Dear Mommy,
"As each day goes by it seems harder and harder to know that your really gone. I still feel as if your just on a very long vacation and your coming home soon, but reailty hits and I know your not. Although i know your all around me and protecting me. There never goes a day that I don't shed at least one tear for you, even to the point where I cry myself to sleep. There isn't one day that i don't look at your beautiful picture and stare at you for a prolong period of time, there never goes a day I don't sit in my room and talk to you, tell you how much I miss you. I would give eveything I own all I posses all I believe in just to see your face and tell you how much I love you and show how incredibly bad I just want to hold you and smell your sweet motherly smell. Your a hero to me no matter of what went on in your life, you'll always be the one I look up to. I wish I could shout out to the world or tell the world how remarkable you were, but all I can do now is live my life day by day, moment for moment, and tear for tear, for I won't see you again till I become one of the LORD's angels once again, just as you have. All I ask of you my sweet dear mommy is to watch over this loving family that has stayed here on earth while we watched you slip into heaven, help us find happiness that we lost when you became our guardian angel. This is the most difficult time in my life in your family's life and I know all we ask of you is to always be by our side in spirit. I know we will smile again, we will laugh again and we will find joy in our lives again but we need you to guide us to that. For I now feel alone and so heartbroken that only a mothers touch could make me feel better, but all i have is memories and pictures, so help me mommy help me be happy again, give me the strengh to be strong. There were so many things I wanted to tell you but i never got to, well i guess you know now and I just wish i could have gotten to know what you thought. I'm goin to miss you till the day I see you again and till that time push me to be the mommy you were, push me to be the wife that you were, push me to be the daughter you were, BUT mostly and above all push me to be the person you are..." ***I LOVE YOU FORVER AND FOR ALL ETERNITY*** your loving daughter, Michelle~*In loving memory of my beautiful mother... 11/23/1961-04/18/2008*~~*~All whO matter to me~*~
lOvE A little bit of PAIN for a lifetime of GLORY~J.W.
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