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Well there are many thing's I could say about myself that you probably wouldn't understand, so I'll stick to the basics. As a given my name is Armando and yes, that is my birth name. I am 21 years old and I am an extremely nice person. No I not wish nor want to become a woman. The fact that my hair is long gives the incentive that I want to transform into another gender which is completely false. I am a boy / man and I will and forever will remain such. I do have my bitchy moments and I do get easily annoyed so don't get fooled by my charm and friendliness, some of you do get annoying after a while. I am a normal person with hopes and dreams and over-the-top desires in life. I party hard and work even harder, I enjoy working it makes my crazy life seem like it's not so crazy at all. Those who know me know I mean no harm, and those who barely know me think they see the real me by first impressions. First impressions aren't everything, especially when it comes in reference to myself.

Music to me is a way to escape the faults of life that come your way on a daily basis. I truly enjoy music and the part of it which is vocal not just melodic. Singing is something I truly am passionate about and would like to pursue a career in professionally. I always say I'm shy when it comes to singing and honestly, the moments when I truly am shy to sing infront of people are minimal. I sing all the time weather it be in my room, the shower, a park, a party, or even in a group choral, I sing and I enjoy it well. In high school I started in beginners choir and was moved that same week into the "advanced" mixed choir and then the following year moved into the vocal ensemble [which first year was an all woman's group and changed to advanced mixed choral voices]. I won my share of plaques and such because of it, it was an experience I'll never forget.

All poems are alike: rhymes, rhythms and same morals. True poems are filled with emotion that even the reader experiences thought the entire thing and is one that is remembered in it's entirety and meaning. My days of poetry haven't come to an end, I always enjoy a good poem when it comes my way. I love writing poetry, just like music, it helps release the soul of problems and worry. Not much to talk about the subject of poetry besides that if it's true poetry it speaks for itself.

I've only been in two relationships that were actual relationships, others were more of disappointments. I'd like to think I would make a good boyfriend when the people I date aren't complete superficial, shallow, moronic matches I find. When I am in a relationship the factors that matter the most to me are intelligence and Personality, looks are the last thing on my list. I find people attractive for who they are, not entirely what they look like. Everyone is shallow but I do not let being shallow completely take over my judgment. I've found some pretty amazing and wonderful people by not letting looks get in the way. If you open yourself completely and push away the value of looks aside you'll see your true match was right in front of you all a long, but you were blinded by what YOU want rather than what you COULD have. Giving someone a shot isn't the end of the world if it doesn't work out it doesn't work out, but being open to the idea can come to be the most amazing experience you could ever have. I've meet some wonderful friends by "giving it a shot." Don't let yourself be engulfed by society's standards.

Sex is such an over-rated act that consumes most relationships in this day and age. Everyone seems to think it's the most important thing to look forward to in a relationship which blinds them from the idea of what "true love" is. Most people that fall in "love" and get their heart broken mostly fall in love with the idea of them being their only sexual partner, weather they realize it or not. The people that put all their emotions behind sex will never experience what it is to be happy and never remember any happy moments besides the moments when they were intimate. I prefer to abide by people's wishes than pressure them into succumbing to your "needs." Called me old fashion but I know what true love is.