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Charlie Hustle

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About Me

Sometimes I try to do things but it just doesn't work out the way I want it to, and I get real frustrated and then like I try hard to do it, and I like, take my time but it just doesn't work out the way I want it to. Its like, I concentrate on it real hard, but it just doesn't work out. And everything I do and everything I try, it never turns out. Its like, I need time to figure these things out, but theres always someone there going “hey Charlie, you know we've been noticing you've been having a lot of problems lately, you know? You need to maybe get away. And like, maybe you should talk about it, you'll feel a lot better.” And I'm all like “oh, nah, its ok, you know. I'll figure it out. Just leave me alone, I'll figure it out, you know? I'm just working on it by myself.” And they go “well, you know, if you wanna talk about it, I'll be here, you know? And you'll probably feel a lot better if you talk about it. So why don't you talk about it?” I go “no, I don't want to! I'm ok. I'll figure it out myself!” But they just keep bugging me, they just keep bugging me, and it builds up inside.
So you're gonna be institutionalized. You'll come out brainwashed with bloodshot eyes. You won't have anything to say. They'll brainwash you until you see their way.
I'm not crazy...All I wanted was a Pepsi, just one Pepsi, and she wouldn't give it to me! Just a Pepsi...
I'm not crazy - institutionalized...
Doesn't matter, I'll probably get hit by a car anyways.
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My Interests


I’m interested in: being witty, love, mania, living life without the aid of diacetylmorphine hydrochloride, god, shifting tides and anti-lock brakes, laughter, carrot juice, good coffee, sense of family, blasphemy for blasphemy’s sake, cornbread, the rise and fall of the Roman empire, Chuck Taylor, using a lot of commas when I'm not supposed to, fragmented sentences I didn't consider revising, and acceptance.

Music:

I can't think of any obscure bands to put here to look cool, sorry. I listen to what "They" make me. Bob Dylan and Blue October live in my glove compartment for insurance purposes. Miles Davis before bed
, New Order in the morning. Mindless Self Indulgence for a snack. Something/anything I can bang/nod/fuck my head with. Supermarket Muzac is always nice. Crickets chirping. Frogs croaking. Women moaning. I listen to anything that let's me escape from me.

Movies:

Movies are like books you read; only, someone else read it and put the pictures they saw in their head onto film for you. I like movies. Compiling a list of movies that I like is tedious and somewhat segregating. I tend to be more attracted to dialogue and direction, as opposed to explosions, blood, and penetration. Independent movies are probably my favorite, although who doesn’t like a big blockbuster now and again? I will say this: If you have ever seen the movie Box of Moonlight please get a hold of me, we need to talk.

Television:

Having directed six episodes of The Greatest American Hero and successfully ruining the career of William Katt, I’ve been asked to never watch or talk about television by every Jew in Hollywood. I’m here to say that William Katt’s cocaine addiction and subsequent murder spree was not a result of my directorial debacles, but rather his conversion to Scientology. Furthermore, I want the industry to know that I’m watching HBO and other assorted networks series via the internet... Plotting and scheming. I’m back!

Books:

My daily reading consists of blogs, emails, and the newspaper. I remember a time when I always had a book to read and was always reading a book. That was a time when the word “terrorism” wasn’t used so much. Not that my lack of reading has anything to do with terrorism, it’s just a time-table thing. I will read anything Chuck Palahniuk writes. I’m also quite fond of some dead folks and the shit they’ve written. If you have any suggestions I’m all ears... or eyes rather. Books are great; I should read more of them. I'm not all that well-read, but I plan on rectifying that in a matter of moments.

Heroes:

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My Blog

GROUND: Reformat/Remix

Stay with what you hate; stay with what you know. No room in this town to grow ’up down turn around&’ Through pure muddy eyes I see god and yet I cannot always see god even wit...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Wed, 19 Mar 2008 07:15:00 PST

Blasé.

Lie. A lot. It's that I don't know better; it's easy and maybe I'm a creature of habit or lazy, not quite sure. Yet. I'm not a sociopath; I will avoid a dog while driving and don't want certain pe...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 06:06:00 PST

How to Build an Atomic Bomb out of a Blog

"There is a time when the operation of the machine becomes so odious, makes you so sick at heart, that you can't take part; you can't even passively take part, and you've got to put your bodies upon t...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Sat, 12 Jan 2008 03:41:00 PST

MY LADY FILLED IN THE BLANKS

My name:Charlie HustleWho is the love of my life: NathanielWhere did we meet: In a hospital/churchTake a stab at my middle name: Edward Leiban...i hope thats how u spell itHow long have you known me:3...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 09:36:00 PST

99 Words Constitutes Confusion

Submission with little or no commission, either way I need to rack up rejection.I racked up tons in the Nineties, but not those kinds.  I will not bleed over these.  I don't plan on bleeding...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Sun, 06 Jan 2008 04:16:00 PST

As Good as it Gets

Depression comes in like fleets of inexpensive Korean made cars. The Earl Grey tea doesn't seem to help, however tasty; neither does the pills, any of them, or maybe I can't tell because ther...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 04:36:00 PST

This theoretically constitutes a Poem: Working TitleLurk

What the fuck two buck Chuck Sneaky little varmints watching from afarMake yourselves be knownI see you prody little fuckers Lurking in the shadows like a thief in the smog of...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Mon, 17 Dec 2007 03:28:00 PST

Billy the Wiz with a little Blah-Blah

It creeps its way to my forebrain, stalking me like a panther."We've come to see the wizard, the wonderful&" I am quite certain they will be playing that classic movie this wonderful 3 religion sea...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Mon, 03 Dec 2007 06:55:00 PST

Cody Dylan Ferbrache

Never been a big studier of Dreamology, can't even say I believe in that sort of thing.  Seeing how I spend unwanted hours in dream-state wakefulness, I don't really want to, but. Cody, once...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 02:56:00 PST

Today I:

There is nothing I have to do in this moment.  Here in lies tremendous freedom from, well, everythingfive out of six I'd say givin' ole Maslow's account of how it aught to be.  I have the f...
Posted by Charlie Hustle on Mon, 26 Nov 2007 07:25:00 PST