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Wilsonic

I was always worth it; I just wasn't self aware of it yet.

About Me

I CHANGED MY GENDER TO 'FEMALE' SO THAT UNDER SEXUAL ORIENTATION I COULD BE A LESBIAN. LOL!!!!I think the Queer population is a knowledgeable, fun loving, and unique bunch. A lot of us are "involved" in social issues and cool and trendy with our fashion and knowledge for things such as organic food and the environment. The Asian community is bi-cultural, positively stereotyped (for the most part), and dedicated. Some are bi-racial or bi-sexual, and I am bi-cultural and love and identify with both. In reference to my parents and other Koreans, I think they are extremely invested in their children's success (although it might not usually be apparent), and they work tirelessly with style and grace. It's admirable and positively stimulating. I am a part in all this, but I am also just WILSON (without the labels). I'm straight forward but not blunt. My only way of communicating with others is with truthfulness, undivided attention, and authenticity. I find dating to be foreign but MORE than willing to approach guys because I love stepping out of my comfort zone. I love trying new foods, going to new places, having new conversations, and just about anything new.

My Interests

Public karaoke. Acting. Singing r&b, soul, pop, ballads. Newly interested in Blues, Folk, Songwriters. Cooking new recipes. Love virtually all food. Even shrimp heads and fish eyes. Love dim sum, stir fry, hamburgers, and close relationships. Love my family. Conscious about environment. Dancing here and there to hip-hop. Want to learn hip-hop dancing. Excited about my vocal music career. Learning how to breathe correctly while singing. Love instrument players and kindness. Thunderstorms, rain, snow, sun. Favorite times of the day are mornings and nights.

I'd like to meet:

A good cooks who can teach me. If you're not much of a cook, someone who is willing to motivate and teach me to cook because dining out is expensive even though I LOVE it! Let's discuss! I was talking with a friend the other day and came to a small but HUGE realization that there is no LOGICAL explanation as to what guys are unattainable or not to me. I don't mean this in a cocky way, but I recognize that when I am nervous because a guy SEEMS "too hot" for me to approach, there's no logical explanation as to why he would not be for me. Therefore, I might as well go for it. It might be idealistic, but I refuse to live off of assumptions and old teenage ideas of how I think people are. You know? Oh, I'm also a bold person. I came out of the closet, shared and healed from childhood abuse that occurred, and I am studying my passion, vocal music at Cu Denver. If that ain't one bad bitch, I don't know what is. =)

Music:

Leontyne Price, Linda Eder, Mariah Carey, Patti LaBelle, Bonnie Raitt, Bum-Soo Kim, Hyo-Shin Park, Anita Baker, Oleta Adams, Fantasia Barrino, Bonnie Raitt, Michael Buble, Keane, Chris Brown, Beyonce, Sheryl Crow, Kelly Clarkson, En Vogue, Celine Dion, John Mayer, Yolanda Adams, Whitney Houston.

Movies:

Transformers! Pretty awesome. Bourne Ultimatum. Suspenseful and not run of the mill action scenes. Plus, it's entertaining and fulfilling enough even if you haven't seen the previous 2. I saw THE SIMPSONS in the drive in before they shut it down.

Television:

No cable television anymore. Kathy Griffin and Oprah. Real World LV Reunited.

Books:

The Alchemist - A lot of the themes and messages in the book is what I live by today. The Iliad. The Satyricon, Medea, Mediatations. Their Eyes Were Watching God!!! Honestly, I never read.

Heroes:

Mom! Sister! And Dad.

My Blog

I Didn’t Cut My Hair

Come on now.  How else can I have good hair after not washing for 2 days.  With long hair of course!  So I am not cutting my hair anytime soon.  Gotta get a weave going on first!I ...
Posted by Wilsonic on Tue, 11 Sep 2007 02:20:00 PST

Straightening and the "F" Word

I like the fact that most of my pictures are my hair curly when if I put no product in my hair, it's more wavy.  And I ALSO like that I found GOD in straight ironing.  It's called Ceramic Ti...
Posted by Wilsonic on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 11:53:00 PST

Infamous Quotes

"If I ever become a lawyer, I would work to give homosexuals the right to marry.  And I would work very hard to take away the right to marry for straight people."  [Michelle D.]"Self-Pity ma...
Posted by Wilsonic on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 04:06:00 PST

23 Years and 3 Hours Into My Birthday

Did I TELL you that I bought a bike today.  Unintentionally, I bought MYSELF a birthday present.Can I TELL you that riding a bike is FREAKIN deliciously insanely gorgeously amazingly orgasmically...
Posted by Wilsonic on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 02:28:00 PST

When The Last Teardrop Falls

When looking back on ages 11 to present, I was attracted to heartbreaking love songs.  Maybe I loved ballads because I thought the singers "sang" more or maybe instinctively I was preparing mysel...
Posted by Wilsonic on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 02:07:00 PST

June 19 2007

had thoughts of hot sex on my mind this entire day.  in the afternoon, walked down pearl street hoping someone would want me enough to fuck.  tired of CONSTANT reminders of the first love I ...
Posted by Wilsonic on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 01:18:00 PST

I Miss You

I miss you.  A simple acknowledgement of my emotional state.I decided tonight that whenever I miss the one I miss ever so much, I shall write it down.  Tonight, it was the back of one of the...
Posted by Wilsonic on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 01:07:00 PST

Truck Loads of Fun

My mother, father, Hae-Chan (cousin) came to support me today in my acting debut.  I think that it is fascinating that my MAIN intent for auditioning for this play called: School Masters, which w...
Posted by Wilsonic on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 03:39:00 PST

Helicopter Ride

This past Wednesday on the 13th of September.I went on a helicopter ride.  Went through downtown.  Was as high as the Qwest buliding.  From the distance, I saw lots of trees.  You ...
Posted by Wilsonic on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 02:00:00 PST

Best Summer! 2006

I used to hate heat.  Now, I love a nice sunny day, and I've always loved colder weather.  On warm days, I am able to wear shorts because I'm proud of my calves.  Additionally, I can us...
Posted by Wilsonic on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 01:58:00 PST