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jessica♥

About Me



I'm not the girl you want me to be.
I never do whats best for me.
I could be content with a camera, the beach, friends, baseball games, and a coloring book:)
I'm looking to try new things.
I don't want to be mainstream.
I'm trying to become me and hoping someone will love me in the end.


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My Blog

like a phone call from my baby....

In about 30 days I will be done with my freshman year in college. I have grown so much in such a short amount of time. And for once in my life I am so content with where I am. I have amazing friends. ...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Mar 2009 08:34:00 GMT

i know sometimes it's gonna rain.

I dont know where my words are going to come from for this. I have hurt too many people in the past few weeks; including myself. I dont need this and no one deserves this. I didnt mean to do a lot ...
Posted by on Fri, 20 Feb 2009 17:55:00 GMT

your an island...

Music is the key to my soul. It moves me and sways me in a way nothing else can. Ive always used music to express my feelings or to cheer me up. Categorizing songs into groups to describe me could ha...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jan 2009 13:51:00 GMT

starting with me..

happy christmas eve. for some reason this year it doesnt feel like christmas. there is not stocking hung by the chimney with care. no christmas tree for the grinch to stuff up my chimney. no table set...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Dec 2008 08:55:00 GMT

you took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart.

Seems to me that times are looking up slowly. Life always has a way of showing you things and confusing what you thought would happen. I've allowed myself to be somewhat pushed around by people and li...
Posted by on Sun, 21 Dec 2008 10:25:00 GMT

to be continued....

I am growing up by force not choice. I miss me. Societal changes that occur as you grow older and are forced to make your way to the adult world suck. I know things change and I always preach the "bet...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Dec 2008 10:34:00 GMT

lost and insecure you found me.

Where were you?  How do you really know what makes you happy and what is just for temporary smiles? It seems to me that sometimes the things you thought you always needed you didn't need at all. ...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Nov 2008 17:56:00 GMT

manifest.

lets just say november 2008 has been quite monumental. it's sucked royally. friend drama, not getting OL, money problems, broken car, bad grades, feeling ugly, and being sick. im not one to give up. b...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Nov 2008 11:48:00 GMT

planet rock.

as we sit reconciling in our own guilt. we realize we make good and bad decision. love is an element found graciously in the hearts of children. and hate is death. energy is derived from happines...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Oct 2008 11:07:00 GMT

shit happens.

things happen sometimes when in your life you dont need them. things come at the right times too. i miss my bestfriend more than ever and i realize even though we are miles apart shes there for me no ...
Posted by on Tue, 23 Sep 2008 19:39:00 GMT