MiissBonnie<Psycho>

Bonnie: distinctively smart and stylish. marked by contemptuous or cocky boldness. or disregard of others =]
My circle is counted on one hand, that's all I need. All the shit i went through and lesson's i learned to this day keep me as strong as i am. The people I have in my life, I CHOOSE, not alot, but very few, because i trust them. I've been fucked over so many times in the past, I forgot count. If you're real to me, you'll get my respect..So be true. I learned that if your weak your broken, and i refuse to ever fall apart, By ANYONE or ANYTHING! completely 200% focused. my dreams won't be knocked down or tampered with, i'll always stay loyal to myself and the ones I LOVE. I don't let the actions of others move nor motivate me. i'm the type of person that has a lot of self respect. when i'm just doing what i have to do and making my moves, i notice no one else. i don't give five flying fucks about any man or any girl that's out there trying to break me , because news flash, no one has and no one EVER will. I don't want anything else than what i already have. Me, My boyfriend, my family, and those very few friends that i have. my mind is so righteous, no one can put me down. I put so much power into my thinking that it's impossible to prove me wrong. my talk might sound a little too "cocky" but that's because I've done alot of listening. So shut up, listen, learn, THEN TALK. Because I've been there, and you don't know how quick your own words can be turned against you. So get your mind straight before you speak to me.
if you don't know me, don't judge me and i suggest you don't lie to me either, I ALWAYS find out. i got everything i need in life. i'm heavily on MY shit, always have been for MYSELF and my foundation and always will be. TRUST has to be the BIGGEST thing with me, ask anyone. You break that trust, I automatically break that bond, no questions asked. Don't like the way I think? No one asked you to be my friend....Sorry. My mindstate and my moves are so unlike you and yours. i don't do what you do, I do what I need to do..To make it out in this world..for me. No one stops me. Do you know why i have very few friends in my life? Cause there's no knowledge or loyalty left in you fucks. Practice it, be about it, and start closin' your mouths.
knowledge, respect, loyalty, and love is power.
Ya Diigg?
Too many people try and walk over others. you'll really learn in this circle and industry that everyone is out for themselves. you'll always hear something about someone and i promise, it will always be negative. Dont always listen to what you hear. I think that would be the one thing I would change right now.
I'll amplify your fuckups and knock your mind around. I'll rip apart your values, and bring your structure down.
IT'S A STRANGE DESIRE...
BUT AN INFLICTING WOUND.
THIS IS HOW I'M WIRED.
I am DEEPER than you think.
If you would like to contradict me, I'm game.
I can most likely figure you out within 5 minutes of having a conversation with you.
I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind.
I thirst for you to figure me out.
You have now entered my masquerade.
You can uncover your facade.
I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love.
I value my family and those who are REAL.
I like to be fascinated by the anomalous.
I am constantly thinking and I love to write.
I have Loved... Lost... and Learned.
The three things that every soul should feel.
I yearn for those that put a smile on my face.
I crave for the one that will give to me what I will give back.
I do not belong in anyone's Virus.
Satisifaction is found on my own.
Don't Lust for what you See...
Desire what you know.
Truth and love are my law and worship;
Form and conscience are my manifestation and guide;
Nature and peace are my shelter and companion;
Order is my attitude;
Beauty and perfection are my attack.