.Beautiful Disaster.

FAITH 'BEAUTIFUL DISASTER'
"What's the difference of NEVER KNOWING at all? When every step I take is always TOO SMALL. Maybe it's just something I can't admit. But lately I feel like I DON'T GIVE A SHIT."
I've been a bad, bad girl.
"Don't you tell me to (deny it). I've done wrong and I want to suffer for my sins."
I've come to you 'cause I need GUIDANCE to be TRUE. And I just don't know where I can begin. What I need is a good defense. 'CAUSE I'M FEELIN' LIKE A CRIMINAL. And I need to be REDEEMED!I will go quietly, don't move your chair. Won't even try it. Wouldn't even DARE. Hold down the mystery, with a throat full of bleach. And I won't go talking now, not even a sigh. I'll sleep on a broken bough, with a nail in my eye. And I won't hear a beat again. I will go quietly. HOPE dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption, winding in winding out, the shine of it has caught my eye, and roped me in so mesmerizing and so hypnotizing I am captivated, I am vindicated, I am SELFISH, I am WRONG, I am Right I swear I'm right, swear I knew it all along and I AM FLAWED BUT I AM CLEANING UP SO WELL!
They call me 'quiet', but I'm a riot.
Step back gonna come at ya fast. I'm driving out of control and getting ready to crash. Won't stop shaking up what I can. I serve it up in a shot, so suck it down like a man. So baby yes I know what I am and no I don't give a damn. And you'll be loving it. Kiss kiss gonna tell you right now. I'll make it sweet on the lips i'll simply knock you out. Shut up I don't care what you say. Cuz when we both in the ring you're gonna like it my way. Yeah baby there's a villain in me so sexy sour and sweet And you'll be loving it. Let the fun and games begin. She is spayed and broken in. Skin is cold and white. Such a lovely lonely night
What I found in this town...Hello little boys, little toys. We’re the dreams you'll believe in. Crawling up the walls, running down your face. Razor sharp, razor clean. Feel the weapon's sensation, on your back...With loaded guns. Now hold on to me pretty baby. If you want to fly. I’m gonna melt the fever sugar, rolling back your eyes. I want to be in another place. I hate when you say you don't understand. (You'll see its not meant to be) I want to be energy. Not with the ENEMY, a place for my head. I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry I'm blue. I'm sorry about all things I said to you. And I know, I cant take it back.