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About Me

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i have recently decided to clean up my life. that means all the scum i have surrounded myself with has got to go. that probably means a lot of people reading this aren't going to be considered friends anymore. not that any of you talk to me anyways. but the best news is;
I'M SOBER!
i've stopped doing all drugs. ALL. no more pot, no more pills, no more drinking. i'm not even taking acetaminophen for headaches. no nicotine or caffeine. i'm even trying to cut out the msg from my diet. i always hoped one day i would stop doing everything before it was too late. well, apparently (according to whats left of my liver), twentyone is already too late. but i can still live a healthier life than before.
so thank you for your support, or goodbye.

you wouldnt want to know

I must be cruel only to be kind; Thus bad begins, and worse remains behind. -William Shakespeare

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

hitler, jesus, lao tzu. really, any sages. if you know a sage, please, ask them to contact me. i have many questions.

My Blog

boo yo

so i havent been on in a minute. not that you noticed. anyways, ive been working, goofing off on my bass and writing raps lol. i figured why not? still drinking on weekends usually, but you can keep t...
Posted by on Sat, 24 Jan 2009 11:35:00 GMT

and you shall know.

"i already lost more than you could ever take from me." wow, where to start? i guess its true that those with a guilty conscience will accuse their other half to cast suspicion aside. i dont understan...
Posted by on Tue, 20 May 2008 15:14:00 GMT

do you love? (DON’T READ THIS)

this wont be pretty.i fucking changed so much about my life for you and you just come fuck me again and thats all you wnat? yeah, forget ive got a FUCKING HEART YOU SELFISH BITCH. at least you told me...
Posted by on Fri, 14 Mar 2008 00:35:00 GMT

.. (letter from mr kelley)

im lost, im hurt, i dont know what to do.    once upon a time your eyes lit up my sky. and the longer we spend apart, the darker it seems to get. sure theres an ocassional fire, or a di...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 18:01:00 GMT

down again, fuck it, you

man, everytime i try do do something, or get excited about something, it all just falls and burns in a sickening black circle around me. i quit.
Posted by on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 19:41:00 GMT

how does this sound?

i miss the taste of your mouth, and the sound of your voice.it hurts me so much, that weve made this choice.i still think of you, every free moment i get,with eyes like that, how could i ever forget?p...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 17:26:00 GMT

here goes nothing.

"whore"rage replaces happiness, that seemed to exist as long as a butterfly walks this rock. i see that i was ignortant to my own declarations. love is just four random letters, falling aside each oth...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 16:03:00 GMT

as

wow dude, i just found this old ass blog that i wrote a few ignorant months ago. you know that one person that none of your boyfriends could ever quite measure up to? that one guy that just di...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 14:30:00 GMT

twisted

alone i walked, picking up odd accquaintances as i did. slowly, i began to trust the faces that looked upon my broken heart, through my bleeding eyes. clouds of smoke that had blocked my vision from p...
Posted by on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 23:18:00 GMT

these are probably gay

a lost soul, losing herself more within each day.a friend with an empty promise, seems to drift.a dramatic gesture, from a girl so frail.an act of desperation, by a haunted man.yet you linger, with ey...
Posted by on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 01:06:00 GMT