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adsila

~*~ adsila's dreams and desires ~*~

About Me

this girl is just a slave .... to serve a Master is her olny job .... to trust Him with everything that is her .... to give herself to Him fully and completely .... girl will one day be able to share that with her Master. girls eyes are scared. her eyes are scared of pain, or rejection. she knows how much it hurts to lose someone she cared for, but in return they dumped her like a sack of potatoes! Someday she will find her special friend, or lover, so dont stay hidden too much. girl also has seen much misery when it comes to guys too, so she pefers to keep it safe, and keep her heart locked up from every guy or girl that seems to be interested. she doesn't wanna go through anymore pain....

My Interests

this girl is interested in may things ... she will only list a few here. she loves to read, write, dj at ..Infinity-Radio, design graphics, and working on her website that is being moved and revamped. here it is girl's new home ~*~dreams of a slave~*~

I'd like to meet:

this girl knows that she does not have to put anything here. girl wants to meet very few people and those that she does want to meet know who they are and need not be mentioned here. she holds very few close to her heart and loves all beings but those she wants to meet are way closer than most.

Music:

this girl listens to an irc.bondage.com station called Infinity Radio .... c&p this into your media player and tune in .... http://eu02.egihosting.com:8074/listen.pls ...... this girl dj's Sunday - Saturday from 2-4pm EST and Sunday - Thursday 8-10pm EST ..... catch her show and maybe you will hear some mysterious and sensual sounds

Movies:

yes this girl loves movies. she has quite a collection. ranging from extreamly sappy to bloodfest. she wantes all types including harry potter to avp.

Television:

here lately the girl has not been watching much television. she is stuck on a sappy movie kick and needs to use that to gain romance in her life.

Books:

currently girl is reading Book 1 - Tarnsman of Gor. she loves to read and can read anything.

Heroes:

this girls heros are the people who no matter what always follow their own path. they are the ones that are natural born leaders. they are everywhere and girl is thankful for them.

My Blog

another day ....

*yawns*   - ok this may not be a huge entry because girl is seriously worn out.  girl has been bustin her ass all day today.  from cleaning out the car (mom is getting a new one) to r...
Posted by adsila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Lessons .....

well this girl has started on a *new* road today.  she has started with lessons that will include how to position herself as a Gorean slave.  yes for all of you out there tht know what that ...
Posted by adsila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

more clamps .....

another day for fun and excitement.  more and more this girl is finding that arouses her.  oh man .... Master had this girl do the clamps again.  the one got a little stuck but all in a...
Posted by adsila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

pain is a good thing .....

well, this girl had her first experiment to see if she will enjoy pain.  girl thinks so far so good ... her tits still sting from the clamps that were placed on them.  gods she found it so h...
Posted by adsila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

new look .... girl likes

«@»«@»«@»«@»«@»«@»well today was a busy day.  been dj'n something wicked.  girl had to actually put it on auto cause of everything going on.  can't write too much.  girl is current...
Posted by adsila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

COLOR!!!!

«@»«@»«@»«@»«@»«@»0kies who likes the girl's colors ... sorry Josh girl had to change the blog. girl needed it to be more like her     girl thanks You for all Your help  «@»«@»«@»«...
Posted by adsila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

first *real* blog

«@»«@»«@»«@»«@»«@»well this girl is writing her first entry on this thing. girl finds this truly amazing. girl is still thinking about the color combinations. she is not quite sure that it looks right...
Posted by adsila on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST