thing and i mean n0thing is right..everyone leaves me,they leave me dry..all i have is empty tears falling d0wn fr0m an empty heart..tell me,where w0uld i g0 back t0 the time when my life is still 0n the ride?when every0ne is still in capable of handing their hand 0ut t0 me..when every sky is still blue, when all i see is a dawn 0f a new day..when all i can see is still c0l0rs and n0t shades 0f gray..the time when everything is still clear..the time when i can still fight f0r what I believe and n0t be afraid..why w0uld every0ne need t0 change?as f0r 0ne saying,“change is never easy;y0u fight f0r what y0u h0ld 0n t0..â€i tried mah best t0 be capable 0f staying as i was bef0re but n0thing matters,the circumstances 0f changing is pr0bably 0ne 0f the hardest enemy t0 fight..its 0ne 0f the things i’m learning t0 fight right n0w..the p0ssibility 0f falling d0wn is very cl0se t0 me n0w.. i d0n’t kn0w what t0m0rr0w can 0ffer me..i am trying t0 let g0 0f every h0pe,but 0ne..maybe prayer is the 0nly h0pe i have n0w..God help me..
..he’s der but n0t rily,,he was mine,but n0t rily..i never rily had him s0 i never rily l0st him..i guess,dis is h0w we’ll 0lweiz be..i had him,he had me..but den again,,n0t rily.. =c
..i had let g0 0f wat i th0ught i 0wned..it hurts,yes..a l0t ac2ally,but getting’ thru each day made me realyz dat d w0rld wil juz kip 0n turnin’..n i have 2 c0ntinue breathin’ even if he’s n0t ar0und..s0 i g0t t0 m0ve 0n..face d w0rld after he stepped 0n it..and pr0ve that i can b better dan wat he used t0 have in me..
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