“Ever since my house burned down, I see the moon more clearly, I gazed upon all the Eden’s that have fallen in me, I saw Eden’s that I had held in my hands but let go, I saw promises that I did not keep, Pains I did not soothe, Wounds I did not heal, Tears I did not shed, I saw deaths I did not morn, Prayers I did not answer, Doors I did not open, Doors I did not close, Lovers I left behind, And dreams I did not live, I saw all that was offered to me, That I could not accept, I saw the letters that I wished for, But never received, I saw all that could have been, But never will beâ€
Like the gel coming forth through a shampoo bottle, so is life...mmmm! It smells good! Life is a huge everlasting gobstopper, u suck & suck & suck,& the flavor still comes, it is crazy how much flavor those gobstoppers have. You have to be somebody, live your life while you have it. I can't wait forever, forever is tomorrow & today is all I have. You don't stop doing things because you grow old, you grow old because you stop doing things.Well, the room is crowded, there are people everywhere and I wonder, should I offer you a chair? Or maybe ask you a lot of questions! If my curiosity pushed me to throw myself on you, would you tell me the truth? My name is Bilal (now you know what to scream), what da fuck is yours? And who are you? Do not change who you are for anyone. If God, in all his wisdom, made you the way you are, he did it for a reason. You are not ugly, the only ugly faces, are the ones we make, the person you're constantly comparing yourself to doesn't exist. You do, and you're beautiful, so smile and keep on smiling, let me think I am cute, I fucking love to see you doing that :) Don't try to improve, when you do, you are improving how stupid and foolish you are. A man should only compliment your life, not complete it...Girl .. If You Think That Your Nose Have Reached The Star .. Note that the stars you have reached are under my feet, I'll always hold my head high gorgeous.. you would kill yourself to see me fall, who da fuck are you to judge the life i live? I know im not perfect, and i dont live to be. But before you start pointing fingers, make sure your hands are clean... So you want to know me, well, i am so honest & will always be no matter what, Talk to me and open up then you will get to know me, I am down to earth... and very into kinky stuff... wouldn't want to mention all the things that I love, that comes later with a conversation...ask for my email address or my cell phone number and I might give it to you :) I wish I had the presence of mind to hate you; right now I'm too busy hating myself. Let me be to die. Like a wilting rose, my petals have fallen, or perhaps they were never there!
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