About Me
MySpace Codes Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian though we know it will never be. You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence. We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal village that transcends man-made law, physical geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One Massive. We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness, and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all equal. Not only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the very music slamming into us and passing through our souls: we are all equal. And somewhere around 35Hz we could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen our minds, our bodies, and our spirits. Pushing us to turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from creating this magical bubble that can, for one evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and pollution of the outside world. It is in that very instant, with these initial realizations that each of us was truly born. We continue to pack our bodies into clubs, or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left for naught, and we bring life to them for one night. Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most intense, most hedonistic form. In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from the shackles and restraints you've put on us for your own peace of mind. We seek to re-write the programming that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the moment we were born. Programming that tells us to hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through mazes and on hamster wheels. Programming that tells us to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close our minds, instead of open them. Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the distopian reality of a world you've created for us, we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance, Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility and Respect. Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in place to stop us from celebrating our existence. But know that while you may shut down any given party, on any given night, in any given city, in any given country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can never shut down the entire party. You don't have access to that switch, no matter what you may think. The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never fade. The party will never end. I am a raver, and this is my manifesto. ~Peace, Love, Unity, Respect!!!!!
NAme--- Brandi Lynn
Birthday--- 10.25.85
Birth place--- Logan, UT
Current Location--- Clinton, UT
Hair color --- redish-brown
Eye color--- blue
Weight--- 120
Height--- 5'4"
Heritage--- umm???
Whats your "shoe"?--- 8
Whats your "jeans"?--- 5/6
Who's your idol?--- Angelina Jolie
CLothing line--- whatevers cheapest lol
Whats your favorite color?--- purple and green
Favorite Alcohol I dont drink
Favorite Beer--- i think i answered that
Favorite Drug--- OPIATES!!! mmm...opiates ♥
Favorite Food--- certainly not pizza...i LOVE chinese food!
Favorite Movie--- GIA, Set It Off and Ghost Rider
Favorite Show--- I LOVE The Bad Girls Club!!! Adult Swim, Crime & Punishment, Bob the Builder lol
Your Weakness--- ♥My sexy man..I would do anything for him
Your Fears--- life, death, being separated from my son, drowning, trains, heights, ghosts, darkness, myself, guns...u could say im afraid of everything..
Kids--- kids are the greatest gift in the world. my son is my life and gets me though each and every day
Marriage--- i am engaged..probably sometime next fall :)
Ever broken a bone?--- no, but I'm sure my son will break enough bones 4 the both of us :)
Favorite holiday--- aLL hoLLoWs EvE
Favorite day of the week--- every day of the week sucks!!
Thoughts before you go to sleep--- every damn thing i can think of..i love to watch my son sleeping before and wonder what hes dreaming, and i am always thinking about my love, sterling, before bed too since i usually see him right before i go to bed
Are you single?--- nope, i am soo in love with the most amazing guy :)
Whats your favorite music?--- techno most of all: D&B, breakbeats, house, trance; i also love rock, rap and r&b and all other kinds of music too.
Mcdonalds or Burger King?--- i dont like either really but i like MDs double cheese :)
Do you smoke cigarettes or weed?--- I dont do drugs and Im working on quitting cigarettes too :)
Do you shower daily?--- o hell ya!
Have you been in love?--- i AM in love with Sterling, my heart belongs to him
Are you a health freak?--- no, sometimes i wish i could be a little more crazy like that, tho
Worst pet peaves--- hair on me..mostly on my hands, my hands being wet or sticky, someone touching my nails, when people chomp their gum, people that dont leave tips @ restaurants but leave a huge mess cuz they have like 12 kids (f'n utah), selfish parents, when people dont say hi to babies that say hi to them (like in the store &.. assholes), people that torture animals for fun, crackheads, damn, im gettin irritated just thinkin about it.
Whos your Best friend--- My son..he never judges me, gives the best kisses, always makes me smile even when im pissed off @ the world, is the funniest person i know and lightens the atmoshphere everywhere he goes. my mama..she is the greates person in the world and i love her so much. my love, sterling..he fills the emptiness in my soul that noone else has ever been able to..i have very few friends now that i dont use drugs..imagine that! Also Ryan and Amber, even tho i never get to talk to them and they never have time for me, they will both always hold a special place in my heart
Do you play sports?--- is dancing a sport???
Are you lazy?--- i wish i could be..in some aspects i guess i am.
do you like thunderstorms--- as long as i dont have to drive anywhere then i love them!
People that have made a difference in your life--- My son most of all and Sterling..they give me the strength that i need to strive to be a better person each and every day. My mom, my family and sterlings parents because even tho i betrayed them all horribly, they still believe in me and are willing to do everything they can to help me make my life better...i love them all very much
Do you go skinny dipping?--- i would love to but im always worried of the police, they seem to be hiding behind every bush
Do you sing in the shower?--- ALL THE TIME!!
Your most missed memory--- high school, AMBER and CANDACE & BOBBY my bestest buddies in the whole world..
Best physical feature--- my eyes, my smile and over the years ive learned to like my nose a lil lol. but my boobs are the most fun to play with :/
Best part of your personality--- i dunno, i think maybe my ability to make people laugh. ive learned how to make people feel comfortable in any situation.
Most embarassing moment--- too many to name, i embarass myself on a daily basis @ work lol
How do you want to die?--- fast and painlessly or in my sleep dreaming of all the good people i shared my life with
Do you steal?--- i feel sometimes that im a klepto cuz i find myself compelled to take things that i dont even need or want just because i know im good @ it but i try not to bcuz karmas a b*tch
Ever gotten in a fight? Ever beaten up?--- ive hit a few people in my day, and choked someone once...but the little bastard deserved it
Lifetime goal--- to travel to atleast some other countries and raise a few children that live happy healthy lives, and also to have a relationship with someone for many years like my great grandparents and be married in the temple
Ever been called a tease?--- maybe a few times
Who's your dream date?--- anything with my baby, he makes me sooo happy
Favorite thing to do--- play with my son (he has the cutest laugh), daydream, have heart to heart talks with good friends and my mom, teach my son new things, go swimming with my friends and my son, hang out with sterling, he can always make me smile and we have the best conversations
Favorite thing in a guy (must have)-- good with kids, theres nothing sexier than my man playing with my son and hearing them both laugh. i love watching sterling and rainan play soccer, its so damn cute!!
Favorite thing in a friend--- loyalty, i will do anything for anyone who would do anything for me..needless to say, i dont know many people like that and thats why i have like 3 friends
Favorite actor--- they all seem so much alike :/ but johnny depp is so sexy!!
Biggest achievement--- graduating high school and coming off of heroin
Biggest Regret--- letting people walk all over me, using drugs, cutting myself, letting my mom down
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!i my man!!I have a wonderful boyfriend that makes me feel so good about myself. He is the best thing that ever happened to me (besides Rainan). My son is my pride and joy. I love him more than anything or anyone in the whole world.? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?
