About Me
As if any one ever knows what to put in these boxes, its just all pointless anyways. Like anyone even gives a shit. I’m into metal, industrial, cyber, ebm and rock mainly. My fave bands are (hed) pe, nine inch nails, vnv nation, soulfly and pitchshifter! Also into loadsa other random bands which I cant be bothered to name, you know the genres so go figure!! I hate emo with a fucking passion, I hate the trend, the style, the dress, if you’re emo then fuck off!
call me shallow if you want, a lot of the time I am, I have a lot of the qualities that I hate in other people, so yeah I might be somewhat of a hyprocrite, but fuck it….i hate that in people too! We cant all be fucking perfect! I say the wrong things at the worst times ever, which always gets me into a load of shit, but hey! I always get through it!
im not a goth, yet I always get called it, yeah I dress in black! But that’s about as far as it goes! I like piercings. I like tattoo’s, I like sex, I masturbate too much. I have fucked people about too much, once again im not perfect, I never intended too. Yeah I am shit, but at least I can admit it! And at least I’ve learned from it and now know not to cheat on people, and fuck peoples best mates! They don’t tend to take it too well! I’ve grown up a lot since then, lol…believe it or not! I have a shitty past…woo, who doesn’t!!!
I have one of those lives that if I was to sit down and tell someone about it, they probably wouldn’t believe me that it was real. I never know what I want, and something scares me in thinking that maybe I never will. I don’t think I’m ever meant to be happy.
I also want to add that I fucking love the cure, they’re like my latest favourite band, lol….
I love going to gigs! I love festivals! I love any excuse to get up and have a dance, unless I feel like been a morbid cunt for the evening! I don’t talk to many people, cos I don’t like many people. There are very few people you ever really can trust which is truly disappointing, only very few that will be there for you, only very few that even give a shit!
If I sound arrogant or cocky then im not, even though I always get told I am! Its just a front, to hide my insecurities. But I can admit it all.
I like to read, I like Richard laymon, he is a fantastic author, and he always managed to get some sick and twisted shit into his books, he’s a fucking legend! I like books about child abuse, it doesn’t mean I myself am sick and twisted I just like to read about it all! 1984 by george orwell is one of the best books I have ever read! And William Shakespeare is also a fucking legend!!!
the crow is one of my fave films, so is American history x! I also like anything by Kevin smith!! The nightmare before Christmas, the butterfly effect, Donnie darko, gothika, American beauty, blow, trainspotting and some more which I wont name. Maybe because I cant think of them…but im sure there is more than that.
Yeah so that’ll do for now, its sorta a summary of me, makes me look out to be a shit person probably, but I do have my reasons for it all. I’m stupidly paranoid, I don’t hate myself…I just don’t like myself! I care too much, maybe because a lot of people just ever want sex, and it pisses me off soooo much! Alot of people think i dont care about anyone, and that im cold and emotionless, but thats not true at all. i just dont tend to admit to everyone my feelings, the people that need to know, know.
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the night me and my bestest friend managed to meet (hed)pe!!! oh yeah!
and this is me and my awesome sister at rock city on new years eve!! i love her lots too!!!
the three most important people in my life
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