About Me
Relationship life before describing who I am:
I am currently in a relationship, and its been going on for over 4 years. So that means I am very happy and very unavailable. I am hopelessly devoted to Todd. And now we are officially married!! He has stolen my heart and I never want it back.
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~The Facts~
I am the youngest of 5 siblings. There's my sister Cori, sister Nicole, sister Tiffani, my brother Jake, and then lastly me. I am an aunt to 8 kids each and everyone of them are special to me. By oldest to youngest its Jeriod, Katey, Riyan, Matty, Devin, Ian, Bella, and Scout. I live right near most of my family members; which is great since I am family oriented. My sisters and my Mother are my heroes and my dearest friends.
~Past~
In school even till high school; I was that grrl that danced randomly during class. Laughed out loud during quiet test times, spoke out to my teachers when needing an answer... which annoyed everyone.. I always had a question. I fought the bullies in school for hurting handicapped kids; then my mom would get the phone call... I was also the girlie nerd (most days) who was scared of everything but somehow stood out enough to be noticed. People knew me in school and they either liked me or not... (Yea I sang Footloose in school... so what?)
Growing up with seeing 'Man's' short comings/failures; voiced prejudice towards special needs people made me grow a chip on my shoulder. Seeing the bleak emptiness and cold ignorance, made me know then and there at a young age without even understanding it, I placed average people on a higher standard... (If I am making sense. I expect more from people, on so many different levels because of my childhood. My brother never had a baby sister once I hit the second grade... he had a protector.)
~Now~
I hate make up except for eye liner and I don't style my hair often. I am your country grrl meets grrl next door. I am very much a perfectionist with my things, like I want my room and things clean and organized. I love meeting new people, cause each person has their own story to tell and I enjoy hearing them. I'm a hopeless romantic naturally. All you need is love, right? But NEVER mistaken my friendliness as something more. A friend is a friend, I have my love Todd, already.
I am sometimes a pessimist (who isn't?) but mostly a realist. I love to laugh . . (who doesn't?) Even when I am so furious at a person, it only takes moments before they get me laughing again... that's love for you though. I'm gonna be honest. . . I have no confidence in myself, and I also think badly of myself. But Hell, that's probably the most severe of my negative traits.
I am argumentative, (some say stubborn), irrational when upset, a flirt, a creative thinker, talkitive, passionate, an enthusiast, and emotional. I wear my heart right on my sleeve. If a friend cries I cry with them. I'm here with you every step of the way. I take loyalty, faithfulness, and love seriously. I have no time for games when it comes to those things. You either be faithful, loving, and loyal to me or hit the road. Now now don't think of me as cruel or heartless, for I am not. I am sensible and honest. And if you give me your loyalty, your love, and your complete faithfulness; you'll never find a better friend.
~Holler Outs~
I would like to take this moment to point out all my best friends who have been there for me. Who have helped shape my life for the good. I am not a social butterfly but I never was the girl in the shadows either. My friends accept me for all that I am; and I would like to have them known to the world. I love you Heather, Alison, Thessaly, Aidan, Holly, and Cassandra. You will always have a place in my heart, and a spot along side my spirit. Thank you.