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Looking in His Eyes...

And Theres Always Something More You'd Wish He'd Say

About Me

My name is Kirsten...people just call me Kirst i go to UCCC, majoring in Criminal Justice. i dont know what i want to do exactly but i do wanna help people..im a full time student and i also work full time..gets crazy but i love it..in the summer i drive a speedboat teaching people how to waterski and in the winter time im a ski instructor. im pretty laid back, kind of quite when i first meet someone but when im comfortable with you i just dont shut up. i get along alot of people but i will say if you make a bad first impression its kind of hard to recover with me. i dont like being told what to do and i will say something to you if i dont like you. i dont deal with shit anymore. if your my friend i am very fun to be around and you love me, if you not my friend, dont come around. i dont hold my feelings back. dont mess with my friend of family or else we will have many problems. they are my life and i am very protective especially over my younger siblings. i trust people easily but once you do something to lose my trust its really hard to get it back...i have a hard time forgiving people and i have a hard time of letting people go
i LOVE *guys *traveling *TRUE friends *bowling *making out for what seems like hours *when im home alone *those hugs that make you feel great *stupid jokes *being scared out of my mind *waking up next to someone *waking up because someone just kissed me on the cheek or put their arm around me and gave me a little hug *being kissed on the forehead *flirting *talking to people about my problems *going to the diner *driving around *clothes *shopping *being spoiled *camp fires *sleeping in really late *Purses *earrings and necklaces and rings *when it snows *when it rains and thunders and lightens and being with someone you care about *putting on 20 million layers and going to work *Skiing *guys who smell oh soo good *cuddling *laughing *knowing im loved *watching movies *having older brothers who will beat up any guy who hurts you, in anyway, in a heart beat *having older brothers friends who will do the same *knowing i can trust someone *being happy *animals *children *dreaming *my grandfather *laying out under the stars *being able to have those silent moments on the phone, or even better....in person
i HATE *fake people you know the ones you are friends with and you are always there for them but they are never there for you *not knowing how someone feels *having to wait *liars *school *attitudes *people who are so full of themselves *bad movies *being alone at night *annoying people *drama *video games *when people make me cry *when im right but people tell me im wrong *when people, who have less experience then me, tell me what to do *having to wait a really long time for someone *when im the last to know something *working late *getting up early *being sick *having nothing to do *watching TV because there is nothing better to do *not knowing *being afraid of possibly being used *having to say goodbye *knowing im going to have to say goodbye *losing contact with people *death *people who hurt me, even though most dont even know theyve hurt me *people who hurt animals *people who abuse or take advantage of children *turning the radio on and to hear the end of a good song *..

My Interests

Tell her how you admire her,
always tell her you love her at all times,
when shes upset hold her tight,
pick her over all the other girls you hang out with
play with her hair,
pick her up and tickle her and wrestle with her
just talk to her, tell her jokes, bring her flowers just because
hold her hand and run,
just hold her hand,
throw pebbles at her window at night,
let her fall asleep in your arms,
sing to her no matter how awful you sound,
get her mad at you, then kiss her,
give her piggyback rides, push her on the swings,
tell her she looks beautiful,
when shes sad stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything.
look her in the eyes and smile,
kiss her on the forehead, and slow dance with her even if theres no music.
kiss her in the rain,
and when you fall in love with her,
tell her

Heroes:

my grandfather is my biggest hero. i loved him soo much and he was always there for me. we were really close and even though its been 7 years since hes past away, thinking about him still makes me cry