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Wcwbt _ Nikki ( loves amish blackbeard &lt;3 )

If you stood here in my shoes, you would say," I need love." But face to face you

About Me


I'm Nikki, Iam In Lovee
Photographyy is a pretty huge part of my life.
Iam only human nothing more or less, Iam a woman of many words coupled with incomplete thoughts.
I'm a story with blank pages, Its up to all of you to fill in those pages, I want to know everyone. and I want to leave some sort of impression on your lives, Be it momentarily, or for the long shot.
I'm really passionate about the little things in life, I appreciate simplicity, and good friends, The fall colors and carefully thought out sentences. I'm really shy and pretty quiet.
I spend most of my time drinking wine,Playing piano, and Writing songs.
My heart has been broken more times than I can count on your fingers and mine put together.
I have strong morals and I stand up for what I believe is right, Unlike most of you, I know who I am, and I can give a shit less wether it fits into your " generalization " Of what I should be.
All I have to offer any of you is myself, and my words and I really hope for once that is enough.
Who would ever think we would be 21? Our faces will change but these places stay fun.
Dancing in the rain that night, Puddles dripping from your eyes.
The greatest day of our lives, Maybe we should have died.
This time your itty bitty-bitty bones Will lock up inside you and not let you go Huh?
My boyfriends brother Cesar drew this for me ahah and I think its really adorable :-) aw

My Interests


My friends mean the world to me

These are my closest niggaz

Chrissy Bear

Evanator

Kelsey Koala

My brother Cody

christopher robin

Justin Hizzard

Little Sean Ragan

Mattchu my nerd

I'd like to meet:



Above, is a beautiful boy who is prettier than all of my favorite pretty things, who makes me extremely happy at all times, I NEED to see him again soon, or I'm pretty sure my heart is just going to quit beating right in my chest. and no matter where we go we are connected.

Someone to write about.

Beautiful People
People who will empower and inspire me.

Someone who will provide me with stability.
Someone who is complex .

My voice of reason, Amidst chaos.
A person to share moments with.

People who won't forget the Moments.
Someone who will ignore the inevitable.

Myself in ten years.
Someone who will help me recollect my life here.

Noone, Can possibly fathom this pain that exists so heavily beneath this empty canvas I know as my own chest, A void, so deep and vast. Not even the brightest lights could ever reach them, They fade out. Unable to make residence with the unknown beauty that may still reside somewhere underneath my fair skin and brittle bones.
I want to make residence with love in such beauty that it pulls the strings of heart to knees, But I cannot even begin to fathom the spin

Music:


De Lotus Repere
Said The Shark
The Late Parade
Windermere
Pete Yorn. Dylan Avery. Cary Brothers. Ethan Durelle. Denison Witmer. Nick Drake.
Chris Garneau.Damien Rice. Will Oldham. Woody Guthrie. Ryan Adams. Mirah. Catpower. The Softies. Death Cab For Cutie (Pre Transatlanticism). Pedro The Lion. Denali. Lydia. The Honorary Title. Pinback. D'ntel. Ivory. Number One Fan. Mae. Elliot. Terminal. Kayo dot. ISIS.
The Arcade Fire.
Animal Collective. Wolf Parade. Bloc Party Reindeer Section. Rival Schools. The Notwist. The Rentals. The Shins. Coldplay. Idiosympathy.Arlington. The Weakerthans. The Stryder. Azure Ray. Braid. Grade. The Party Of Helicopters. Cartel. Anadivine. The Beautiful Mistake. Umbrellas. Explosions in the sky. Red Sparrowes.
russian circles

anapparatus

cult of luna

ENVY

raein

Mouth of the Architect

Conifer

Llange

trenches
Mogwai. Indian Summer. The Softest Sound. Sunnydayrealestate. Rainer Maria. Vibrations. MUM.
Placebo
At The Drive In
Con Amore
Levi Fuller
snow patrol
Brown Bird
Butterbox
Tape.
The Appleseed Cast

Iron and wine

The December Drive

Minus THE FUCKING BEAR

Say Anything

Brand New

this providence

The Dresden Dolls

The Junior Varsity

Damien Jurado

Inkwell
and manyyy othersssss.

Movies:

Wicker Park,
A Rumor Of Angels,
The Notebook,
A Walk To Remember,
The Dangerous Lives Of Alter Boys,
A Little Princess,
A Life Less Ordinary,
My Life Without Me,
Angels In America,.
Last Letters Home,.
The Red Violin,.
Donnie Darko,
Requiem For A Dream,
A Clockwork Orange,
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind,
Garden State,
The Pawbearer.

Somersault

The Squid and The Whale

Love, Ludlow

Shop Girl

L'enfant

The Youth In Us

Television:


Greys Anatomy

Nip Tuck

Men In Trees

Project Runway

Jericho

brothers and sisters

Kidnapped

modern marvels

A Haunting
So on and so forth

Books:



Jeff is my favorite book, because he has a small penis.
and by small, I mean its like microscopic.

Heroes:



My best frienddddddd christopher robin, that san diego stole away and should give me back

Christopher Robin also makes me cute signs on stickam and it just makes me miss him moreeerrr thank god hes comin home soonz BFFL
Nathaniel Le Marin

Chris Garneau

Gregory Michael

Rocky Votolato

Hope Sandoval

Maria Taylor

Gabriel Hernandez

David Cortez

Justin Hard

Damien Rice

Damien Jurado
To name a few.
Christopher Corbis, Odilon Redon.

My Blog

Q AND A ( about my band )

Before PASTING some questions and my answers below. I just want to say, " I'm fucking sick and tired of people being fucking rude to me, If you have a question, Ask me politely, and MAYBE. I'll f...
Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Mon, 20 Aug 2007 06:45:00 PST

Condemned for the beauty within, I am original sin.

I let the smoke fill my lungs, As I absorb evey last bit of this landscape around me, In the pale light of dawn.I have become stationary like a plant in this place.Deeply Rooted, My feet in the grass....
Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Mon, 09 Jul 2007 10:38:00 PST

for tyler

You You are the city, in which I sleep.Your heart is as vast as this skyline Never ending, and un...
Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 01:56:00 PST

Always Inspired, Easily.

I've followed you to lengths my legs would not take me. I've followed you to depths my own body couldn't withstand. And all the while I've fallen short of all that you are. All that is left of me , Is...
Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 12:12:00 PST

I've loved you.

I've spent the night, and I've spent it watching shadows dance across your face,and skin.They Dance in perfect beat to my heart.And I thought to myself, with my head on your chest.That, these arms wer...
Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 10:56:00 PST

Hell is knockin at my front door.

I'm feeling very strange today, My head isn't controlling these eager feet, I've learned to depend on. I fell down to my knees at the foot of the stairwell. And I cried out to those invisible angels ...
Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Wed, 21 Feb 2007 09:21:00 PST

Pictures Of Kyle

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Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 10:16:00 PST

Dance Gavin Dance/Olympia/Fsbb/ Pictures

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Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 10:14:00 PST

You remind me of a dirty fucking rest stop bitchhh.

Her fucking stomach is sick. She can't even catch her tongue when hes around. He leaves that bitter taste in her mouth, Much like the one you  get in a dirty rest stop bathroom, you can tas...
Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 07:19:00 PST

todays walk

My video from the walk I went on today, somehow it got fucked up when I saved it, so the music cuts out, Im pretty pissed about it, but part of it is for evan :-) check it out. ...
Posted by WCWBT_NIKKI ( <33 sal ) A.C.C.A on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 02:01:00 PST