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elisha jaafar

live life to the fullest coz u only live it once

About Me


Im one of those thats really hard to describe actually..i can be bubbly at times and a pain as well..i live to succeed with my stubbornness and the attitude of having to get what i want i got myself here..the start of my career at 19, gone this far in Dubai with my first job and darn well feel good about it.
I am who i am and nobody can change that. i know that im not whati used to be but i guess you have to change to be someone..i hate hypocrites and liars but then again to stand amongst humans it is a must..im not proud of it and neither is anybody but u gotta do what u gotta do to survive. Dubai has taught me a lot and i learned that standing on your 2 feet and keeping ur head up is a hard lesson to be learned but with support and strength u can do it no matter where you are.

My Interests

chocolate.chokichoki.eyeliner.fruitylipgloss.gold.bronze.bla ck.escada.pleasures.bodyshop.zara.forever21.beaches.nightlif e.dancing.breezers.esse.malaysia.home.family.friends.shisha. laughter.wrinkles on peoples faces when they smile.coke.las caretas.music.peejay.travelling.blue skies.the smell of rain.running in fields.being myself.home.kuala lumpur.malaysia.spicy food.a good laugh.a nice sense of humour.a sincere smile.the beach.sun.butterflies.hugs.family.friends.shopping.good wine.life as it is

I'd like to meet:


If i would say anybody, i would be lying because honestly i don't think anyone one would want to meet mofo's that's desperate for attention right? So basically if ur the type of person that has good purposes in life and believe that life does have meaning feel free for an add..Otherwise...go and screw yourself!!

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Music:

anything actually except for techno, country and dangdut!!

Books:

anything scary and creepy i guess, books by cecilia lahern, lori foster,

Heroes:

Hildegard Ahmad
The one woman who i believe lived her life to the fullest. Without her i wouldn't even be here with the strength in me to move ahead.My grandma, my story teller, the one who always knew how to make me smile.
30th June 1930 - 9th January 2005
Elina Abdul Aziz
My mother, my strength and the one that pushed me to be here today. She's my support, my life, and i thank her so much because without her determination, again i wouldn't be here right now.
Renee Aziz Ahmad
She really showed to all that know her that life is more than death and even as a ex-cancer paitent, she really showed us all the life is worth living to the very end no matter what obstacles you face.

My Blog

changes

Coming back here really made me realize that life doesn't treat you well or at least you can never get everything that you want..Getting that promotion made me think at that time " gosh my life is per...
Posted by elisha jaafar on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 12:26:00 PST

.............

It's weird on how life goes. some make the best out of it and some just throw it away. The past year working so hard and gaining that promotion made me content..finally content. All the tears, sweat, ...
Posted by elisha jaafar on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 11:08:00 PST

screaming out loud!!

i wanna scream!! i dont know why!! i feel so much anger in me!! maybe im just tired..tired of bullshit that goes on everyday!! Someone please help me!!God please help me!! Keep me sane for it is lost!...
Posted by elisha jaafar on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 02:41:00 PST

chapter 2

Well the month of being home has passed and here i am back here again all alone to fulfill my career.. Being home really made me feel so complete and whole especially being around family and friends b...
Posted by elisha jaafar on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 04:19:00 PST

feels good to be home..

man does it feel good to be home..after the months waiting..going crazy on when i'll freking go home..i guess im back finally..Many things that were unexpected has happened since i left and many thing...
Posted by elisha jaafar on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 08:53:00 PST

confused

I know I gotta start packing, start clearing things out but I just don'y have the mood!!My contracts not a 100% confirmed coz of that slow bi**h but then again I dun wanna rush in the last minute! I'm...
Posted by elisha jaafar on Sat, 15 Oct 2005 02:18:00 PST

for my baby jim

He makes me laugh, He makes me smile, Being with him is worthwhile, I love his touch, I love his warmth, I love his eyes, I love his smile, He taught me to smile, H...
Posted by elisha jaafar on Mon, 15 Aug 2005 10:27:00 PST