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Petushka(KAM broke his space bar)

Its like ur cast under a spell I've placed upon U.

About Me


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I HATE HOW MONEY SEPERATES PEOPLE!
I am weird.... and I kno its typical for a person like me as such to say that but it is true, I mean isn't everybody? I am really not ur typical kinda girl u meet ,and before you judge me personally send me a message and find out for yourself. I am a homey person I would rather stay in and play video games,watch movies, and read books than go out and party ...I am really into Anime right now too. I get overexcited about everything nothins new haha . I never really get pissed at anyone unless you kno, you do piss me off which is very rare ...but you don't wanna see me mad. As far as relationships go I am not all easy and stuff haha...I like to get to kno someone before i even actually plan on making decisions, I want a guy who likes me and only me . A guy who shares my interest and what not I mean seriously if we don't have much in common then it won't work out . Personality always attracts me first, because its the most important. I mean if I am gonna be with someone I am not gonna waste my time just jumping ur bones the whole time, I am gonna spend more time getting to know u first so don't expect anything. That is of course If I know I want you right then and there. I hate just being in a relationship for the hell of it I wanna kno its atleast gonna last and that i am not wasting my time on something that in the end won't matter anyways.
I am Currently in a relationship with the best guy i've ever met and nobody can ever compare to himI LOVE YOU BEN!
I hate it when guys try to hard , and to be honest its a really big turn off hahahah I have no idea why I am sharing this :P
Other things that make me wanna GO Insane is when people totally spend there lives looking up at other people judging them, then loving or hating them. I don't understand why people care what other people do with there lives. Example: Someone posting a blog or bulletin or forum just to talk shit about someone is pathetic.. and in the end it doesn't make u look any better . it doesn't change anything it just makes u look like a fuckin loser with no idea that you can only depend on yourself. make sense? its so hypocritical sometimes...psshhh.
And If anyone ever thinks there better then someone else your not ...were all human we all live we all die, its a cycle ...just do what u can with it and stop trying to fuck with it...its never going to change. and it may be my opinion , and really it doesn't matter but its just a piece of something thats out there.
MY AIM IS nosferatusbat ADD MEH!
"Sometimes I doubt your commitment to Sparkle Motion!"
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MY TRAIT SNAPSHOT:paranoid tendencies, irritable, anxious, fidgety, dependent, worrying, emotionally sensitive, prone to regret, depressed, second guesses self, somewhat fragile, dislikes change, prefers organized to unpredictable, suspicious, phobic, craves attention, not a risk taker, low self control, very sensitive to criticism, unadventurous, does not make friends easily, defensive, obsessive, low self esteem

Video Games such as rpg's, and others ya kno..I am really into world of warcraft and conquer right now.. other then that I like Smoking, Music, Going to concerts, Singing,Dancing, Hacky sacking, Watching the stars and moon, Watching movies, Hang with friends, Making out, Smores pop-tarts, Cats, COWS, Shirley Manson, EVE'S!, Video Games! Burning candles, NOSFERATU, Spinning in circles, Sloppy Joes (Manwich sauce only)!, Weird movies, Thrift stores, Mini hairbrushes, Mood rings, Jones soda, Xbox, Poems, Lip Gloss, Purple, POETRY, Rain in the morning, Candy necklaces, Snickers and Nerds, Cherry Coke, Inscents, Candies perfume, Scarfs, the finger dance, Courtney Love, MOVIES.

I Hate alram Clocks, Skateboards (cause I can't), Summer (but I love summer nights). Cities (I love small towns), Bed frames (always hit my toes on them). hahaha lame i kno but w/e pshhh...

I'd like to meet:

♥ Jeffree STAR!!!! HE INSPIRES ME!
♥ Romell Regulacion from Razed IN Black ....Gah!
♥ Dani Filth
♥ Free Dominguez from Kidney Thieves♥

I LOVE THIS CUNT!

Music:



♥A Perfect Circle & of Course Tool
♥The Postal Service
♥TLC
♥The Dresden Dolls
♥COF
♥Otep
♥Kittie
♥Bjork
♥Orgy
♥Coheed & Cambria
♥Prize Fighter Inferno
♥Mazzy Star
♥Transister
♥Marilyn Manson
♥Switchblade Symphony
♥London After Midnight
♥DEE-Lite
♥Elton John
♥Shirley Manson
♥FLAW
♥Kill Hannah
♥Meshuggah
♥Babes in Toyland
♥CKY
♥Kidney Thieves
♥Garbage
♥RadioHead
♥Evanescence
♥FIFI
♥Deadsy
♥Mindless Self Indulgence
♥The Vines
♥Jack Off Jill
♥Sneaker Pimps
♥Edgard Winter Group
♥Wumpscut
♥Eighteen Visions
♥Zeromancer
♥Dimmu Borgir
♥Anet
♥Nightwish
♥Morbid Angel
♥Aphex Twin
♥The Mars Volta
♥Razed IN Black
♥KMFDM
♥From First to Last
♥Skinny Puppy
♥HIM
♥AFI
♥Danzig
♥GodHead
♥Prodigy
♥Adema
♥Lacuna Coil
♥Porcupine Tree
♥Type O Negative
♥TATU
♥RAMMSTEIN
♥Chevelle♥The Bee Gees...etc.

Movies:

My favorite movies are
♥Clockwork Orange,
♥Nosferatu (1922) version,
♥Queen of the Damned,
♥Moulin Rouge,
♥Rome & Juliet,
♥Grease 1 & 2,
♥Mommie Dearest
♥Land Before Time
etc..

Television:

I watch pretty much Oh! Oxygen, Adult Swim...um idk I just watch tv..

Books:

♥Robert Jordan
♥Melanie Rawn
♥R.A. Salvatore
♥Anne Rice
Etc...

Heroes:

Dani Filth, Nosferatu, MASTER SHAKE..........And My Buhda...

My Blog

I LOVE THIS DON'T YOU!

I am a fallen zero;Below the glaciers of the evilI am a golden superheroAbove the sun and all the peopleSpace in your face I'm gonna drink the fucking ocean cause I ain't from a coast, I'm just coasti...
Posted by Petushka(KAM broke his space bar) on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 06:17:00 PST

How I feel....

I want to hold the hand inside youI want to take a breath thats trueI look to you and I see nothingI look to you to see the truthYou live your lifeYou go in shadowsYoull come apart and youll go bla...
Posted by Petushka(KAM broke his space bar) on Sun, 22 Jan 2006 12:12:00 PST

SHOW ME LOVE!

This was an accidentNot the kind where sirens soundNever even noticed We're suddenly crumbling Tell me how you've never feltDelicate or innocentDo you still have doubts thatUs having faith makes any s...
Posted by Petushka(KAM broke his space bar) on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 08:08:00 PST

These Apathy Tears

I can't change the way u feel about me I feel tortured by ur mind The way it works and how I was so blind I saw nothing but u and ur love And while in ur arms I would wake to see u lying next me With...
Posted by Petushka(KAM broke his space bar) on Sat, 26 Nov 2005 01:13:00 PST

Once Love is Touched ...Its lost

Childhood living is easy to doThe things you wanted I bought them for youGraceless lady, you know who I am,You know I can't let you slide through my handsWild Horses,Couldn't drag me away,Wild, wild h...
Posted by Petushka(KAM broke his space bar) on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 07:28:00 PST

My Buhda......

I miss Buhda aka my mom...........no she diodn't look like a buhda I just used to call her buhda...and I am speacking in past tense obviously u kno....its hard to believe shes gone.......*SIGHS* I mis...
Posted by Petushka(KAM broke his space bar) on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 06:25:00 PST

A Poem Of My Long Lost Love!

You bring me down just to stay away Can I get your attention just for one second just to let you know i'm okay and your such an excuse to complain As i am begging u please please keep me sane Sane fr...
Posted by Petushka(KAM broke his space bar) on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Hi..hello!

Well hey everyone its me katie...I haven't posted one of these in a while but yah just hope u had a good christmas everyone and oh have a good new years too ...and uh if u read this fucking wish me ha...
Posted by Petushka(KAM broke his space bar) on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Bad day!

AHH!!!! m ex-boyfriend is here...we broke up not too long ago and i am barely over him. He's staying the night and I don't know what to do. I am afraid he doesn't like me anymore when I still have fe...
Posted by Petushka(KAM broke his space bar) on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST