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My Interests

Music:

where music is concerned i have a wide variety of tastes: sarah maclaughlin, alanis m, ashlee simpson, avril lavign, evanessence,debra fatow, kumi, sherri youngward,post mortum, naos, Stavesacre, and the following:

MySpace Music Lists at MySpace Toolbox !

Movies:

a tar

Television:

during baseball season...THE CLEVELAND INDIANS...gilmore girls, deadliest catch, one tree hill, crossing jordon, the 4400, dead zone, psych, mana-fest, cold case files, any history channel documentary that has to do with archeology or the bible...and of course...dog the bounty hunter.

Books:

the bible, anything by Frank Peretti or Ted Dekker...Elisabeth Elliot's "Passion and Purity". any literary classic...Poe's works...Sylvia Plath's "The Bell Jar" and soooo many more...i love to read!!!

Heroes:

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My Blog

our deepest fear

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 10:53:00 PST

road trip

Psalm 69:6b"Let not those who seek You be confounded because of me, o God of Israel!" ~Lord, don't let me succumb to my fears and insecurities and NOT take the gospel where it needs to be presented! t...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 09:24:00 PST

absolution

running in circles scared of the straight pathwandering for miles on this lonely patchlooking for absolution, but find only a stainwanting a revolution, jogging in vain how does the movement of t...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Sun, 24 Jun 2007 07:48:00 PST

prayer

Father Yahweh, only You can make a man righteous--let me be one who walks only with You, Adonai. Break me, my Master, that I will always be broken for You--never building my own kingdom by my ow...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Fri, 18 May 2007 11:50:00 PST

forgiveness

so the pastor talked about forgiveness last week...and since i am his secretary...i got a sneak peek at the sermon notes, so before i even got to church last week i felt convicted...all this time...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Fri, 18 May 2007 11:01:00 PST

undaring

exhausted by this neverending process...wondering how i became the bad guy again in this messwhy do we always end up here?torn apart by irrational fears... will you ever break free?quit dodging and ru...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Mon, 26 Mar 2007 04:06:00 PST

longing for resolution, longing for shalom

so i'm sitting here thinking...and i can't believe that i'm back in the middle of this same situation again...maybe a little wiser, but i don't think so...more confused...yes...i thought things would ...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Sun, 25 Mar 2007 03:56:00 PST

8th day of fast - end day of fast

song that really hit me... ~ENOUGH~ all of You is more than enough for all of mefor every thirst and every needYou satisfy me with Your loveand all i have in You is more than enough You are my supply ...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 04:14:00 PST

day 7 of fast

why God must i go through this for my friend, when i am being treated so badly, by my friend? I Peter 3:8-9,14-15,17 "Finally, all of you be of one mind, having compassion for one another: love a...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Fri, 30 Mar 2007 04:08:00 PST

day 6 of fast

Jeremiah 11:18 "Now the Lord gave me knowledge of it, and i know it, for You showed me their doings." my friend won't be in church tomorrow...i see it and know... Jeremiah 13:15-17 "Hear a...
Posted by wanting to be whole on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 03:52:00 PST