I have a date for my next surgery |
I tend to hold important facts in for a while that regard me and my health. Perhaps it's because I don't allow myself to fully accept them as true. I don't know. I now have a date for my next surgery,... Posted by on Sun, 28 Jun 2009 15:12:00 GMT |
I'm starting to like this guy |
I'm really starting to like this guy that works near me in Manhattan which is both kind of cool but also really annoying cause I really don't want to like someone "in that way" right now. But I find m... Posted by on Fri, 26 Jun 2009 17:20:00 GMT |
Peepers 2/7/01-6/23/09 |
My dog, Peepers died today while I was at work. It's entirely my fault because I should've NEVER gone to work today and instead taken her to the vet. I am fucking horrible person. I never thought loos... Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 12:51:00 GMT |
Stuff in my head |
I'm sorry the blog below is marked private but it is cause it's to deep. I'm terrified something is really wrong with one of my dogs and I still haven't slept cause the thing on the right side of my f... Posted by on Tue, 23 Jun 2009 03:43:00 GMT |
Terrified |
I have another medical "obstical" to over come. Dude I'm so fucking tired of over coming medical obsticals in my life. It feels like that's my only glory. Now I have this lump on the right side of my ... Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 23:29:00 GMT |
I'm sorry |
I'm sorry. Sorry I'm not good enough. Sorry I'm a defect. Sorry all my only glory will be is me having over thirty surgeries and I don't come up for air for blowjobs. Sorry I'm just not good enough to... Posted by on Mon, 22 Jun 2009 19:35:00 GMT |
My feelings |
Some times you hurt so much because of something it comepletely destroys you on the inside. I'm extemely strong when it comes to surgeries cause I had to be. That felt like my role in life for a long ... Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 23:20:00 GMT |
My Sex drive |
It's weird how sex is the last thing that I want now. I'm usually always wanting sex but not so much now. Maybe it's because my self esteme in that area has completely gone away. I use to know I was g... Posted by on Sun, 21 Jun 2009 23:09:00 GMT |
My day |
This day has been really hard for me. First I had to be with someone who had to put their dog who was almost thirteen to sleep cause it couldn't breathe or walk anymore. Then I saw someone from my pas... Posted by on Fri, 19 Jun 2009 20:11:00 GMT |
One thing |
Some times the one thing a person wants is the one thing they can't obtain. I'm not talking about love or sex or that stuff cause those things don't mater to me now. I just want one thing and one thin... Posted by on Wed, 17 Jun 2009 15:04:00 GMT |