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About Me


i'm jessy
music is my life
writing is my outlet
friends and family are closest to my heart
i fuck up a lot
i like to drink
impulsive
some people say i'm an asshole, story of my life
i aspire to be a musician and do some touring
i'm going places, i just don't know when or where.
this god forsaken town is my home, and i love it and hate it.
i have very few people i can genuinely call my friends
i love to watch movies
i enjoy the company of most people and i'm down to meet whoever

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My Interests

I'd like to meet:



someone interesting.
someone to keep me on my toes.
someone that will make an impact in my life.
someone honest
cute
good head on her shoulders and is going places
&

Emma Stone

"i'll find it again, in a different place. in a different time, with a different face. i'll keep moving, because i've got to keep moving."

My Blog

headaches

drunk again and i still can't you out of my mind,i don't want there to be a next time,as i write to you at 4 am, i'm fell for you and you could give a damn,you're not responding to any of my calls,and...
Posted by on Sat, 21 Nov 2009 14:07:00 GMT

don't save who doesn't want to be saved

i always felt my place was six feet underground, it doesn't seem like the good things i do are going to come around,i'm tired, i'm anxious, i'm fucking hopeless,can't pull myself out of this fucked up...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Sep 2009 01:02:00 GMT

deja vu

i'm writing this once again,things aren't getting better because i'm not letting them,it's not my dumb luck thatprevents everything from getting better,it's my lack of wanting to do anything anymore,i...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Mar 2009 09:06:00 GMT

content

it's been almost a month, since i had last seen you,and i can finally breathe again, you're long gone, and i'm fine with that,i've come to realize nothing is to good to be true,you shouldn't give up o...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 00:07:00 GMT

my friends come first

in a situation of self doubtand lack of motivation,there will always be someonethere for you,all you have to do is let them in,don't be afraid to break down,don't be afraid to tell them thing...
Posted by on Tue, 21 Oct 2008 18:35:00 GMT

here we go again

so we're standing here killing time, hoping this will be our time to shinewanting to get the fuck out of this town,a home for clones of the same kids,we're all well known failures,so start placing you...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 10:01:00 GMT

weve become our own enemies

why do we cling on the things that hurt us?we live life with our hearts in hand and with our fucked up misperception on happiness,at times it seems like nothing will satify our thirst for satisfaction...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Jun 2008 02:02:00 GMT

untitled

regardless of the situation,if someones not letting me down,i'm letting my self down,pathetic, anxious, pissed off,it's like i lie to myself soi can pretend i'm happy,forcing smiles and faking content...
Posted by on Tue, 17 Jun 2008 01:13:00 GMT

biggest letdown

so you continue faking smiles and walking around with a mis perception on happiness, telling yourself you're fine andsetting yourself up for the letdown,hoping cards will turn in your favor, orthat th...
Posted by on Mon, 26 May 2008 16:13:00 GMT