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Heyyy I'm Alex Lujan
Had The privilege of life for 17 years
Pay attention to all the little details
Hate Drama
Write poetry
Own the bombest music
Family, friends, and music are my life
I'm mature, but like to act retarded sometimes
I Like to take things slow
The Best things take TIME to develop
I Love Everyone, even tha haters
Can't stay mad long but can become extremely angry if tested
Extremely open (so ask away)
Speak my mind (don't take offense)
Honest, but not Brutally honest(unless needed)
I Question everything & everyone
Will listen to anyone's problems
Will cry with special people(very rarely)
Not Afraid to live life, take risks, or lose it all
I smoke weed sometimes & occasionally drink
Like dancing and partying(but more of a kickback person)
I'm not judgmental(but it's in everyone's nature to judge without realizing it)
I learn from my own and more importantly others mistakes
I have some issues, but the main ones, i took care of
I hate the word "normal"
I strive to be UNIQUE, not better, stronger, or smarter
I have my goals set, my mind cleared, and my future waiting
I've struggled through more than most would believe, but it doesn't make me any better than anyone else
Everyone goes through stress, drama, denial, pain, and heart breaks, the only difference is how a person lets it affect them
If you give me your time, I'll show you the world
Everyone has a time when they don't wanna live....when they are lost and lonely...when they feel they have no meaning...my time was in 10th grade, a year after my dad's death
Don't ever say you've been through MORE than others, because we all go through different experiences that bring out the same lessons, some people learn the lessons, and some will never know
> The only way you can truly help someone, is by helping them to help themselves
To feel what others feel, to think the way they think, to truly connect, try putting yourself in their shoes
I'm not always patient, but I can wait for the right things ;)
I was once nothing and hated by all, so i made it my goal to be something incredible...it still is my goal
I'm more of a mellow person who likes to sit back, relax, and enjoy life
At the same time, i'm very adventurous, and don't mind taking risks
I think for MYSELF and rely on no one, but i know that there are times when i'll need a shoulder to cry on
Everything i do will only matter to 3 people: My mom, my wife, and most importantly, my kids
I'm down to talk to anyone at any time for any reason
I don't believe in religion, God, heaven, or hell, but i have felt and do believe in spirits, ghosts, the soul, and faith....
Thanks for whoever spent hours reading this :)
But what makes all this true is that I'll back up and support my words :)
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yIntoHeaven.com - Online Karma Test Click Here! Alex, Your Karmic Alignment is: Enlightenment!

Score: 26 You have a lot of positive karma, and have good intentions in life. People would normally characterize you with being a kind, sensitive giving person. Remember that by creating positive karma seeds, they will soon blossom. If you work hard enough it is capable to gain enlightenment, and maintain inner peace.

My Blog

RHYTHM - Determination (poem)

"Determination"unprevailingunrelentingunsurpassingunaltering this is what just keeps me goingpushing throughno thought no cluenot a carepull my hairbe unfarestuff itlove itcrush itslush itpush itwhoosh...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Apr 2009 23:05:00 GMT

POEM - How Would

11-8-06How WouldHow would you like it if nobody caredIf they stopped sharing everything that theyve sharedIf they had all these secrets you told to keep insideBut instead they abandoned you, left you...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Dec 2008 21:03:00 GMT

POEM - The Answers are...Within

8-12-07 The Answers Are&Within   When You Feel There's nowhere you can go And you're lost Because your hearts lost it's glow You put your hand on your chest Your heart beats so slow But ...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Nov 2008 23:47:00 GMT

ASTROLOGICAL Info that Relates to me

SCORPIO - this is all the info i read about scorpios that is who i am. IT IS ALL DEAD ON ABOUT ME -Scorpios are fiercely independent. -They are able to accomplish anything they put their mind to and ...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 07:38:00 GMT

A PEEK INTO MY MIND

Some random beliefs and ideas of mine, if anyone is interested.-Karma is the balance of positive and negative in our universe.To understand Karma you have to understand that in life you recieve an equ...
Posted by on Sat, 15 Nov 2008 09:38:00 GMT

FITNESS

This is for people that are interested in how to keep their body fit (physically)--Before I say anything, I gained my knowledge through weight training and personal experience.1. Jogging actually burn...
Posted by on Tue, 01 Jul 2008 20:22:00 GMT

Poem - Death of A Loved One

Father passed on October 12, 2005 (First poems ever made & made around this date)THIS POEM WON The PRESTIGIOUS & EDITORS CHOICE AWARDDeath of A loved OneYou pick up the phoneTo hear someone sh...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 17:40:00 GMT

Poem - Dreams

1-18-07DreamsWhy are dreams createdWhy so many thoughtsWhy so many good and bad onesSo many, have you forgot?Are they signsFrom deep within your soulAre they telling youWhat you already knowThings hap...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 17:38:00 GMT

Poem - How Would

----------------Now playing: Boyz in Da Hood - Dem Boyzvia FoxyTunes     11-8-06How WouldHow would you like it if nobody caredIf they stopped sharing everything that they've shared...
Posted by on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 17:36:00 GMT