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I cannot love as I once loved, and I know not why; it is the one great woe of life to feel all feeli

About Me


So, I'm Allison, or Allie. I'm pretty much the most bomb person you'll ever meet. I'm generally a sweetheart, but if you get on my bad side, you will know it. I'm not afraid to be a bitch. I'm a woman, who grew up way too fast, but I like to know that I still have some of my inner child. I collect care bears, and comic books, I play with chalk, jump rope, color, and watch the Disney Channel. I'm afraid of falling in love because I've never seen it really work, so I subconsciously try to save myself from the pain. I'm great at keeping secrets. I don't trust anybody. I find the beauty in little things. I love kids, and want to work with them one day. I love taking long walks. Love photography, poetry, and animals. Being around people energizes me. I'm a beauty advisor at Walgreens and I love my job. I've been told to never stop smiling because my smile makes peoples days. I'm a loving person and I will fight for what I care for. I'm usually an outgoing person, but when I first meet somebody I'm very reserved until i get a feel for them. I'm an open book. If there's anything anybody wants to know, I'll tell them. I don't like secrets. I am who I am, so if you don't like it, get off my page, or just don't talk to me.


"We bring forth weeds when our quick minds lie still" -William Shakespeare


"Kind words are the music of the world" -F.W. Faber


"The course of true love never did run smooth" -William Shakespeare

Here are some things about me: Allison....
*loves attention, but hates too much of it *is a singer *and a writer *can put her makeup on, without opening her mouth *hates having a broken heart *loves boys *hates chicks *plays 11 instruments *always has something happening *has the bestest friends *can put her fist in her mouth *loves chick flicks, and scary movies *hearts cars a lot *wishes she could pose for playboy *has hard a hard-knock life *wishes she was more girlie *knows she isn't perfect *has the most diverse friends, ever *loves pink *likes the care bears *loves sports *loves shopping *can be quite boy crazy *wishes she could pack up and take off *can sometimes be naive *knows when she can win the "war" *always gets what she wants *never gets what she wants *can't live without her phone, even though it sucks *loves her piece of shit volvo

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I'd like to meet:

I've always wanted to meet the person that's going to change me. Not because they want to, but because it will just naturally happen. The one who will make me happy and help me see more beauty in life. They'll call me on my shit, but be there for me when things go wrong. The one who wouldn't know what makes me so special, but would want to spend the rest of their life finding out.
*my father *my stepmother *the whole Jourdan family *Jinah *Elvis *Billy Idol *weird people *normal people *smokers *alcoholics *nonsmokers *nondrinkers *Christians *Satanists *girls who can be themselves *girls who can't *guys who don't care what their friends say *guys who do *a guy I can love, and not have my heart handed back *the wrong guy *ten wrong guys *the right guy *a clown *my future self *amazing musicians *Shakespeare *Emily Dickinson *Edgar Allen Poe *Rembrandt *Boltero *everybody



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My Blog

random thing that made me think

So I'm at work the other day. This guy comes up to me at the register and asks to see some calogne. I give it to him and he wants to buy it. Then he asks me what I liked for women. So I told him one o...
Posted by on Thu, 21 May 2009 23:45:00 GMT

who I am.

I'm really tired of people telling me I don't know who I am. Especially the ones that don't know who  I am. I'm over people trying to tell me what's best for me. You want to know who I am?I'm an optim...
Posted by on Wed, 13 May 2009 01:58:00 GMT

book part 1

If you're reading this right now, obviously I decided not to make it private. Please keep in mind, nothing written here is set in stone. It's simply a compilation of some of my thoughts. This isn't go...
Posted by on Fri, 03 Apr 2009 16:23:00 GMT

for fear of sleep

Restlessness overcomes meFor the fear of a long-lost memory.Diverting from my bedroomWhere I still lay alone.Afraid that the tears will once againDrench the pillow I lay upon.Scared to dial the one th...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Feb 2009 23:24:00 GMT

hm, I wrote one right back.

Tell me you love me.Tell me you'll always be there.Break my heart,and watch me harden.My face of such fragile porcelain,with painted smiles,and drawn on eyes.Tell me you love me.Tell me you'll always ...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Dec 2008 20:25:00 GMT

Gaze Upon Them Cascading

Let them fall,Their grace and despondencyUttering storiesToo hard to equivocate.Falling from poolsOf lost sentimentsVacuous lovesAnd staunch falsities.So let them pourAnd glide down the angelic frameT...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 03:17:00 GMT

tag-like when we were kids

Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird, random things, facts, habits, or goals about yourself. At the end choose 6 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose th...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 18:12:00 GMT

Sweet reflection

*I like it, but I don't love it...A cracked reflection staresat a shattered lifeand torn up soul."Forgive me these mistakes"it asks itself at every glance"You're not worth it".The thought of it still ...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 20:14:00 GMT

cuando tu quieres vivir en mi vida...

Instructions:Write ten statements.Intended to different people.Never tell which one is to who. 1. I've known you for about as long as I can remember, and although I don't get to hang out with you as m...
Posted by on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 21:34:00 GMT

look in the mirror...

so, I sit next to somebody in one of my classes. Duh! right? well, this somebody was my bestest friend in elementary school. We had gone through a lot together, it was almost like we would be friends ...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 20:52:00 GMT