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About Me

I have the courage and conviction to live as an individual in a world that pressures me to become a conformist. I am a seeker of knowledge and an artist of life. My future will never be peaceful, but I will be alive. I am the flame that burns against the cold, never needing more fuel. The lantern shining against the dark that never wants for more oil. I am that which stands against the tides of apathy. I care. I am the oasis of hope in your desert of despair, and though I may not give you water, I will help you get it for yourself.
I am a Black Coffee
At my best, I am: low maintenance, friendly, and adaptable
At my worst, I am: cheap and angsty
I drink coffee when: I can get my hands on it
My caffeine addiction level: high What Kind of Coffee Are You?
I am the last red ember
of last nights bonfire.
I am the man out of work
whom nobody will hire.
A violet in December
not long for this world.
A mother who is searching
for her lost little girl.
I am the last shooting star
in a meteor shower.
I am just a small boy
that bullies make cower.
I am a rusty old car
and cannot be restored.
I am a sad little girl
who lost the doll so adored.
I don't have any hope
I survive on my own.
I am that which I am,
What I am is Alone.

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My Blog

Monday, November 10th. The day Grandma died.

Rough couple of days here in Amzyland. Sunday morning my Dad wakes me up with news of Grandma getting close to her time. No surprises here, she's been declining steadily for a while.&nbs...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Nov 2008 09:43:00 GMT

I have the best parents ever.

I got home from work the other night intending, of course, to do more work. When what do my wondering eyes should I see, but my parent's tracker in the driveway and a light on in the kitchen.&nb...
Posted by on Thu, 21 Aug 2008 13:12:00 GMT

The Move.

I moved on the weekend. Buh-bye apartment, hello stinky house. I left the doors open and the ceiling fan on for a couple days, and it helped. So now when I walk through the door into...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Aug 2008 12:12:00 GMT

Are we friends?

Do you remember when it was easy to make friends and be friends? If you played together you were friends - nothing else to it. Now there are so many levels and categories and cross-referen...
Posted by on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 20:04:00 GMT

Its called the Deep Survey. Dunno why.

I copied this survey from Paul Canuck, who reminded me that honesty is required, and I think he may have been implying that sarcasm was not the way to go.What things would instantly make you dislike a...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 18:07:00 GMT

Evil, Stinky, A/C, TILT!

I was at the house again yesterday, the evil one has moved out, but hasn't been excorcised. There is junk everywhere in there. I'll need to rent a garbage container when I move in...yeesh....
Posted by on Sat, 12 Jul 2008 16:14:00 GMT

Laundry, Cocaine, Floors, and Madness

The apartment building I live in has 22 units per floor, and 2 washing machines. And laundry room hours are 8-10. Most nights when I get home the laundry is in use, and if I can't start th...
Posted by on Wed, 09 Jul 2008 18:36:00 GMT

The under-utilized body part.

Experimentation. Suggestion. My poor pinky.Chords. Specifically, the G chord. It looks like this:Or so I was told. The strings are right, but now I am being told to use m...
Posted by on Thu, 26 Jun 2008 14:47:00 GMT

How I deal with stress.

Stress: The confusion caused when ones mind overrides the body's natural desire to choke the living shit out of some asshole who desperately needs it.No surprise, I'm a wee bit stressed. S...
Posted by on Sun, 22 Jun 2008 20:06:00 GMT

What’s New?

Let's see if I can remember how to write.New and exciting news, I've got my house back. I move in September. The evil one is moving out, and asking for $70,000 to help her on her way, plus...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jun 2008 08:41:00 GMT