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About Me

If I had to name someone physically alive as my hero, it would be this man. But you knew that already. . . I LOVE this video.
I like really spicy food that makes me sweat. I drink way too much coffee. I'm hyper and sometimes insensitive. I don't do enough for my community, but I'd like to change that. I'm horrible at calling people back. I think I'm smart. I love to cook. I really love to bake. I want to learn how to can, jams, jellies, pickled things. I can't wait to plant my garden in the spring. I love church on sundays (www.whchurch.org) and singing praise and worship. I love my future husband. I love my three year old daughter. I have a nasty temper that I've been trying really hard to do away with. I want to quit smoking. I don't want to quit smoking. I'm also indecisive sometimes. My goal is to keep polishing myself so I can reflect the light a little clearer. I'm the happiest right now I've ever been in my life. And if I don't know you yet, I just might like to. I return emails better than phone calls. . .
I love being in my own house and having my own kitchen. I love my man and my crazy four year old daughter.
I think I'm wierd. Most people agree.
Just ask yourself two things: What color does a smurf turn when you choke it? And can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane?
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

The groundhog's shadow

Anyone with a vocabulary.. Anyone who likes books but doesn't think what they read defines them as a person. Anyone who liked the book more than the movie. Anyone who can see the movie as a seperate piece of art, and like it for what it is. Somebody to sit and watch Pride and Prejudice with me.

I think everyone should watch the news. I think no one should believe it. I think we lack journalism in this country, along with integrity. I've watched three major catastrophies unfold on tv in a few short years, all resulting from different things. But the media has disrespected every situation in my opinion. We are shameful as Americans that we watch and accept the crap they put on tv. And don't even get me started on politics. . .

Anyone who believes in the need for a mass cultural change in this country. . .

I'd like to meet Jesus in the flesh. I'd like to meet more Christians who don't define themselves by their denomination. I'd like to meet more people who want to talk about God.

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My Blog

Crazy Brain

I don't want to quit smoking. I wish my computer wasn't broken. I'm tired of doing these things. I wish I could blog more. For some reason dumping all my craziness out into the world feels bette...
Posted by on Thu, 22 May 2008 12:02:00 GMT

Ella, ella, eh eh eh

I was mad at that songIt stole every good line I hadHow am I supposed to write about umbrellas without thinking, eh eh eh ehBah. I'll go back to listening to that other song I'm obsessed with. "you ca...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 21:07:00 GMT

Family Feud! From Amanda!

YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO USE MY ANSWERS!!!!!! GOOD LUCK!!!1. Name something you use in the shower?SHAMPOOSOAPrazor2. Name something a football player wears under his uniform?A JOCK STRAPLUCKY T-SHIRTsho...
Posted by on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 20:42:00 GMT

I never planned to leave you, you never planned to stay

Plentywords and music by Sandra McCracken c 1999 Same Old Dress Music (ASCAP) All rights reserved.Dishes piled on the counterYou are not in the mood for meA stale beam of light pulls your face from th...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Mar 2008 23:59:00 GMT

Three pounds of baking chocolate

I miss my computer desk. I can't wait to have a computer room. Somedays I don't even remember they're gone. It's a feeling no one can anticipate. I wake up thinking about Jeremy and realize it's...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 21:19:00 GMT

If there was a better way to go then it would find me. . .

Go out and sit on the lawn and do nothing. . . I miss lazy summer days. Come back to me sunlight. Green grass. Pretty birds. Lawn chairs. Who besides me is ready for the snow to melt?
Posted by on Tue, 19 Feb 2008 15:06:00 GMT

Something inside of me just got happier

69 Questions Guaranteed You've Never Answered(unless you've taken this quiz before)1. What would you do if your ex just showed up at your house right now?I don't like this question. Pass. 2. What desc...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 08:28:00 GMT

But not a real green dress, thats cruel

We laughed. We sang loudly, screwing up most of the lyrics. I forgot I was mad at him. He always had that ability with me. Now I wish I could forget I was mad at him. Thing is, I was actuall...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Sep 2007 20:29:00 GMT

Once upon a time

2002, I sat on Mikey's lap in the Outreach room one day and heard words I didn't want to hear. Long story short, I had been lied to. But he didn't tell me that. He was one of my best friends. Everyone...
Posted by on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 08:01:00 GMT

Remembering is the hardest of all

I heard your voiceIn your bright shirtYour cut off jeansYou asked me a question, and we talkedabout our hometown, about highschooland you looked deep into my eyesLike no one else had(like no one else ...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Sep 2007 13:04:00 GMT